A merman's biography

2011-04-03T18:06:00.002+08:00

Feeling really jaded.

As I began to space out, I started reflecting on life. Especially where my parents are concerned.

I was reading my textbook on developmental psychology. And I realized wad failures my parents have been. Yes start the appalled looks and the name-calling. Unfilial and wad not have you. What rubbish pls!

What kind of parents try to throw out a child just cause he isn't doing as well as they expect in sch? What kind of parents canes a child just cause he made a few careless mistakes in his school work? What kind of parents direct the path of the child so that they live through the child and causing the child's opinions to fall on deaf ears?

I think it is bloody ridiculous. There have been a good many people in this life who have let me down. I have always found the strength to let it go and forgive them. Where my parents and some other bitches are concerned I cant say the same.

Parents are supposed to be a team. And there are 4 parenting styles:

1) Authoritative- This is where there is warmth and child's involvement is most welcome.
2) Authoritarian- This is where parents set ridiculous standards for their child, are somewhat anal about how they expect the child to behave
3) Neglectful- This is where parents are not involved to a large extent in the child's life
4) Permissive- This is where parents let the child do as they please but they are involved in their child's life

It has been my misfortune that my parents fall under the number 2 category. I am making it a point for neither of them to raise my kids in the future. And in the same way I swear never to be that kind of parents.

They often wonder y i never turn to them in time of need. And i have never found the courage to tell them off as much as i feel like doing so. After having been put down, humiliated and cast down for the past 21 years of my life. I have learnt that they are the last bunch of people I can turn to.

They always end up thinking that they have done a bloody good job, having sent me to a good university. But child development has never been only about cognitive development. It encompasses the fact that there are other emotional developments involved and also physical development. Hence, we have never seen eye to eye.

Having almost been thrown out of my house twice, they have proven how unreliable they are. Children have families to run to in the stormy times. I never did. All that there was in stall was more scolding. They believed that praises would cause big-headedness. Even when I was one of the top in my cohort, all i found was higher expectations.

When talking to relatives, they would boast about how they have built my cognitive ability through pure discipline. And in the back of my head, I will be thinking you bunch of failures. It is the most sad thing on Earth that you think you are a success but actually you are a bunch of failures. Forcing your will on children so they will achieve academic success is the wrong way to raise your kids, FOOLS!

My mother is a tuition teacher and she often converts our house into a tuition centre. And it boils down to this, how is someone supposed to study with a bunch of primary school kids running around like mad.

All the way up to secondary 2, I could never talk to others. Introversion was the story of my life for 14 years cause I lacked confidence and was constantly afraid to speak up. I look back the first 16 years of my life and I wonder how I made it through.

But what I am thankful for are a bunch of good friends that God has blessed me with. And also, God directed my paths, always used me for a higher purpose. At the age of 17, He turned my life around. Suddenly I felt competent again. I felt confident. Then finally a breakthrough. And who I am today can be attributed to a God that saves all. I'm always grateful to Him cause he picked me out of the valley.

But still, even today, I still cannot stand being around my parents. As often and as much as I try to forgive them for the damage they have caused the past 21 years. I see kids with parents who view them at the same level as them and sometimes I get jealous. Upward social comparison. I grow really weary. I'm human too. To me, all that is here is a place where I have a roof over my head and my monetary needs are taken care of. Other than tt it holds no purpose for me. Life has rarely been kind with a mother that is a control freak.

Oh wells. Back to the pain in the ass of 202.

2011-02-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

Bottom line is one man's thrash another man's treasure.

2011-02-20T02:22:00.002+08:00

把手放开不问一句say goodbye
当作最后一次的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

No matter wad I hope you will be happy.

Growing really weary of all the happenings. It has really been a draining week for me. If you think I'm not worth it. There's nth I can abt it. But wish you all the best and say goodbye. It was never meant to be. Though it may hurt, I'm just gonna have to bear with it. You will be happier this way.

Goodbye!

2011-02-17T02:21:00.000+08:00

facade.

2011-02-10T17:25:00.002+08:00

It was all merely a facade.

Even as it hurts and it bleeds. The world still keeps spinning.

All I can do is wait for this fleeting feeling to fade away.

Love precious yet fragile.

I'm finally tired.

2011-02-06T05:29:00.001+08:00

Zzzz. Tired of everything the roller coaster rides. The ups the downs. I guess its time to leave.

2011-01-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

Somehow it's just so fitting. Somehow you captivated me like no other. Somehow you became one of the important reasons for my existence.

It intrigues me how you made me fall hopelessly.

It intrigues me how you have invaded my mind to control my every thought.

It intrigues me how you made me give up running and embrace this feeling.

I think we were. Destined to meet. Destined for more.

2011-01-15T03:57:00.002+08:00

When you get hurt and all your sacrifice adds up to nothing would u put it all on the line again?

Zzz. Thank God I have learnt to keep calm and give the pokerface when things happen. With my head gg holy guacamole when i heard abt it and the alarm sounding off in my head. Keep myself together and get my act gg. I will not lose!

Love is worth fighting for and worth dying for.

2011-01-11T01:33:00.002+08:00

I just watched a talk on TED.com. It touched me a lot.

http://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_on_vulnerability.html

The world today has made love so cluttered and so realistic. This has led to so many people out there feeling that true love no longer exist.

Ask yourself when was the last time you invested into someone's life and not ask for anything in return? When was the last time you loved someone else so much u expected nothing in return?

This speech gave me a lesson. I learnt to truly love again. :D

2011-01-10T03:41:00.001+08:00

Get. Outta. My. Head!

OMG! GET OUTTA MY HEAD!

2011-01-10T00:16:00.002+08:00

I hate sounding like a love sick puppy all vulnerable and all. But of late i can't help it but come to this space and rant!

There are so many other chicks in the world. But i stare at her as though she's the only one in the world. Someone has gotta smack me hard and fast! Zzz.

I hate the feeling of being so vulnerable! :( Oh wells! Wad will be will be! If she's going to be happy someone else! I hope he will treat her better than me.

2011-01-07T06:43:00.001+08:00

Tired of everything i wish it could all just end! Probably she just deserve better!:(

2010-12-25T20:57:00.005+08:00

Never ever had anyone have such a strong hold over me.

I hate this feeling of vulnerability.

Is it even possible to miss someone this much?

Life goes on.

je suis tomber pour vous

2010-12-24T14:22:00.002+08:00

There comes a reward to those who press on. Maybe its not that bad after all. After all in this broken down generation there is still love.

Talking to Austen yesterday made me realise, somewhere deep down I still believe in a fairytale love story. Maybe it is good thing. There's something therapeutic about best friends getting together.

In movies, there's always this cliche of having a knight in shining armor that will rescue his princess. How often is that gonna happen in real life? In real life co-inhabitation in itself is already a war. Seen the tears. Watched the fights. But we get there in the end.

So the bottom line: Love is something worth fighting worth dying for anyway. And I believe it exist despite the broken down generation.

You will find it in hospitals by a patient's bed. You will find it when a mother catches her toddler when he falls. You will find it when good buddies lend you a helping hand. You will find it when couples are joined in a sweet embrace.

Maybe this good can influence the rest of the world where they cant see the beauty of love.

je veux être ton dernier premier baiser

2010-12-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

Hello blog. Been a while. Been a good 5 mths since i last blogged. Needa let off some steam.

Been doing some thinking, more than usual at least. Choices good or bad. U just gotta live with them. As i look back if i could turn back the clock i would have made better ones i guess. It was just one big mistake.

Life will screw with u time and again. And I wish there was a restart button I could push. Sadly life has none. The first real relationship i went into screwed with my head. Nick was right on every man's heart there is this deep scar tt he covers up. I wish i could go back to being caring and all. But life has it in for those who care. Assholes around will just take advantage and wad does it bring u in the end. Misery. So y put urself through the misery.

I rather embrace the role of being an ass. Can say im getting pretty good at it.

Well, wad kinda woke me up is. This little conversation i had a while back with a good fren.

Fren: But u are not mean by nature. You are a nice guy. Y do u try and make urself out to seem like such an ass.

Me: Yeah but some scars do not heal.

I cant go back to being myself which i was so comfortable being. Or maybe this is me. The new me tt has come to terms with his foolishness in the past and this is how i am moving on. The new me tt has formed after gg thru the ups and downs. Wad's the point of letting others in? Trust, love? At the end of the day people are just selfish. Its every man for himself.

Yes there is someone that i have interest in. But wad's the point really. She's someone i dowanna hurt. So i choose to set them free and let go. I guess tt's wad's best.

Not depressed here alright just doing some soul-searching. Kudos to whoever tt still reads this dead blog though. U pressed on.

nous étions faits l'un pour les autres

tout arrive pour une raison

2010-04-04T20:16:00.003+08:00

Hello World!!! I am back!!! Okie a 4 week absence this time! Been busy keeping awesome.. :D

Next week is movie week! I am watching clash of the titans on monday and fri im watching how to train your dragon (like finally!!)!! :D:D:D Okie!!! Let there be booze on friday pls pls pls!!! God damn I know I sound like a bloody alcoholic here!! I am not okies!!! LOL!! I just badly miss timbre-ing!! LOL!! And I got bball sessions and driving lessons for the rest of the week.. My entire week is packed again.. Unbelievably packed!! ZOMG!! I cant wait to pass!!! After I pass my driving test no longer will I have to pay for ridiculous midnight charges and no longer will I have to pay for stupid driving lessons tt are burning a bloody hole in my pocket! ZZZzzz.. And most importantly.. It would free up my days for more outings! Wheeee...

Well this past week was Easter weekend... It marks the 4th year tt I am in church.. Though I still rmb the first day I stepped in church.. And I have realised I have come a really long way.. Every Easter the drama production never fail to bring me back to the beginning though.. Tt first love! :D Thru the PO thru the peaks the valleys.. He never left.. :D So Thank God for His faithfulness man!

