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Guess wad!! I had time off today!! Got to book out and go home.. Gimme a mid week break from hell week.. ZZzz.. Half way thru pple.. Just 4 more days of shit crap to go..

Mon and today we're on standby.. Which is basically rotting in HTA!! Zzzz... Bullshit rite.. They crap the hectic one together.. So the next 4 days of bullshit will be non stop..

Ytd.. We were basically stationed at F1 pit rotting away.. Zzz.. Nothing happened at all.. Not a bit of action except for the commander who wanted to test the alertness of the pple on duty and suddenly raised the alarm.. You could see pple rush off to their vehicles preparing for deployment.. Then he announced it was a test run.. Zzz.. I coulda sworn.. Everyone there with a gun coulda shot him.. LOL!!

So yeah.. Here i am today.. I'm bunking with the senior officers.. Friendly and crappy bunch.. My kinda pple.. LOL!! They are so full of crap.. Shall not type out anything here.. If not soon.. I will be squatting in prison.. But enjoyable time talking to them.. LOL!!

The X'mas decorations all around town.. I guess its once again for the viewing pleasure of the APEC delegates.. But nonetheless.. I love the Christmas spirit.. I will start my christmas shopping probably the week after my confinement week for APEC.. :DD

I coulda sworn.. Today when they announced that we are free to go.. Even for tt few hours.. LOL!! Suddenly everyone began shoving things into their bags and u see people running around.. Imagine in the zoo.. And u told the animals they would be going back into the wild.. That kinda chaos.. LOL!!

On a different note.. On my way home today.. I saw this couple and the husband's mother.. They were alighting from a taxi.. Apparently the wife had just become a mother.. The husband's mother was leading the way and the husband was just walking behind the mother carrying a little tub for the baby.. Whilst behind I saw the mother walking in agony.. With every step she took.. U could see the pain in her eyes.. Yet her husband just carried on walking without a single care in the world..

This totally led me to think about the slapstick joke abt guys before and after marriage.. Before marriage they will walk behind their galfrens carrying all their shopping bags and all.. But after marriage they will walk in front of their wives not giving a shit about what's happening to the wife.. I wonder how true this is.. Are they just insensitive or plain idiots?.. After i get my psychology cert.. I think i will make a good marriage counsellor.. LOL!!

I really felt for the mother.. Yet in Singaporean society.. U will be considered warped if u actually step in and help.. This is y I so love the states.. Its a free country.. People got the right to do and even say what they feel like saying.. Of course the asses will make use of the freedom of speech thingy to be racist and all that bull crap.. But again.. People will say what they really feel wun they.. Communication is the key to bridging society together.. And knitting the people closely together..

I mean husbands do u really think tt its ur wife's responsibility to just bear with the pain of giving birth of carrying the child around for 9 mths.. And after tt u just leave her alone.. I mean cmon.. Grow up if u haven!! ZOMG!! Husbands and wives are supposed to be a team.. I always feel really happy when i see a old couple holding hands walking along.. It just gives u tt very peaceful feel.. Not like the world today half the marriages end up in divorces.. Are the men and women of society just blind?.. The world needs to take lessons on loving and caring for one another.. Sigh..

Oh wells.. Grabbing sum rest before I go back to camp later on..

Oh yeah.. Good luck to the A lvls peeps that are taking A lvls this year!!! :D All the best!! And Jess if u are reading this!! Cheery up!!! Its only the first paper!!! Believe you can do it!!! Overcomers are overcomers only when they can turn situations around.. Think of it as a challenge.. Jiayou Jess!! :DD

I'm off.. Peeps! :D

ZZzz.. Honestly been thru a super crappy week this past 7 days.. Zzz.. Okie lah.. Maybe not all 7 days were that crappy but the first 4 days at least were crap..

Mon.. I was already feeling a lil off weather.. But I went to bball in the rain.. The result was an MC on tues.. LOL!!!~~

Yeah.. Despite being on MC i still went to help out szekiat.. And on Wed after bball we went to visit Heng's daughter!! :D I think she is really really cute!! :DDD Like super cute.. :D For once i find someone cuter than me.. LOL!!