Oh wells.. BUS DRIVERS U ALL LISTEN UP!!! I'm carrying a gun to my driving test in two week's time.. If u all so much as get in my way during my driving test.. I am not responsible for the reenactment of the texas shooting massacre! God damn it!!! If I fail for the third time I will be livid!! I am banging on being able to drive in two week's time so I can start hijacking my dad's car.. LOL!!

Oh and btw God if this is You.. You are Awesome! :D:D:D Well in terms of ranking.. We are on par.. But yeah.. Awesome it is! :D

Okie dokie peeps! Off for dinns!! Tata!!! :D:D:D:D Will update when I have the time again! Stay Awesome!! :D

2010-03-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hello neglected space for three weeks.. LOL!! It is becoming a trend.. LOL!!

Oh wells.. I thought today marked the end of another chapter in my life.. So the urge to blog.. :D People people PEOPLE!! Today is the official day of my ORD! Yes Awesome Jon has left the force.. I have done my time.. And Im outta captivity and am finally a free man.. And more importantly.. They have lost an officer tt goes out of his way in the course of his duty.. Awwww...

Also, I had my ORD lunch at sakura today... They had no budget.. So guess wad.. They treated me to a 12 dollar ORD buffet that lasted for an hour.. After 2 years of service their gratitude is a 12 dollar lunch.. So sad lor!! LOL!!! Oh wells!! ORD LO ORD LO ORD LO!!!! LOL!! Oh wells.. Just kidding. LOL!! I enjoyed annoying my mdms.. And of course.. my colleagues... Guys ur time will come.. But fate has it tt today is the day i collect back my pink IC! LOL!

Tt aside.. To all bros and sis in Christ! I have got a testimony to share! :D:D:D As u all know we just had our arise and build weekend.. So as with every arise and build weekend I would seek God and ask what amount to pledge.. And all along I tot it was 5 mths.. So the amount came.. And i was ready to give.. Then when the pledge card came it was a 4 month pledge.. Then I was stunned.. Cause to have to give tt amount in 4 months.. It would be really tight for me.. Having just ORD-ed and still on the hunt for a job... I only had tuition which would tide me thru.. So I asked Him if it was the right amount again.. And then He reminded me.. Whenever He sets me a task, He will definitely bring me the resources I need and see me thru it.. But I thought of how I was gg to survive for the next 4 mths again with my TP test and the other many things I have to pay for.. He spoke and challenged me to pledge again.. He said He would open doors and I just had to trust Him.. And then this verse came.. "Is the seed still in the barn? As yet the vine, the fig tree, the pomegranate, and the olive have not yielded fruit. But from this day I will bless you" - Haggai 2:19

So I pledged.. I pledged a total of 800 bucks.. The highest pledge per mth I had gave till date.. But He really did open doors.. True to His word, ytd I had an interview with an Accounts manager at Raffles Place.. And despite screwing up the job interview.. Cause I wasn't exactly interested in it at first.. My job agent eventually called me back and told me they want me.. After discussing and thinking abt it, I decided to take it up.. So initially the starting pay was $7 an hour.. Today my agent called me to they decided to bump it up to $1600 a mth.. Considering tt its an 8 hour a day job, 7X8X5X4= 1120.. And hourly I was earning 10 instead of 7.. They had increased my pay by 480 dollars.. In a month, He had multiplied my seed by two fold.. My contract lasts 3 mths and it is extendable.. The blessings I received is 6 fold of what I had pledged.. God is good! :D With my tuition and my job after CPF, I put 1500 in the bank mthly.. :D YAY!!! PTL!!

Oh wells.. LOL!! Tt aside.. LOL! I am now currently hooked on this song What dya want from me by Adam Lambert.. Awesome song!! LOL!! Shld go listen to it.. :DD LOL!!!

Okies peeps.. Off to bath and get read to work tmrw! Cya!!! :DDD

2010-02-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hello World! Back to a dead blog.. Jesus did 3 days?.. I did better.. I raised this blog from the dead after 3 weeks.. How abt tt Big Fella?.. LOL!!

Okie.. After 3 weeks.. It has marked the end of an amazing time with the Geylang NPC peeps.. I learnt alot saw alot and experienced alot.. LOL!! Totally fun.. Ops Ops and more Ops.. LOL!!

Then I came back to PNSD.. And I swear after shift work u will totally hate office hours.. Esp when u step in on a monday morning.. And you go like wth! Its only the start of a 5 day week.. Doing shift its morning shift nite shift and off off.. So its like u work two days though its like 12 hours worth of work.. but 12 hours fly by quickly when u are attending to messages.. But honestly one thing i have to comment abt is tt the PR sets really suck.. ZZzzz.. Oh wells.. Yeah and another 2 weeks in PNSD and we have reached to the point when I can officially clear leave! YAY!!! LOL!! Fellow colleagues and comrades thank you for an awesome two years.. A two years tt made me so much more awesome! LOL!

So monday onwards I am clearing leave! People date me date me!! LOL!! But at the same times I got interviews interviews and more interviews. I'm looking for a job.. Guys who got job lobangs.. I need them badly.. So kindly intro me man.. LOL!

CNY was a pretty normal affair.. LOL! First day u suit up go visiting.. Next day Junxiang's place... And I realised I haven put up the pics on FB! ZZzz... Then the last day was spent with dear friends.. :D And I swore I almost AWOL-ed on wed.. Having to go thru an entire 3 days of shit.. Not sumthing anyone would like to do.. LOL!! But I survived it and Wheeeeeeee!!! Leave clearing leave clearing leave clearing!! :D:D:D:D:D

Sumthing I learnt abt love the past week.. LOL!

When u are younger and u read fairy tales.. And u hear of cinderella and her handsome prince.. Or u hear of snow white and a handsome prince saving her from a wicked witch.. And u think tt is love.. When u grow abit older.. U hear a story of a prince in shiny armour going to a castle to save a princess from a dragon.. And then u think tt chivalry is love.. When u grow a lil more.. U hear of a man.. waiting all summer for his beautiful galfren.. And you think tt waiting is love.. Or u hear a hollywood story of a man gg to war and separated from his love so they have to keep in contact thru love letters.. And u think tt constantly being on one person's mind is love.. Then u hear a touching story of a man who follows his blind wife to work everyday to make sure she is safe and at the same time dun lose her sense of pride.. And u think sacrifice is love.. Thereafter, u hear a story of a man who had a beautiful wife who got into an accident tt would leave a scar on her face for life.. And the man tells her.. no matter how badly the accident scars ur face u are still beautiful to me.. Then u think tt is love..

Truth is love can never be limited.. Truth is love encompasses the above and so much more.. Truth is love is so simple yet so complex.. So y not show a lil more love to the pple around u.. A kind act never goes unnoticed.. A simple text can make sumone's day.. A big smile could brighten up the room.. :D So keep loving keep smiling pple!

Okies im off! Peeps till we meet again! :D

2010-01-24T12:05:00.002+08:00

Hello world.. Okie Its time for my weekly rant on this post..

I just came back from 1st my nite shift.. And oh yes.. If u must know.. This past week I failed my TP again for the 2nd time.. People give Jonathan a round of applause cause he was too impatient with a bus and decided to try overtaking it.. And in the end he failed cause the tester claims he made the bus take an evasive action to avoid an accident.. -.-" What the hell!! Pick on me sia!!!! Zzzz.. Ohh.. Wells.. Next time i shall dress up as some gal and show sum boob and maybe he will let me pass! Asshole!! Stupid bus driver.. Accelerate when I was overtaking him.. Zzzz.. Bastard! LOL!!!

Ohh wells.. The Geylang NPC people are a frenly crowd.. Of course there are those who seem the non-approachable kind at first look... And those who are the super frenly kind like yours truly... Who will start bullshitting non-stop the moment they meet u.. So it took sumtime to click with everyone.. And they were all amazed by my Dr Jekye and Mr Hyde transformation from a 107 kg beast to a 75 kg awesome dude.. They saw my 11B.. HAHAHAHA!! So either way... Weekends are hell at Geylang for wad we all know it best for.. Zzz.. But thank God for this.. http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_481191.html So ytd wasn't tt bad... But the charge room i expect will have hell of a day.. LOL!!! The amount of papers they will have to put up for that 170... ZOMG!!! Either ways.. Amazingly.. It was bloody quiet ytd.. But okie lah.. We had like 4-5 messages.. And one stunning one... Secret act so im not divulging anything on this space.. :D:D:D

Patrol work is so much more fun than sitting at a dumb desk with a pen and a stapler who will happen to be ur best fren thruout the 2 years of bullshit.. Im sorta wondering if i shld extend.. LOL!! Hmmmm.. I shall think abt it and discuss with the important people in my life.. :DDD

Ohh wells.. Every week I have sum entry about life and this week is no exception.. This week is about relationships.. Yeah.. Im so in love with this song called "The Day I Fall In Love by James Ingram".. So a little bit on James Ingram.. He has one of the most soulful voices I have heard thus far.. Go to youtube and do a search on it.. And u will probably be blown away by his God-given voice.. Honestly its amazing.. He's the average black-that-can-sing-soulful-music kinda guy.. Think Boyz II Men, Lionel Richie, yeah u get the point.. :D

Well the lyrics went sumthing like that... On the day i fall in love the sky will be a perfect blue and i give my heart forevermore to sumone who is just like u.. It paints a very beautiful picture doesn't it..

Whilst "Sometimes just ain't enough by Patti Smith" went like that, but there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and its sad u know it's your heart you cant trust, there's a reason why people dun stay where they are, baby sometimes love just ain't enough.. Paints a bleak picture doesn't it.. U can actually picture a guy seating at a bench watching the clouds go by knowing that love doesn't conquer all..

So all in all relationships are complicated things aren't they?.. When two persons are in love, they can really make a lot of sacrifices for each other.. Especially when both parties are willing to give and not just take.. The relationship then becomes like heaven on earth.. But if a guy has given so much for a gal and vice versa.. Love just ain't enough.. That love will eventually turn to bitterness and eventually hatred.. Isn't it like the extreme end.. Like u go and order chicken rice and u get like beef or mutton rice instead.. Christ.. Can we make things a little more simpler... ZZz..

And when u like sumone u begin to doubt if u should take action.. If it all screws up u might end up losing another fren.. And of course when it goes the intended way the sky will be a perfect blue and u will hear the birds chirping away lah.. LOL!!! But u gotta be willing to take tt risk.. U can either up in heaven or hell.. Being realistic ain't it.. But this is life.. HAHA!! I've been hearing this alot recently: Life's a gamble.. HAHAHA!! *sigh* But if u keep on being their friend it just tears u up from inside doesn't it. Its so near yet so far kinda thing.. And when she goes thru heartbreaks... Ur heart breaks along with it.. So in the end it gets all complicated doesn't it.. If love is really that powerful why cant it conquer all?..

On the surface u are like brothers and sisters.. But deep down ur feelings for her are so real.. U can try covering them up.. And burying them.. But eventually they will come back to haunt u.. When she smiles u smile.. When she cries ur heart bleeds along.. When she feels lonely u are there to give her company.. When she feels scared u are there to protect her.. But at the end of the day.. U are suffering silently.. When u see guys hitting on her.. and knowing she cant be with u.. Its in human nature to feel jealous.. But yet u encourage her.. Is tt love?.. I have no answer man.. And i am still searching for it..

Then in "Why (Are We Still Friends) by 98 Degrees", the song goes like that in the second stanza.. I would hate for you to find somebody new.. Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you, But am I a fool girl not to say.. If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway.. Somehow somewhere I've got to choose.. No matter if it's win or lose.. And i think it makes sense.. Either way.. Its just another fork road in life.. Sumthing u gotta choose.. Gamble for ur future happiness.. :))

Oh wells.. As much as this post opens up so much questions on relationships.. on love.. I hope it answers sum too..

Okies peeps im off to Zzzzz.. Cya.. :D

2010-01-16T03:18:00.001+08:00

Hello World! Back on this space again! :D

Okie.. This week is stunning.. LOL!! I ran 10 km twice this week.. Training for sundown half-marathon starts.. LOL!! :D

Guess wad guys!! My attachment to Geylang NPC starts next week! Criminals watch out kies.. Its best to steer clear for the next 3 weeks..

Oh wells.. I am writing my thoughts at my favourite chill out spot again... Starbucks FTW!!! :D

Life.. It's like a road that never ends.. Have you ever stopped to wonder? If you weren't given that breath of life, what would it be lie? Would you have disappeared into nothingness? Would the world for just had been a dark place? Food for thought isn't it?

Yet again in life there are so many great mysteries... A couple of days ago, a conversation between two people caught my ear... I wasn't eavesdropping mind you!! It was more of a coincidence.. In life, everything's a coincidence ain't it? Oh wells, another one of the greater mysteries of life.. Back to the conversation, A was lamenting about this gal he was interested in, and he was reading out her text to him.. It went like that, have a wonderful day or sumthing, I dun really rmb, but yeah.. So B was like you are screwed she sees you as a friend.. Well, it both amazed me and got me a little worried.. It amazed me how much B could tell from a simple text msg.. Yet it worried me that B wasn't exactly the best person on earth, personality wise, and he is able to read stuff like that, kinda makes you worry for the girls around.. Oh wells, before I go off road, A disagreed. So, B proceeded to ask A so if she said that she needed to get sumthing and say A was perfectly free. Would A get it? A's reply was a yes. B was like there you go, you gotta act nonchalant to hook a gal..

So I began to wonder, how is it possible for a guy to like a gal so much whilst the gal could totally not feel it?.. It doesn't sit well with my personality and for that matter doesn't sink in well with me at all.. The world has made love a game.. It is no longer about how much you care, isn't it? Its about how well you can play tt love game.. It's about who wants to give in first.. Totally clashes with my personality.. I can't be a jerk and heck, being a jerk is not cool please! I will treat the gal I like the way she deserve to be treated, with care and concern.. Yet again, as the saying goes, nice guys finish last..

I watched 500 days of summer this week..Yeah I know I'm like way behind time.. But oh wells.. The point is that the guy in the show was a sweet guy and he was a total darling to summer.. But in the end they didn't get together.. And summer, who in the beginning thought there was no such thing as love, married someone else instead.. And the male lead then ended up feeling that there is no such thing as fate, it was controversial.. It was kinda sad they didn't get together.. But still its a wonderful show.. And it got me thinking about how girls work.. And they have successfully confounded me.. Why do girls not like good guys? Oh wells, I shall just be me.. And see how the wind blows.. Love, what does it mean to the world today?

On a different note, I watched this move titled the blind side (inspired by a true story) this week too.. I thought it is an awesome movie.. The plot goes like that (spoiler alert people!): a family met this black kid from the poorer side of town and helped him meet his fullest potential.. Eventually, he made it to the pros in American Football (NFL). The story is pretty heart-warming and it has its fair share of funny moments.. A must watch..This movie sorta got me thinking too.. More often than not, in situations, we ask what's in it for me? What can I take from doing a certain thing?.. Isn't it abt time society began to ask what can I give instead?.. What do I have to offer?.. The family in the show made a huge difference to the kid's life.. We could do the same for a lot of others too.. You may not have the financial capacity like they do to raise a kid.. But little things like showing care and concern for the people around you surely you can do.. So take some time to slow down and look around you.. There are actually a lot of people around who are hurting.. Lend them a hand, it will make a difference in their life.. :D

Okie peeps.. Im off... Cya soon man.. :)

2010-01-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hello World!

Guess where am I! :D Once again i'm at my favourite spot at one fullerton's starbucks.. There's sumting about the tranquility of this place that intrigues me.. This is my chilling spot.. When I got nothing to do at the end of the week... I will just spend some alone time here reading, on my mac or just doing some thinking.. Totally rocks! Starbucks FTW! :D

Oh wells.. Been doing a lot of thinking recently.. I'm not depressed or emo or wadeva term this generation has come up with... I have just been doing some soul searching if you please.. Thoughts on the choices we make in life..

Choices affect our lives everyday.. Every choice you make just brings u to another route with another fork up ahead.. And when we delay choosing to take either routes we are simply coming to a standstill at that area of our life.. Yet if we choose the wrong route, we might end up miles from where we intended to end up.. The wonderful part of life is when you choose all the right paths and you eventually end up where you wanna be.. I am an optimist by nature.. I choose to chuck aside the negative thoughts.. You can say it's both a good thing and a bad thing.. Some people will wind up saying you are naive; others will totally abhor you for your happy-go-lucky nature cause they are forever weighed down by problems whilst you dun seem to have any.. Wells my favourite quote to those people is that happiness is not about the absence of problems but the mastery of them.. Even the happiest man on Earth will have problems.. But again, what's the point of being weighed down by it.. I have come to discover that worrying is just a bloody waste of time and your emotions get all messed up... Totally no point man!

So, either way back to that park about forks in your life.. Since either way you have to choose a path, just go with your heart.. At least you have a certain percentage of chance winding up where you wanna be... Even if you take a wrong fork, you know you have tried and you would probably not regret... The thing about life is that there is no turning back when you have chosen your path.. So, its about making a choice and sticking with it..

It just so happens that I am at that point in my life.. And I have made the choice.. So all that's left to do is to stick with it!

Okies! I'm off world! :D

2010-01-01T12:09:00.001+08:00

Hello World! I am back! Sorry for a darn dead blog.. LOL!

Yes.. Its official.. I'm 20.. The Big 2.. ZZzz.. No longer a teen.. Drats! Nvm.. Still younger than most of my frenz! See.. I am matured.. I hang out with the older crowd.. LOL!! :P

Ytd i was on patrol from like 7.30 till abt 2+.. Then we officially stood down at 3+ and by the time i got home it was 5.. Zzz.. The darn cab fare was 10 bucks! I almost flipped.. ZZz..

But oh wells the amount of stunning cases aside.. And despite the fact i was looking out for pickpockets.. I noticed this couple tt was hugging away at the stroke of midnite.. Total awesomeness rite.. To just be able to be there for the one u care abt.. So sweet man the sight.. :))) Awwww.. Sweetness! Its as though with each other every worry in the world would just slip away.. :D

Oh wells.. I would like to thank the following peeps for making this year's bdae a special one..

Minzhen! One of my closest frens! For the card.. Though u forgot to bring it.. LOL! As they say its the thought tt counts.. LOL! Hope u like ur xmas pressie.

Austee, Yanyan and Kiat! My BFFs! Thanks for the wonderful surprise at settlers :DD Totally was not expecting it.. LOL! Love the t-shirt and love u all loads! :D Oh and guess wad.. We won tt daily prize they were giving away! LOL!

Shuyu.. Thanks for the Quiksilver shirt! Pleasant surprise totally wasn't expecting it man! See u soon gal!

Guan Jun, Iggy, Jessica, Weiling, Bing Qiang, Han Mun, Zheng Zhong, Hong Seng.. Thanks for wonderful memories since the 201 days! Gotta meet up again soon.. And thanks for the books! Cant wait to start reading.. Looks interesting.. LOL!

Aunt Jennifer! Thanks for the nike bag.. :D Appreciate it.. :D

Oh yeah... My sis Jasmine for the world's best bro medal! LOL!.. Cool.. LOL!

Thanks to those who wished me happy bdae through sms or fb! U know who u are.. Appreciate it loads.. :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!

And Happy First Month Kayden! My baby nephew!

Okie.. I'm off peeps. :D See y'all.. :D

2009-12-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

Hello world!!! My oh my!!~~ Its a pretty perky day.. I am pretty high now!! LOL!!~~

Oh wells.. Met Jess ytd.. Of cos looking great as usual.. We did some catching up at udders and starbucks.. Din know u go there too! Pretty cool.. Hoping to see her again soon!!~~ :D

Today.. I met Szekiat to hunt for Yanyan's pressie... LOL!~ ZOMG!! U better like it Yanyan.. We cracked our heads over wad to get for u.. LOL!!