And thurs the shit-tiest day of the lot.. ZZzz.. I took half day cause I had this splitting headache when i woke up.. And I got scolded by some idiot who is not even my boss for taking it too last min... And my mdm is cool with me taking that half day.. -.-" So dumb can!! ZZzz... Well.. Okie... partially my fault cause i am involved in APEC and he is my deployment supervisor.. But if u need me tell me before hand lah!!! Then I wouldn't take tt half day to rest.. -.-" ZZzz... So dumb.. Pffffftttt!!!~~

And fri was at udders with Szekiat, Austen and Woey Thee.. :DD Chillax!!!~~~ And I just met Szekiat for dinner just now.. LOL!! I seemed to have met him 4 times this week.. LOL!!

LOL!!~~ This week was really comical too though.. Everyone kept asking me to shut up cause my voice was really sexy.. LOL!! Dratted sore throat!! Flu, cough, migraines and sore throat not forgetting fever.. They always come hand in hand dun they.. ZZzzz... Oh wells.. Im getting back my voice.. And the office is going to be a noisy place again.. LOL!! :PpP

And next week is hell week for me!.. They revamped the dratted schedule again now we are operating on 72 hours shift.. Brilliant rite?.. Like awesome brilliant.. LOL!! ZZZzzz.. Retarded.. They make police officers seem like robots... And the best part is its stay in!.. ZZzz.. There goes 8 days of my freedom.. :((( 8 days of putting a clip of bullets thru anyone's head who gets too boisterous in the vicinity of the APEC summit..

Tomorrow I'll be shouting book in book in.. ZZZzz.. :(( Good part abt it is that i'm no longer a trainee!! So i can strut around like a own the place.. LOL!!

Oh wells.. Been missing someone lately.. ZZZzz.. A song's been playing in my ipod a lot recently.. And coincidentally its a lot like what I want to say..

Mandy Moore- Have a Little Faith in Me

When the road gets dark

And you can no longer see

Let my love throw a spark

Have a little faith in me

And when the tears you cry

Are all you can believe

Just give these loving arms a try baby and

Have a little faith, faith in me

Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith in me, oh and

Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith, faith in me

When your secret heart

Cannot speak so easily

Come here baby, from a whisper start

To have a little faith in me

And when your back's against the wall

Just turn around and you, you will see

I will catch your, I will catch your fall just

Have a little faith, faith in me

Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith, faith in me

I've been loving you for such a long, long time

Expecting nothing in return

Just for you to have a little faith in me

You see time, time is our friend

Cos for us there is no end

All you gotta do is have a little faith in me

I will hold you up, I will hold you up and

Your love gives me strength enough to

Have a little faith in me

Oh faith, darlin'

Have a little faith in me

Oh, faith

Oh wells.. Cya world.. Hopefully I have internet access the next few days.. :DD

I am back!! Eventful week.. But with a super screwed up body clock! :(( Stupid APEC exercise took alot outta me.. Never worked for 21 straight hours before.. They made me report at 10 am on a fri morning and it lasted till 7 am the next day.. Like totally Zzzz... :D

But eventful week this week! :D:D:D

Kicked off on thurs when i met Yee Sheen! :D Looking as pretty and cute as ever! :D She told me she gained one kg.. Cmon.. If she is fat, I would be looking like a cow! LOL!! We ended up shopping around town! :D And ate at pasta mania! We both had meatballs!! But I still think tt Ikea's meatballs are better! Let's go there some day! :D Yeah! Then we ended up at orchard central as szekiat the slowpoke was taking forever to get to town.. She was so nice waiting for szekiat with me despite running late to go help her dad!! So yeah.. Though I doubt she'll be reading this.. Thanks for the company.. I really enjoy it! And hope u like the gifts i got u from HK!! :D Cya soon!! :D

Yeah so after tt I ended up helping szekiat with math! We sat at paragon's starbucks till it closed and relocated to kallang mac! LOL!! I reached home at like 3 am.. LOL!! Szekiat!!! U owe me a treat!!! LOL!! Kidding!! LOL!! Meeting him next week to help him again.. LOL!!

Fri.. I met up with Ben, Lewis, Zhen Yew and Wanding.. We ended up at the art house's timbre.. first time trying the pizza there and i gotta say its not bad.. The tab came up to 42 bucks.. and considering i bought a bag tt costed 200 bucks on the same day.. I am budgetting for the rest of the month till i get my Cpl back pay and my trip subsidy from PNSD!! LOL!! And it will be right after APEC.. LOL! Wheeeeeee!!!~~~ :D 900 bucks!! :DDD

Yeah.. So after tt we ended up at fullerton chatting till like 4 am cause it was raining and timbre closed at 2! We had this live band performing at timbre.. They were hilarious.. Seriously! They were made to sing nobody by wondergirls.. LOL!! Then they were doing tt action tt they did in that raffles place flash-mob video.. super funny.. And my drat-ed camera had to display the memory card full sign then! ZZZzz.. I got a few seconds video though.. LOL!! And they were made to sing pokerface!! And they couldn't hit the high notes! LOL!! So he was singing as though he got wedgied.. LOL!! I couldn't stop laughing.. LOL!!

Then today i met up with my sec sch chess club mates.. :D Had dinner at justnoodles.. Then chit chatted for a bit and watched them at the arcade.. Seriously arcade's not my kinda place to hangout.. And then headed to starbucks to chill.. :D:D Yeah.. That kinda sums up my eventful weekend.. :DD

On a random note.. Love makes the world go round! And love is when you know you wanna be with that person for the rest of your life.. You know just being able to put your arms around the person will bring u great joy.. Seeing the person being so happy, it just puts a smile on your face.. :D

XOXO <3

Cya World! The epitome of Merman.. :D

ZZzz.. The week is probably gg to get shit-ier.. Like how much worst can it get rite?..

Started off well on mon with bball training.. And heck.. We are clicking man.. Well sorta.. Okie.. Maybe not perfect but improving.. Sorta know where each other want the ball.. And my shooting is godly.. Enough said..

Ytd started to get shitty.. Work kept pouring in.. And today's the shit-iest..

Let me put it into perspective for u.. Some dude took a 3 day MC.. And the shit fell on my lap.. Heck.. I work harder than my understudy.. ZZzz..

After that Boss had to choose today to pick on my hair! Like WTH!! So annoyed can!! I went in.. And had to listen to his "Long before your time.. In the Southern Province of China.." And in the end he said he wasn't going to sign my promotion till I get a haircut and I am supposed to get it today.. I swear I almost punched him at that point in time.. Give me the weekend to get it trimmed lah.. How in the world am I gg to get it trimmed today.. In my defence I tried.. I called and my stylist is on MC.. So I decided to cut tomorrow instead.. I bet he will bite my head off tomorrow.. But iya.. Dun give a shit lah..

And bball was shit... ZZZzz.. I dun mean my skills.. I mean the attendance.. ZZzz.. So annoyed..

Then the ultimate bull crap.. Whilst I was on the way home.. Suddenly my bus took a wrong turn into Potong Pasir.. I was like WTH!!~~ ^.- Den it stopped.. Macpherson road is closed.. Those who wanna go to Macpherson Road please get off here.. I almost punched the driver.. After bball training u expect me to walk home from Potong Pasir! WTH!! ZZZzz..

So there u go.. The shittiest day of my life when everything went wrong.. Maybe I'm in a coma.. Just had a realistic nightmare.. When I wake up from this coma I will probably have a wonderful life ahead of me! Zzz... Shit day!! RAWR!!!~~~~~~~~~~~

Oh yeah.. Dear readers.. I haven broke another piece of bad news to you guys... I failed my TP.. Most points I have heard that people can get up to date.. Jesus!! 66 points! God knows how the heck it happened.. But 66!! And that bloody retarded instructor haven called me to tell me my next TP date. ZZzz... I swear I need a gun.. I wanna shoot sumone! ZZzzzzz..... :((

Sad day lah!!!! RAWR!!!~~~ I am gg to bed early tonight.. Tomorrow will be a better day.. At least I can run and I can go to the gym to get my mind off things.. Shit day!!~~ RAWR!!!~~~

Cya world! Sumone hire an assassin and kill me in my sleep please! ZZz..

LOL!! ZOMG!! Its sunday alr.. Where did the weekend go?.. LOL! Come back!! Soon it will be OSIM again... Not to mention next weekend's hell.. The dreaded exercise is going to take up the entire weekend.. ZZzz.. And heck.. I dun even know if i am getting hours for the bullshit i am doing... LOL!!