Okies.. I have came to a conclusion.. I think NS really makes u dumber.. ZOMG!! Honestly... I think i am like super dumb.. Dunno wad in the world i am doing.. After so many repeated times.. How could i have missed it! ZZzz.. I swore not to make the same mistake i made two years ago and i just made it again.. ZZzz.. MERMAN!! Open ur eyes! Dig ur ears!! Oh Lord!! ZZzz...

Im not gg to say wad i missed on this space.. So u guys can just go on guessing.. For one you will probably laugh ur head off at my stupidity and its too private..

Okies.. I've ranted! Cya peeps! :D

2009-12-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

Hello World!!~~ LOL!!~~

I am like extremely tired after my run from my house to the esplanade.. A 8 km run.. The thing about running is that it refreshes your mind and takes your mind off stuff.. Its a pretty cool form of relaxation.. :D

Oh wells in recent weeks my workout routine has been as follows:

Mon:- Lunch: Gym

Evening: 8 Km run

Tues:- Lunch: 5 Km run

Wed:- *RT (Essentially bballing)

Thurs:- Lunch:- Gym

Evening:- 5 Km run

Fri:- Lunch: 5km run

* RT stands for Recreational training.. Intended to give a little zest to the life of the average office worker.. But its not like it works.. Check out the size of my boss' tummy people would think he's like 9 months pregnant.. ZZzz.. LOL!!

LOL!~~ Oh wells... That aside.. This years xmas shopping is bad!!~~ I took 3 days to scout through all of orchard.. Unbelievable rite?.. LOL!!~~ But the annoying part is this.. Every time i stumble upon sumthing i find to be the most perfect gift for one of my friends, it will sumhow always end up being the last piece in the store.. And it will be dirty with scratches all over... So darn irritating can!! Zzz.. Then there are those which i have absolutely no idea wad to get for.. And i wanted to add a little personal touch to my gift this year... Like hand make sum stuff but honestly people.. Xmas is in like two weeks, or a little over two weeks to be exact, and i haven bought a single gift.. So I'm way way behind time.. I'm devoting my free evenings to retail therapy sessions.. :)) People feel free to ring me if u wanna go shopping God knows i need sum company whilst shopping.. :))

But oh wells i would say i have 80% of my xmas list fulfilled cause of the endless scouting i have been doing the past two weeks.. :D

But hark! The xmas spirit is in the air.. Today after my 8km run i saw an amazing display of light ups at the singapore flyer.. nice view!! Pretty cool i would say.. Looks kinda pretty.. :D But yet again.. I always find sum sort of solace sitting by the singapore river staring into blankness and just spacing out and think about stuff.. And also a cool place to hang out with friends! :D

My run tomorrow is interrupted by the dreaded enlistment exercise again.. I swear i'm going there to shout ORD!! ZZzz.. Once again.. The never-ending queue of enlistees waiting to be interviewed.. I need back my life.. This is boring, regimental and just mentally draining..

Oh wells.. That's it for this post.. Going shopping after work tomorrow! :D Eventful week ahead.. And looking forward to it! :D Have to be up at 6 tomorrow!! :((( Off to cook my brown rice then try to get sum slp.. :D

Cya peeps!!!!!!!

2009-11-28T01:53:00.004+08:00

Hello World!! Time to clear the cobwebs! :D

Okie... Believe or not for the past few days i have been with the uni students who have been mugging away.. Sorta miss the mugging feeling.. I know those taking A lvls & exams now are so going to chase me with a pitch fork after reading this but u form a bond mugging together dun u.. And its like fun! LOL!! Okies.. I am warped! :P LOL!! I wanna ORD and go back to school and have fun!!

Today i was in SMU with kiat helping him with his calculus again.. Once again I'm beginning to think SMU's a pretty cool place despite the dumb way they have held their orientation.. And since i have always been vocal, he keeps psycho-ing me to go to SMU.. Saying its where I belong where I shld go..

Im sorta caught in between psychology and accountancy man.. Psych is an interesting choice and u do it to help people honestly.. I like to relate to people, to counsel to help.. Psych is an excellent choice for that matter.. But the drawback is that u can only practice if u hit PHd level tt's a long 6-8 years before u can sit in IMH and practice ur niche not to mention like 200-300 hours worth of on-the-job learning. Whilst accountancy, its the building block of every business.. Its the nitty gritty side of business.. And it helps in reading balance sheets.. Aids in investing.. And its 3-4 years max before u go out to work... The point here is tt this would really help me in starting my business help me out in my investments.. So see... The choice i have to make..

Either way.. I have decided to apply to both NTU and SMU accountancy again and see which one accepts me.. And hmmm.. I will apply for psych again.. Then there will be a major decision i will have to make next year.. LOL!!

LOL!!~~ Okie.. Recently I switched to brown rice people.. I strongly recommend people that wanna lose weight to switch from white rice to brown rice.. U probably will not switch back after tt.. White rice is like super starchy dun like tt feeling.. :P I am going to blow my trumpet for abit now.. LOL!! I lost close to 30 kg since i first entered TRACOM.. And dropped like 8 jean sizes.. So glad.. LOL!! :D Anyone wanna sign up for weight loss lessons with me?.. :PpP LOL!! New way of earning cash.. LOL!!

On the down side.. ytd i had supper at 5 AM cause we were mugging away at parkway's mac then we walked over to fei fei.. :P Overnight mugging lehz.. Dunno how long never had tt experience alr. LOL!! And today cause of wad happened ytd i slept till 5++ Pm today and had two dinners and God damn it i am still super full at 2.30 Am in the morning.. LOL!! I swear to hit 8 km tomorrow.. :((

Today as I was walking along cine with kiat.. He commented he would never carry his a handbag for his gf.. LOL!! We started a discussion.. LOL!! I mean.. Wad's wrong with carrying a handbag for ur gf?.. LOL!! Cmon lah.. I see nth wrong with it.. Wad do u guys think?.. LOL!! Or am i too open.. :P

On a different note.. The think abt humans is that the foolish ones never learn from their mistakes.. The wise ones make mistakes and learn from them.. So i swear not to make the same mistake that i made 2 years ago..

Okies lah.. I am off.. Cya peeps.. :D

2009-11-11T13:08:00.002+08:00

Hello World!! LOL!!

Guess wad!! I had time off today!! Got to book out and go home.. Gimme a mid week break from hell week.. ZZzz.. Half way thru pple.. Just 4 more days of shit crap to go..

Mon and today we're on standby.. Which is basically rotting in HTA!! Zzzz... Bullshit rite.. They crap the hectic one together.. So the next 4 days of bullshit will be non stop..

Ytd.. We were basically stationed at F1 pit rotting away.. Zzz.. Nothing happened at all.. Not a bit of action except for the commander who wanted to test the alertness of the pple on duty and suddenly raised the alarm.. You could see pple rush off to their vehicles preparing for deployment.. Then he announced it was a test run.. Zzz.. I coulda sworn.. Everyone there with a gun coulda shot him.. LOL!!

So yeah.. Here i am today.. I'm bunking with the senior officers.. Friendly and crappy bunch.. My kinda pple.. LOL!! They are so full of crap.. Shall not type out anything here.. If not soon.. I will be squatting in prison.. But enjoyable time talking to them.. LOL!!

The X'mas decorations all around town.. I guess its once again for the viewing pleasure of the APEC delegates.. But nonetheless.. I love the Christmas spirit.. I will start my christmas shopping probably the week after my confinement week for APEC.. :DD

I coulda sworn.. Today when they announced that we are free to go.. Even for tt few hours.. LOL!! Suddenly everyone began shoving things into their bags and u see people running around.. Imagine in the zoo.. And u told the animals they would be going back into the wild.. That kinda chaos.. LOL!!

On a different note.. On my way home today.. I saw this couple and the husband's mother.. They were alighting from a taxi.. Apparently the wife had just become a mother.. The husband's mother was leading the way and the husband was just walking behind the mother carrying a little tub for the baby.. Whilst behind I saw the mother walking in agony.. With every step she took.. U could see the pain in her eyes.. Yet her husband just carried on walking without a single care in the world..

This totally led me to think about the slapstick joke abt guys before and after marriage.. Before marriage they will walk behind their galfrens carrying all their shopping bags and all.. But after marriage they will walk in front of their wives not giving a shit about what's happening to the wife.. I wonder how true this is.. Are they just insensitive or plain idiots?.. After i get my psychology cert.. I think i will make a good marriage counsellor.. LOL!!

I really felt for the mother.. Yet in Singaporean society.. U will be considered warped if u actually step in and help.. This is y I so love the states.. Its a free country.. People got the right to do and even say what they feel like saying.. Of course the asses will make use of the freedom of speech thingy to be racist and all that bull crap.. But again.. People will say what they really feel wun they.. Communication is the key to bridging society together.. And knitting the people closely together..

I mean husbands do u really think tt its ur wife's responsibility to just bear with the pain of giving birth of carrying the child around for 9 mths.. And after tt u just leave her alone.. I mean cmon.. Grow up if u haven!! ZOMG!! Husbands and wives are supposed to be a team.. I always feel really happy when i see a old couple holding hands walking along.. It just gives u tt very peaceful feel.. Not like the world today half the marriages end up in divorces.. Are the men and women of society just blind?.. The world needs to take lessons on loving and caring for one another.. Sigh..

Oh wells.. Grabbing sum rest before I go back to camp later on..

Oh yeah.. Good luck to the A lvls peeps that are taking A lvls this year!!! :D All the best!! And Jess if u are reading this!! Cheery up!!! Its only the first paper!!! Believe you can do it!!! Overcomers are overcomers only when they can turn situations around.. Think of it as a challenge.. Jiayou Jess!! :DD

I'm off.. Peeps! :D

2009-11-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hello World!! I am back to blog!

ZZzz.. Honestly been thru a super crappy week this past 7 days.. Zzz.. Okie lah.. Maybe not all 7 days were that crappy but the first 4 days at least were crap..

Mon.. I was already feeling a lil off weather.. But I went to bball in the rain.. The result was an MC on tues.. LOL!!!~~

Yeah.. Despite being on MC i still went to help out szekiat.. And on Wed after bball we went to visit Heng's daughter!! :D I think she is really really cute!! :DDD Like super cute.. :D For once i find someone cuter than me.. LOL!!

And thurs the shit-tiest day of the lot.. ZZzz.. I took half day cause I had this splitting headache when i woke up.. And I got scolded by some idiot who is not even my boss for taking it too last min... And my mdm is cool with me taking that half day.. -.-" So dumb can!! ZZzz... Well.. Okie... partially my fault cause i am involved in APEC and he is my deployment supervisor.. But if u need me tell me before hand lah!!! Then I wouldn't take tt half day to rest.. -.-" ZZzz... So dumb.. Pffffftttt!!!~~

And fri was at udders with Szekiat, Austen and Woey Thee.. :DD Chillax!!!~~~ And I just met Szekiat for dinner just now.. LOL!! I seemed to have met him 4 times this week.. LOL!!

LOL!!~~ This week was really comical too though.. Everyone kept asking me to shut up cause my voice was really sexy.. LOL!! Dratted sore throat!! Flu, cough, migraines and sore throat not forgetting fever.. They always come hand in hand dun they.. ZZzzz... Oh wells.. Im getting back my voice.. And the office is going to be a noisy place again.. LOL!! :PpP

And next week is hell week for me!.. They revamped the dratted schedule again now we are operating on 72 hours shift.. Brilliant rite?.. Like awesome brilliant.. LOL!! ZZZzzz.. Retarded.. They make police officers seem like robots... And the best part is its stay in!.. ZZzz.. There goes 8 days of my freedom.. :((( 8 days of putting a clip of bullets thru anyone's head who gets too boisterous in the vicinity of the APEC summit..

Tomorrow I'll be shouting book in book in.. ZZZzz.. :(( Good part abt it is that i'm no longer a trainee!! So i can strut around like a own the place.. LOL!!

Oh wells.. Been missing someone lately.. ZZZzz.. A song's been playing in my ipod a lot recently.. And coincidentally its a lot like what I want to say..

Mandy Moore- Have a Little Faith in Me

When the road gets dark

And you can no longer see

Let my love throw a spark

Have a little faith in me

And when the tears you cry

Are all you can believe

Just give these loving arms a try baby and

Have a little faith, faith in me

Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith in me, oh and

Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith, faith in me

When your secret heart

Cannot speak so easily

Come here baby, from a whisper start

To have a little faith in me

And when your back's against the wall

Just turn around and you, you will see

I will catch your, I will catch your fall just

Have a little faith, faith in me

Have a little faith in me

Have a little faith, faith in me

I've been loving you for such a long, long time

Expecting nothing in return

Just for you to have a little faith in me

You see time, time is our friend

Cos for us there is no end

All you gotta do is have a little faith in me

I will hold you up, I will hold you up and

Your love gives me strength enough to

Have a little faith in me

Oh faith, darlin'

Have a little faith in me

Oh, faith

Oh wells.. Cya world.. Hopefully I have internet access the next few days.. :DD

2009-11-01T00:46:00.003+08:00

Hello World!! LOL!!

I am back!! Eventful week.. But with a super screwed up body clock! :(( Stupid APEC exercise took alot outta me.. Never worked for 21 straight hours before.. They made me report at 10 am on a fri morning and it lasted till 7 am the next day.. Like totally Zzzz... :D

But eventful week this week! :D:D:D

Kicked off on thurs when i met Yee Sheen! :D Looking as pretty and cute as ever! :D She told me she gained one kg.. Cmon.. If she is fat, I would be looking like a cow! LOL!! We ended up shopping around town! :D And ate at pasta mania! We both had meatballs!! But I still think tt Ikea's meatballs are better! Let's go there some day! :D Yeah! Then we ended up at orchard central as szekiat the slowpoke was taking forever to get to town.. She was so nice waiting for szekiat with me despite running late to go help her dad!! So yeah.. Though I doubt she'll be reading this.. Thanks for the company.. I really enjoy it! And hope u like the gifts i got u from HK!! :D Cya soon!! :D

Yeah so after tt I ended up helping szekiat with math! We sat at paragon's starbucks till it closed and relocated to kallang mac! LOL!! I reached home at like 3 am.. LOL!! Szekiat!!! U owe me a treat!!! LOL!! Kidding!! LOL!! Meeting him next week to help him again.. LOL!!

Fri.. I met up with Ben, Lewis, Zhen Yew and Wanding.. We ended up at the art house's timbre.. first time trying the pizza there and i gotta say its not bad.. The tab came up to 42 bucks.. and considering i bought a bag tt costed 200 bucks on the same day.. I am budgetting for the rest of the month till i get my Cpl back pay and my trip subsidy from PNSD!! LOL!! And it will be right after APEC.. LOL! Wheeeeeee!!!~~~ :D 900 bucks!! :DDD

Yeah.. So after tt we ended up at fullerton chatting till like 4 am cause it was raining and timbre closed at 2! We had this live band performing at timbre.. They were hilarious.. Seriously! They were made to sing nobody by wondergirls.. LOL!! Then they were doing tt action tt they did in that raffles place flash-mob video.. super funny.. And my drat-ed camera had to display the memory card full sign then! ZZZzz.. I got a few seconds video though.. LOL!! And they were made to sing pokerface!! And they couldn't hit the high notes! LOL!! So he was singing as though he got wedgied.. LOL!! I couldn't stop laughing.. LOL!!

Then today i met up with my sec sch chess club mates.. :D Had dinner at justnoodles.. Then chit chatted for a bit and watched them at the arcade.. Seriously arcade's not my kinda place to hangout.. And then headed to starbucks to chill.. :D:D Yeah.. That kinda sums up my eventful weekend.. :DD

On a random note.. Love makes the world go round! And love is when you know you wanna be with that person for the rest of your life.. You know just being able to put your arms around the person will bring u great joy.. Seeing the person being so happy, it just puts a smile on your face.. :D

XOXO <3

Cya World! The epitome of Merman.. :D

2009-10-21T21:35:00.003+08:00

Hello World.. Remember the times in primary school that u would have a composition titled "An unfortunate day"?.. Today would qualify as one of the worst day of my life.. ZZZzz.. I think I would get an A if I were to write it now..Writing from personal experience see.. So darn annoyed lah!!

ZZzz.. The week is probably gg to get shit-ier.. Like how much worst can it get rite?..

Started off well on mon with bball training.. And heck.. We are clicking man.. Well sorta.. Okie.. Maybe not perfect but improving.. Sorta know where each other want the ball.. And my shooting is godly.. Enough said..

Ytd started to get shitty.. Work kept pouring in.. And today's the shit-iest..

Let me put it into perspective for u.. Some dude took a 3 day MC.. And the shit fell on my lap.. Heck.. I work harder than my understudy.. ZZzz..

After that Boss had to choose today to pick on my hair! Like WTH!! So annoyed can!! I went in.. And had to listen to his "Long before your time.. In the Southern Province of China.." And in the end he said he wasn't going to sign my promotion till I get a haircut and I am supposed to get it today.. I swear I almost punched him at that point in time.. Give me the weekend to get it trimmed lah.. How in the world am I gg to get it trimmed today.. In my defence I tried.. I called and my stylist is on MC.. So I decided to cut tomorrow instead.. I bet he will bite my head off tomorrow.. But iya.. Dun give a shit lah..

And bball was shit... ZZZzz.. I dun mean my skills.. I mean the attendance.. ZZzz.. So annoyed..

Then the ultimate bull crap.. Whilst I was on the way home.. Suddenly my bus took a wrong turn into Potong Pasir.. I was like WTH!!~~ ^.- Den it stopped.. Macpherson road is closed.. Those who wanna go to Macpherson Road please get off here.. I almost punched the driver.. After bball training u expect me to walk home from Potong Pasir! WTH!! ZZZzz..

So there u go.. The shittiest day of my life when everything went wrong.. Maybe I'm in a coma.. Just had a realistic nightmare.. When I wake up from this coma I will probably have a wonderful life ahead of me! Zzz... Shit day!! RAWR!!!~~~~~~~~~~~

Oh yeah.. Dear readers.. I haven broke another piece of bad news to you guys... I failed my TP.. Most points I have heard that people can get up to date.. Jesus!! 66 points! God knows how the heck it happened.. But 66!! And that bloody retarded instructor haven called me to tell me my next TP date. ZZzz... I swear I need a gun.. I wanna shoot sumone! ZZzzzzz..... :((

Sad day lah!!!! RAWR!!!~~~ I am gg to bed early tonight.. Tomorrow will be a better day.. At least I can run and I can go to the gym to get my mind off things.. Shit day!!~~ RAWR!!!~~~

Cya world! Sumone hire an assassin and kill me in my sleep please! ZZz..

2009-10-18T02:00:00.002+08:00

Hello world! LOL!! A perked up merman returns!! :D

LOL!! ZOMG!! Its sunday alr.. Where did the weekend go?.. LOL! Come back!! Soon it will be OSIM again... Not to mention next weekend's hell.. The dreaded exercise is going to take up the entire weekend.. ZZzz.. And heck.. I dun even know if i am getting hours for the bullshit i am doing... LOL!!

Anyways.. Wheee!!! Today I was out with Minzhen!! She's only getting prettier! :))))) LOL!! She suddenly told me that she was gg to town.. So decided to meet her.. We went shopping!!! My favorite hobby.. Town has proved to be pretty disappointing other than the Ben Sherman T-shirt I saw tt i so wanna get but I am waiting for the dreaded price to drop.. It costs a blasted 69 bucks!!! :((( LOL!!