Anyways.. Wheee!!! Today I was out with Minzhen!! She's only getting prettier! :))))) LOL!! She suddenly told me that she was gg to town.. So decided to meet her.. We went shopping!!! My favorite hobby.. Town has proved to be pretty disappointing other than the Ben Sherman T-shirt I saw tt i so wanna get but I am waiting for the dreaded price to drop.. It costs a blasted 69 bucks!!! :((( LOL!!

After tt she had to go off to give her music lesson.. So i met Aust!! :DDD Went Lan-ing!! :D

Ytd I was out with Wayne Kiat and Aussie.. :D:D:D LOL!! I love those dudes.. Quick dinner and we had coffee at starbucks and spinelli (God knows how it is spelt).. LOL!! Briliant weekend to make up for the next shit one I will be having! ZZzz..

On a different note... There goes a saying if life gives u lemons make lemonade.. I would like to add on.. But if life gives u a bitch.. I say shoot the bitch and move on.. :DD

Okies.. Tt's all for today!! :DD Cya peeps!! Have to be up at 8 tomorrow to help out in some dumb event.. ZZzz.. :((

Oh wells.. The week has been pretty good thus far.. Bball training on mon.. Clocking my mileage again.. Began the toning process instead of the bulking up further.. LOL!! Later i wind up looking like the incredible hulk! The big green monster!!! LOL!! Bball-ed again today.. I expect silverware for the 3-on-3.. God damn it!!! LOL!! My legs feel as though they are coming off.. They are screaming in agony.. ZZzzz.. Oh wells.. NS is boot camp for me.. LOL!!

YAY-ness its confirmed!! Meeting Aussie, Kiat and Wayne on fri!!! LOL!! So miss those dudes.. LOL!! We're gg to town!!! :D

And I burnt my Sun!! ZZZzz.. Stuck at velocity from 8am to 8 pm registering participants for Real Run 2009! ZZzzz.. So totally ZOMG!! Stupid Samuel lah.. Cant do on sun then begged me to help him out!!! ZZzzz.. They had better repay me with lots of hours off!!

APEC is less than a mth away.. Hell week is looming.. ZZzz.. I double checked my deployment timetable.. ZZzz.. Its a 24 hours shift.. a one day standby and another 24 hours shift.. So i will be surprised if i get to have a proper nap at all for this 72 hours.. And finally after tt then i have one day off to rot in my bed at home!! ZZZzz.. When i signed up.. I wasn't expecting 24 hours deployment.. Yeah.. I always wanted to be on the ground rather than in the office rotting away but 24 hours!! That's insane.. ZZzzz.. On the bright side.. Probably be an eye-opening experience for me lah ar.. :DD

On a different note.. Let me rant a bit lah ar!! ZZZZzzzz... I am actually a lil down now.. Cause i saw sumthing which made me ponder of all the possibilities.. ZZzzzz.. Will u even spare a tot for me?? *sigh* I dunno y i am being so foolish.. But that's just me ain't it?.. Somethings in life u learn to cherish.. But in the same way u may not be cherished back.. Its an investment kinda thing.. Just tt its with feelings.. And when somethings are broken u just cant fix it back.. But there are somethings in life u prefer to not regret..

One Last Song By A1

Take my hand, touch my face

Let me feel your embrade

Let me see in your eyes

That you won't say goodbye

Just tell me how you feel

I don't know what you're thinking anymore

And if you need me, you'd kiss me

Then tell me how you feel

And if you want me, you'd show me

That your love is for real

And if you love me

You'd hold me in your arms where I belong

So while I'm feeling strong

I sing you one last song

Let me ask time has passed

Do you feel this could last

If you don't, why then stay

Take your wings, fly away

I love you way too much

To wanna be the one who brings you down

And if you need me, you'd kiss me

Then tell me how you feel

And if you want me, you'd show me

That your love is for real

And if you love me

You'd hold me in your arms where I belong

So while I'm feeling strong

I sing you one last song

One last song I sing for you

Like I always did

This time it's for real

I never come to you like this

Expecting you to turn my kiss

Oh no no no no no

And if you need me, you'd kiss me

Then tell me how you feel

And if you want me, you'd show me

That your love is for real

And if you love me

You'd hold me in your arms where I belong

So while I'm feeling strong

I sing you one last song

Oh yeah

I sing you one last song

I sing you one last song

ZZZZzzz... I dunno wad to think now.. Either way.. A word of encouragement Merman.. Jiayou Jiayou!! :D You have pressed on for so long.. Dun give up now.. :D Even if its not meant to be.. Just let it go.. And take it easy!! :)) A smile goes a long way.. :D Optimism is the way to go!!