After tt she had to go off to give her music lesson.. So i met Aust!! :DDD Went Lan-ing!! :D

Ytd I was out with Wayne Kiat and Aussie.. :D:D:D LOL!! I love those dudes.. Quick dinner and we had coffee at starbucks and spinelli (God knows how it is spelt).. LOL!! Briliant weekend to make up for the next shit one I will be having! ZZzz..

On a different note... There goes a saying if life gives u lemons make lemonade.. I would like to add on.. But if life gives u a bitch.. I say shoot the bitch and move on.. :DD

Okies.. Tt's all for today!! :DD Cya peeps!! Have to be up at 8 tomorrow to help out in some dumb event.. ZZzz.. :((

2009-10-14T23:31:00.004+08:00

Hello World!!! Merman caught the flu bug!! So irritating!! Zzzz.. :((((

Oh wells.. The week has been pretty good thus far.. Bball training on mon.. Clocking my mileage again.. Began the toning process instead of the bulking up further.. LOL!! Later i wind up looking like the incredible hulk! The big green monster!!! LOL!! Bball-ed again today.. I expect silverware for the 3-on-3.. God damn it!!! LOL!! My legs feel as though they are coming off.. They are screaming in agony.. ZZzzz.. Oh wells.. NS is boot camp for me.. LOL!!

YAY-ness its confirmed!! Meeting Aussie, Kiat and Wayne on fri!!! LOL!! So miss those dudes.. LOL!! We're gg to town!!! :D

And I burnt my Sun!! ZZZzz.. Stuck at velocity from 8am to 8 pm registering participants for Real Run 2009! ZZzzz.. So totally ZOMG!! Stupid Samuel lah.. Cant do on sun then begged me to help him out!!! ZZzzz.. They had better repay me with lots of hours off!!

APEC is less than a mth away.. Hell week is looming.. ZZzz.. I double checked my deployment timetable.. ZZzz.. Its a 24 hours shift.. a one day standby and another 24 hours shift.. So i will be surprised if i get to have a proper nap at all for this 72 hours.. And finally after tt then i have one day off to rot in my bed at home!! ZZZzz.. When i signed up.. I wasn't expecting 24 hours deployment.. Yeah.. I always wanted to be on the ground rather than in the office rotting away but 24 hours!! That's insane.. ZZzzz.. On the bright side.. Probably be an eye-opening experience for me lah ar.. :DD

On a different note.. Let me rant a bit lah ar!! ZZZZzzzz... I am actually a lil down now.. Cause i saw sumthing which made me ponder of all the possibilities.. ZZzzzz.. Will u even spare a tot for me?? *sigh* I dunno y i am being so foolish.. But that's just me ain't it?.. Somethings in life u learn to cherish.. But in the same way u may not be cherished back.. Its an investment kinda thing.. Just tt its with feelings.. And when somethings are broken u just cant fix it back.. But there are somethings in life u prefer to not regret..

One Last Song By A1

Take my hand, touch my face

Let me feel your embrade

Let me see in your eyes

That you won't say goodbye

Just tell me how you feel

I don't know what you're thinking anymore

And if you need me, you'd kiss me

Then tell me how you feel

And if you want me, you'd show me

That your love is for real

And if you love me

You'd hold me in your arms where I belong

So while I'm feeling strong

I sing you one last song

Let me ask time has passed

Do you feel this could last

If you don't, why then stay

Take your wings, fly away

I love you way too much

To wanna be the one who brings you down

And if you need me, you'd kiss me

Then tell me how you feel

And if you want me, you'd show me

That your love is for real

And if you love me

You'd hold me in your arms where I belong

So while I'm feeling strong

I sing you one last song

One last song I sing for you

Like I always did

This time it's for real

I never come to you like this

Expecting you to turn my kiss

Oh no no no no no

And if you need me, you'd kiss me

Then tell me how you feel

And if you want me, you'd show me

That your love is for real

And if you love me

You'd hold me in your arms where I belong

So while I'm feeling strong

I sing you one last song

Oh yeah

I sing you one last song

ZZZZzzz... I dunno wad to think now.. Either way.. A word of encouragement Merman.. Jiayou Jiayou!! :D You have pressed on for so long.. Dun give up now.. :D Even if its not meant to be.. Just let it go.. And take it easy!! :)) A smile goes a long way.. :D Optimism is the way to go!!

Okie lah.. I'm Off.. Cya peeps!! :D

2009-10-11T18:01:00.003+08:00

Hello World!! I am back on this space.. Sorry Bloggy to have ignored u for so long.. I still love you... Okie.. I know I am a lil warped.. Get used to it.. LOL!! Anyways been keeping busy and been pretty lazy to blog even when I was free... LOL!!!

Anyways.. Lots of happenings recently.. LOL!! Juicy gossips and all.. Shall leave out the gossips.. If not my uniform might need to go thru bleaching.. LOL!!

First of all.. Back from HK!!!! ZOMG!!! I so wished I could stay there.. I think the social culture there is so much cooler.. They actually have shopping spots that stay open till the wee hours of the morning.. In singapore.. You wanna shop at 2 am?.. Can~~.. Head down to mustafa and be engulfed by the night.. LOL!! We should have a 24 hour shopping mall!!!~~ LOL!! Call me a shop-paholic... :P

I think that they have very cool tourist spots too.. Like the wax museum.. Disney land.. I think its really super cool.. When u step into disneyland suddenly u grow younger by 10 years.. Time just turns back and u would expect to skip down a yellow brick road to the wizard of oz.. LOL!! You know the thrill of adventure at evey corner.. LOL!! The cool rides and all.. But darn.. The day we decided to visit disneyland.. It was raining.. And it was that kinda prolonged drizzle... At times its heavy and at times its a mere drizzle.. ZZzz.. But oh wells.. I bought a new umbrella cause of the rain.. LOL!! So cool can!!! But i bought my at the entrance cause the weather was alr pretty bad.. Then when i went in i realised they had nicer designs inside i almost jumped. ZZZzz..

I bought a cute pooh bear for myself!! LOL!! I got a mini pooh bear keychain too!! LOL!! My keys will never be lost again.. LOL!!! I love Pooh!!!! :P LOL!!

Oh yeah.. And at the wax museum we did a lot of stupid things.. LOL!! Check out the photos on FB man.. LOL!! Their food republic was damn cute they had a hainanese chicken rice store called sergeant singapore.. LOL!!

Oh yah... We had a one day trip to macau and the Portuguese egg tart is heavenly.. LOL!! It is like a european settlement in Asia.. It gave me tt feel at least.. I din get to go into any casinos!!! :(( ZZZzz... I shld dressed more formally that day pull out my blazer and everything they might think i have passed 21 years old.. LOL!! I look matured okie!! :PpP LOL!!

Oh wells.. All in all it was a fun trip.. With great company.. :P LOL!! Cause I was there.. :P

I spent like 1.5 K on the entire trip.. ZOMG!! A bomb.. LOL!!

Oh wells.. I managed to meet Kiat and Aussie last week... Been a super darn long while since i last saw them man.. Esp Aussie.. Kiat still got meet once in a while.. Dunno if I am insane ,I bet they would think I am, but I am looking forward to uni.. Despite Aussie and Kiat making it sound like hell.. LOL!! I need to ORD!!! I can count with one hand alr!!! Wheeeee!!~~~~ LOL!!

So hard to meet with friends nowadays.. So sad lor!!! Make it look like I super free.. Getting busy lor.. Going to disappear for a while.. APEC is coming... That will be like a 2 week long deployment with super lil sleep.. LOL!! But it boosts my COS by a bunch.. LOL!! Just hope i dun start hallucinating and shoot obama by mistake.. LOL!!

Oh yeah!!! I finally passed IPPT!!! LOL!! U can start calling me Cpl Xie.. LOL!! Darn promotion only extra 55 bucks.. If only I had passed in TRACOM!! :( It woulda been a 200 bucks jump... :(( ZZZzz... Count my blessings I'm getting tt extra 55 bucks lah ar.. So tempted to buy my iPod Touch man!! The prices dropped again lor!!! ZZzz.z.. 468 for a 32 Gb iPod touch!! So cheap can!! LOL!!

Oh yeah.. Stunningly I din gain weight in HK!! I think i lost weight summore!! ZOMG!! LOL!! It must be the full-day of shopping the walking non-stop..

Next week... ORD lunch on mon.. Bball training.. Etc.. Eventful week again.. And meeting Aust, Kiat and Wayne on fri.. ZOMG!! I have craving for cycling.. Haven biked in ages.. Shld ask Aussie and Kiat soon.. :P Merman just wants to have fun!! LOL!!

Okies.. I am off.. Cya peeps!! :D

2009-08-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hello World..

Today merman was a couch potato.. ZZzzz.. The weather was so perfect for slping man.. It was raining cats and dogs man!! LOL!! So I was cooped up in bed with my macbook watching vids on youtube.. My renewed love for looney tunes.. And this series called grounded for life.. Its damn funny... Should watch it.. Its a good filler as i wait for season 3 of gossip girls to show.. LOL!!

Oh... And ytd was my nephew's first month!!! ZOMG!! He is so cute!!!!~~~ LOL!!! At the age of nineteen i feel so old I am alr an uncle to 3 nieces and 1 nephew.. ZOMG!!! I am old ain't I.. The song forever young by alphaville seems so fitting here.. LOL!! ZOMG!! I remember austen and me blasting it in the office just to annoy my mdm.. We get a kick outta doing such things.. LOL!! Ahhhh.. Memories..

Anyways.. More babies coming my way.. My cousin, Heng's wife, my mdm's babies all due around the dec period.. LOL!! By the end of the year i shld be able to play with 3 more babies.. :D:D:D:D OH MY LORD!! They are just so cute and innocent.. :D Ytd as i was playing with my nephew.. He started yawning!!!!~~~~ ZZZzzz... Am i that boring??!! Pffffffttttttttttt!!!!!! *Angry* LOL!!! But so cute!!! LOL!!

ZOMG!! Its OSIM again!!! :(((((( Dreaded start of a new week.. And its a blasted long week too cause i have got an exercise till sat... So i will officially end the week on sat.. Darn crap!!!~~~

Today as i was in my dad's car.. There came on the song What a Wonderful World by Rod steward.. The lyrics kinda provoked my thoughts for a bit.. LOL! Happiness is a choice ain't it.. No matter what situation u are in.. You can choose to brood abt it.. or choose to be happy and know its not the end of the world.. Donald Trump once said worrying is a waste of time instead of worrying go out and do sumthing abt the situation.. Another philosopher said that happiness is not the absence of problems but the mastery of it...

So many people condemn the world saying that it is a pretty sad place.. Even i am guilty of it.. Is it time for us to turn around and see the beautiful side to it too?.. The world can be a wonderful place with love warmth and comfort.. If only we can see it.. Some people pursue happiness.. Y not create happiness?.. Being an encourager, encouraging those in need.. Being the shoulder to those who are in need of a shoulder to cry on.. Sharing a little love goes a long way... It can make or break a person.. Life isn't fair.. It never is.. But it is those who make a difference to others that give a little more meaning to life.. :D:D:D

That aside.. I think the statement absence makes the heart fonder does stand... Days have past and there wasn't one that i haven thought abt her.. Looking forward to the next time that i see her man!! :D:D:D The feeling of having sumthing missing just sucks.. But again i know she's really busy and its only right to allow her to concentrate on her studies now..

Oh wells.. Life will be life... Okie.. Making my departure.. Talking abt departure i am flying to Hong Kong on the 24th next mth.. Anyone wants anything from HongKong?.. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

LOL!! okies.. I shall leave now man.. :D Cya peeps.. Adios! :D

2009-08-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hello world!! :D:D

Oh my Lord.. I am totally aching from neck down man!!! ZOMG!! I ran 4.8km on tues and played bball on wed and ran 4.8km again today.. LOL!! But i get a kick outta causing my calf and thigh muscles to stiffen up.. Not too much though.. Muscle fatigue might set in.. :P ZZZzz.. Everytime i try to get up.. Its as though there's a rock inside my thigh.. LOL!!

Oh my.. Today i was so annoyed by this idiot of a bus driver... Cause old PA is so outta the way... So those who are not travelling on the old PA side of the expressway will have to get off at CJC and cross the overhead bridge to the bus stop before old PA and take another bus one stop to old PA.. So i boarded the tibs bus.. And when i got on i immediately hit the stop button.. And tt idiot club simply sped past the old PA bus stop... Then i had to get off at the stop after the old PA one and go one big round again.. ZOMG!! I was so irritated i took down the bus number plate and i am so tempted to drop an email to tibs for their substandard service.. ZZZzz.. Give them an outright dressing down they deserve! I am so mean!! LOL!

Tomorrow im going to the NATAs fair to scout for deals for Hong Kong! YAY-ness!! it had better not rain tomorrow!! or i will be so irritated.. LOL!!

Recently i have been doing alot of thinking.. views abt the world man.. And its been said once its been said twice its been said a million times.. But i think humans are really unique creatures.. The way that every human being works.. The mind is really a sexy thing.. LOL! Alot of times we think things are not within our reach.. But they actually are.. Its when u decide its too much to bother.. its when u decide that its not gg to happen.. That it wun happen.. If u keep ur hopes up.. Sumhow the superior human mind (mind you not brain) will get u there in the end.. As long as u made up ur mind to never give in.. Its determination and more..

If you could document a vid of how each and everyone of us in the world grew up.. It would probably show u how our views on the world on the society would have formed.. The beauty of it all is tt it is in response to personal experience that these views have formed.. And this view in turn forms our characters.. Its a super domino effect thingy.. I think that its super interesting the way we influence society and the way society has influenced us.. So to a certain extent you can say that we are made by the society around us.. So it makes the things you place around so much more impt.. For example.. If you are always around money.. you will probably fall in love with it.. And it becomes your top priority in life.. It shapes a certain part of ur life..

But the relationship between humans and the society around them has truly intrigued me.. How superstitions are formed? How religions are formed? And other believes.. Interesting stuff..

That's probably how my views on love formed.. Love is a beautiful thing.. It can hurt at times.. But in the end it like anesthetic that takes away the pain tt i might have brought.. Love is when u are there behind it all caring for sumone.. Giving encouragement when sumone feels discouraged.. Giving a hug when sumone feels down.. Always being there for people that need you.. Love is when you wanna spend the rest of ur life and all of eternity with sumone.. Love is when you will help sumone realise their dreams and fulfill their wishes.. Love is when you can go thru thick and thin and come out knowing that its worth it.. Love is when u cant wait to see her again.. Love is when all you can think abt is her.. Love when u can hold her in a tight embrace and enjoy each other's company as u watch the evening sky.. Love is when you know that there are no perfect people in the world but she is perfect in your eyes..

I may be a lil naive in saying this.. but with a lil effort love triumphs all.. No poverty.. No wars.. No diseases.. No homeless.. No grieve.. It paints a very pretty picture doesn't it.. Unfortunately.. In the society not many are taught to love..

Oh wells.. Just sum thoughts.. Okie.. Im off!! Cya world! :D

2009-08-27T02:25:00.002+08:00

Hello World!!

Yayness!! I love my new blogskin.. I wanted to change for a while alr but procrastination always got its way with me.. :( LOL!! But today I finally decided to change my blogskin!! I love the bright colours man! And though it wasn't my first choice of blogskin.. I had probs downloading the other one.. LOL!! Oh.. And i did abit of cleaning up.. Changing info.. Alot of stuff were too outdated. LOL!! So yeah.. You've got an up to date info on my blog now. LOL!!

ZOMG!! My legs are sore.. Ytd i hit 4.8 km.. I am hitting new highs in my running regime.. LOL!! Cool eh??.. :P LOL!! Call me a run-aholic.. LOL!! I think i might have jammed my thigh ytd.. and i went to bball today for like 2 and the half hours?.. LOL!! So.. I think my legs have earned a rest.. I lost weight again!! LOL!!

Oh wells.. Alot to say but i am getting slpy.. Shall continue tomorrow.. Cya world! :D

2009-08-25T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hello World..

ZOMG!! Its OSIM again.. (Oh Shit Its Monday) ZOMG!!.. Totally dread the feeling.. LOL!! Its the start of a long grueling week again.. Full of challenges and fun at the same time.. LOL!! There's career fair on wed that is gg to cause me to lose my weekly dose of bball.. :(((((

Oh yeah.. Talking abt bball I have been recently asked to put together a team for my department.. I am pretty excited abt it.. LOL!! Its been a year since i competed at a competition level.. Heard that we are gg to be going against other divisions.. But ZOMG!! Though i am in better shape than over a year ago.. But i got a lil more to go before i am satisfied..

I am mentally preparing for training sessions.. Hopefully i am able to get everybody ready by the time we are gg to compete.. For one.. None of the people that play bball in my division is in superb physical condition.. Super lot of PT to be done.. Apparently the competition is at the end of the year.. And im settling for nth less than a championship.. Heck.. I hate losing in a bball match..

I am thinking:-

PT: 2.4 km (within 13 mins.. Trying not to be ambitious.. :P) , 3 sets of 20 push ups, crunches & squats, 4 sets of suicides (within 1 min 30 secs)

Drills: Lay ups, Free throws, 2v2, 3v3, defensive footwork and offense play, three man weave, full court press, half court trap, etc.. Many more lah..

But im wondering if i will be too ambitious and pushing them too hard.. Hmmm... But its the bare minimum.. I guess its alright.. LOL!! :P Oh and I need to get the information if its gg to be a 3 on 3 or a 5 on 5.. Hmmmm.. Training 3 days a week.. By dec.. I hope to have a team of mini MJs.. LOL!! :P Here we go pple!! :D Hopefully they are agreeable to train.. I hate forcing pple to do what they dun feel like doing.. Chemistry and teamwork man!! We need it!! The beauty of sports is that it gets people of different styles to come together and work as one unit making everybody better..

But oh wells.. That aside.. Austen is feeling a lil discouraged.. Hey dude.. Cmon man.. You din work so hard through 18 years of education to give up now.. When the going gets tough, the tough men gets going! JYJY man!! :D

Damn.. Today I went to funan with WT and Aust and I couldn't find any nice looking sleeves for my macbook pro.. ZZzz.. Crumpler looks nice though... Im still considering.. Cause the darn lappy skin cost 80 bucks.. :X And the crumpler sling bag is tempting me too.. A mere 98 bucks i think its a steal... But again its super common.. ZZzz.. :(((( LOL!! So also considering.. I need new loafers too.. :((( ZZZz... $$$$$.. LOL!!

Either way. I should be headed to Hong Kong at the end of next mth.. Finally a break!! LOL!! Anyone wants anything from Hong Kong?.. :D LOL!!

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right

And though I can't be with you tonight

You know my heart is by your side

- Daniel Bedingfield

Anyways.. Its getting late.. Shall go slp.. :D Cya peeps!

2009-08-23T02:01:00.003+08:00

Hello world!! I'm back! LOL!

Darn.. I haven ran in 4 days.. I feel downright like a little ball.. I could use myself to play bball.. LOL!! I shall bball tomorrow morning.. LOL!! Jon u must wakey early tomorrow! LOL!!

Oh wells.. :D I need to get a screen protector for my hp and i need a casing for my macbook!! Funan on mon with the dudes!!! grab my macbook accessories.. FUN!! LOL!!

I seem to be intrigued a lot by human behaviour recently.. I dunno y.. LOL!! I am beginning to feel that psychology was really made for me.. LOL!

Wells.. Recently i have been thinking alot about hope.. And no its not the name of a gal! I only have one gal on my mind now.. LOL!! :P

Hope.. Its the very essence of every optimist.. In every pessimist there's a lack of hope.. An emptiness that seemingly , to them, cant be filled..

It is the hope of every student that he does well..

The hope of every mother that her child does well..

The hope of every employee to be promoted..

The hope of every patient to survive..