Okie lah.. I'm Off.. Cya peeps!! :D

Anyways.. Lots of happenings recently.. LOL!! Juicy gossips and all.. Shall leave out the gossips.. If not my uniform might need to go thru bleaching.. LOL!!

First of all.. Back from HK!!!! ZOMG!!! I so wished I could stay there.. I think the social culture there is so much cooler.. They actually have shopping spots that stay open till the wee hours of the morning.. In singapore.. You wanna shop at 2 am?.. Can~~.. Head down to mustafa and be engulfed by the night.. LOL!! We should have a 24 hour shopping mall!!!~~ LOL!! Call me a shop-paholic... :P

I think that they have very cool tourist spots too.. Like the wax museum.. Disney land.. I think its really super cool.. When u step into disneyland suddenly u grow younger by 10 years.. Time just turns back and u would expect to skip down a yellow brick road to the wizard of oz.. LOL!! You know the thrill of adventure at evey corner.. LOL!! The cool rides and all.. But darn.. The day we decided to visit disneyland.. It was raining.. And it was that kinda prolonged drizzle... At times its heavy and at times its a mere drizzle.. ZZzz.. But oh wells.. I bought a new umbrella cause of the rain.. LOL!! So cool can!!! But i bought my at the entrance cause the weather was alr pretty bad.. Then when i went in i realised they had nicer designs inside i almost jumped. ZZZzz..

I bought a cute pooh bear for myself!! LOL!! I got a mini pooh bear keychain too!! LOL!! My keys will never be lost again.. LOL!!! I love Pooh!!!! :P LOL!!

Oh yeah.. And at the wax museum we did a lot of stupid things.. LOL!! Check out the photos on FB man.. LOL!! Their food republic was damn cute they had a hainanese chicken rice store called sergeant singapore.. LOL!!

Oh yah... We had a one day trip to macau and the Portuguese egg tart is heavenly.. LOL!! It is like a european settlement in Asia.. It gave me tt feel at least.. I din get to go into any casinos!!! :(( ZZZzz... I shld dressed more formally that day pull out my blazer and everything they might think i have passed 21 years old.. LOL!! I look matured okie!! :PpP LOL!!

Oh wells.. All in all it was a fun trip.. With great company.. :P LOL!! Cause I was there.. :P

I spent like 1.5 K on the entire trip.. ZOMG!! A bomb.. LOL!!

Oh wells.. I managed to meet Kiat and Aussie last week... Been a super darn long while since i last saw them man.. Esp Aussie.. Kiat still got meet once in a while.. Dunno if I am insane ,I bet they would think I am, but I am looking forward to uni.. Despite Aussie and Kiat making it sound like hell.. LOL!! I need to ORD!!! I can count with one hand alr!!! Wheeeee!!~~~~ LOL!!

So hard to meet with friends nowadays.. So sad lor!!! Make it look like I super free.. Getting busy lor.. Going to disappear for a while.. APEC is coming... That will be like a 2 week long deployment with super lil sleep.. LOL!! But it boosts my COS by a bunch.. LOL!! Just hope i dun start hallucinating and shoot obama by mistake.. LOL!!

Oh yeah!!! I finally passed IPPT!!! LOL!! U can start calling me Cpl Xie.. LOL!! Darn promotion only extra 55 bucks.. If only I had passed in TRACOM!! :( It woulda been a 200 bucks jump... :(( ZZZzz... Count my blessings I'm getting tt extra 55 bucks lah ar.. So tempted to buy my iPod Touch man!! The prices dropped again lor!!! ZZzz.z.. 468 for a 32 Gb iPod touch!! So cheap can!! LOL!!

Oh yeah.. Stunningly I din gain weight in HK!! I think i lost weight summore!! ZOMG!! LOL!! It must be the full-day of shopping the walking non-stop..

Next week... ORD lunch on mon.. Bball training.. Etc.. Eventful week again.. And meeting Aust, Kiat and Wayne on fri.. ZOMG!! I have craving for cycling.. Haven biked in ages.. Shld ask Aussie and Kiat soon.. :P Merman just wants to have fun!! LOL!!

Okies.. I am off.. Cya peeps!! :D