The hope of every husband who made a mistake for a second chance..

Its no wonder motivational speakers get paid so much.. They come up with quotes like attain the success that's already yours.. Your life can change after one speech.. I mean i love motivational speakers.. Heck.. I grew up talking to people about their problems.. Being a fren that's always there for them.. Wanting them to be the best that they can be.. Inspiring them in any way i can..

But its ironic ain't it.. Its all in the mind.. If you grew up being told u are stupid and u are dumb and all.. You are naturally going to start thinking that you aren't going to make it in life.. But you get damaged since you were young then when u can older.. You need professional speakers to un-do the damage just so you know you can make it in life.. Y go through the hassle.. Y not just inspire your kids from young.. Let them grow up with confidence.. Knowing nothing is impossible if u set ur mind to it..

I was an anomaly.. I grew up being told I was dumb fat and ugly.. Along the way I dropped it.. LOL!! God knows how.. but yeah.. That made me the shameless me I am today.. LOL!!

Hope.. So many people fight for it.. Its amazing what the human spirit does just to hear that there's hope.. Martin luther king made a remarkable speech about his hope that people will no longer be judged by the colour of their skin.. Today in church my thoughts were provoked by this video that sun and JJ collaborated on for the victims in china..

Its people like that who really intrigue me.. I mean.. If you are rich so wad?.. I am going to be rich too in like 10 years down the road.. Its when you see the hope u bring to people that really gives me joy.. Knowing that you have probably made a difference in that person's life..

This totally reminds me of the story of the star fish thrower..

Once a man was walking along a beach. The sun was shining and it was a beautiful day. Off in the distance he could see a person going back and forth between the surf's edge and the beach. Back and forth he went.

As the man approached he could see that there were hundreds of starfish stranded on the sand as the result of the natural action of the tide.

The man was stuck by the apparent fuility of the task. There were far too many starfish. Many of them were sure to perish. As he approached the person continued the task of picking up starfish one by one and throwing them into the surf.

As he came up to the person, he said, "You must be crazy. There are thousands of miles of beach covered with starfish. You can't possibly make a difference." The person looked at the man. He then stooped down and pick up one more starfish and threw it back into the ocean. He turned back to the man and said, " It sure made a difference to that one!"

Oh wells need i say more.. :D

That aside.. Jonathan's in love in love in love in love in love!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D Misses her badly..

Okie.. Im tired.. Cya peeps! :D

2009-08-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hello World... I'm back to blog!!

Its the first time im blogging on my MACBOOK PRO!! WhhhhhEEEEEeeeeee!!~~

However, i realised that darn safari (Apple's version of Internet Explorer) makes the layout of blogger look warped.. ZZzzzz.. I'm considering now if i shld download mozilla firefox for blogging.. :P Again Mozilla firefox does not support Facebook.. So stupid lah... All the browsers either lag.. (IE) or have certain things they dun support (safari and firefox).. ZZZzz.. Cant they build a perfect browser..

But oh wells.. I think Safari is chic.. So i will stick with it for now.. LOL!! I have fallen in love with my Macbook Pro.. The touchpad and technology that they utilise is really ingenious.. And the graphics are superb.. They have officially converted me into a mac user for life.. :D:D:D:D:D:D

Oh.. and the transition from windows to mac have been surprisingly smooth.. I got used to everything within a day.. And there's this option called boot camp in ur Mac that enables u to partition ur hard disk and use windows to run that part of it.. I think its darn cool.. Like having windows and mac in one lappy!!! :D U need not worry abt compatibility issues.. Its versatile and its stylish!! Packing a 2.26 GHz Intel Core 2 Duo processor, 2 Gb of DDR3 SDRAM and a NVIDIA Geforce 9400 M graphics processor.. Need i say more?.. Mac is obviously the choice man! LOL!! I think i shld work for some apple epicenter man.. I can be a spokesperson for apple.. LOL!

Yeah but of course there's a downside to it.. If u wanna game with it.. Mac will probably not support most games.. But again with the boot camp option.. You can game on ur windows side of your mac.. Besides im not that big a fan of games man.. LOL!! Windows side.. Like split personality man.. LOL!! So all in all one perfect lappy! Get the macbook pro.. Or you'll regret it! LOL!!

Oh wells.. That aside.. I have been running again this few days.. under the blazing merciless hot sun during lunch each day.. I'm at an all time low for my weight!! Hooray!!! :D:D:D LOL!! My thigh muscles began to cry out in protest today.. Hence, decided to take a break.. :D LOL!! Back to the afternoon running session tomorrow.. :D

The office was buzzing with news of the opening of 'hell gates' today.. The traditional chinese ghost month.. LOL!! It was damn funny seeing this super superstitious mdm from the other department calling into an empty room.. "Anyone in there?.. I'm locking up alr ar!" -.-" We were like got so kua zhang or not?.. :P Then there was my mdm who is so scared of being left in the office alone after office hour.. LOL!! I am like ZOMG.. Wad has society done to you.. LOL!!

I have come to notice a lot of things abt the relationship between human and their environment.. Humans sumhow get conformed to the society around them.. People who do not get conformed to society are called revolutionist.. They are the people that shape society.. Martin Luther King, Ghandi, even Hitler.. These are revolutionist..

But out of 1000 humans u would be lucky to find 1 person who has found a purpose in life and is willing to fight for that purpose.. People normally think that life is just here one day and the next day u will move on to the afterlife.. No meaning at all.. How many people will be like Mother Theresa, Michael Jackson.. These people have left a legacy on Earth that for decades to come will hear of them.. Wanting to see a world with less pple hurting, a little more love in the world..

This has led to traditions being formed.. How people seek for some peace within their soul by going through certain rituals.. And this has been passed down from generations to generations.. Leading to tradition.. Interesting is how these traditions have transcended through time and how it harps on the minds of individuals in our modern society today.. Singapore has been regarded as the forerunners of modern civilization in South East Asia.. Yet there is also the side that preserves that rich culture behind all that concrete jungle..

This has in turn shaped people's lives.. People born are born into families with traditions unique to that family.. And they grow up practicing those traditions.. And as they grow up they either learn to accept that tradition as part of their life or reject it and go on to find another tradition to replace it.. And it repeats the grueling process all over again..

Interesting isn't it to see singapore a nation with such diverse cultures and traditions meshed together in one place and how we have managed to life together in harmony..

LOL!! This sounds like a national day post.. LOL!

Either way.. Also abt the society around them.. I realised that when people fall in love they begin to rub of each other.. Its subconscious at first.. Then suddenly every part of ur life.. You can some how see her there.. When u are running u are reminded of her.. When u are chatting u are reminded of her.. When you are working you are reminded of her.. When you are shopping you are reminded of her.. Its a beautiful way of how love develops.. I strongly believe in love at first sight.. Or what psychologist call the initial attraction.. But the beauty beneath all the gibberish is when that initial attraction blossoms into love and u find tt u have found this perfect little angel.. You know that no one is perfect but in ur eyes she is perfect.. That's love ain't it..

That's how pretty it is.. When all else falls apart.. Love is one of the few things that have learnt to transcend time.. :D Oh wells.. I dunno.. Hmmmm.. Have i done something foolish or is it just me being overly sensitive as i always have been?.. Time has the ans.. :PP

Oh wells folks im off! :D

2009-08-15T23:27:00.004+08:00

Hello World!!! LOL!!

Jonathan should give himself an award today for waking up at 8 am all by himself! LOL!! *pats himself on the back* LOL!! :P

Yeah.. So i managed to meet Yee Sheen and Rachel at 10 for the Da Vinci exhibition.. I had all the time in the world to pick my outfit today.. :P LOL! But i am totally not used to getting up so early.. I should start to change my lifestyle.. :D Den probably i can wakey at 5 .30 am to jog before i hit the office instead of running under the energy sapping midday sun.. :P

Oh wells.. Da Vinci was indeed a genius.. I mean in the 1400s you wouldn't expect models of parachutes and flying and such stunning models to be created.. And his paintings were just intriguing.. They some how come alive.. Tells a story behind the painting.. :D

Oh yeah.. There was this tour guide with a super funny accent.. ZOMG!! I couldn't stop laughing.. :P Everytime he walked pass me i would just chuckle.. :P

And there was this small boy that kept blocking Yee Sheen's view whilst she was looking at an exhibit.. The result was hilarious! :P LOL!!

Then again there was this kid that shouted Daddy Daddy!! Look at this!! Then proceeded to open his mouth in front of a cannon (one of the exhibits) as though he wanted to catch a speeding cannon with his mouth... Super CUTE!!!~~ I love kids!! :P

We also walked around the science centre.. After having not been there for a gazillion years.. Its kinda cool to walk around and let science take u on a journey.. LOL!!

And after that we ended up at IMM for pepper lunch.. Jesus! I swear i'm a God damned lousy cook.. :P LOL!! Yeah.. And we ended up walking around.. IMM.. :D Hardly travel to the west.. :P So sad lor.. They said that my sense of direction is lousy!!! *emo* :P LOL!! Wonderful day with GREAT company.. Oh yeah.. Hope that Yee Sheen likes her super belated birthday gift! :D

After that headed to suntec to join Kiat.. Kolo Mee is just daylight robbery!! LOL!! And we sat down and did some HTHT.. :P LOL!! And he gave me a tutorial on Mac.. LOL!!! Jonathan is getting his Macbook Pro next wednesday!!!! WEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!

Oh wells.. Just some other passing thoughts.. :D

I think i fallen madly in love!!! <3333 Is it time?.. Probably I will ask the million dollar question the next time I see you.. Bet you already do know.. I dunno.. But cupid really got me really good.. Every moment spent with u just brings more precious memories.. And every moment away just leaves me looking forward to the next time that i get to see u..

I know that you are so tied up with sch work and all.. And I know how important it is to you.. And i'm prepared to wait till u are ready.. Cause I have never i felt this way about anyone before.. You are just this perfect angelic little girl.. Though I have officially been out with u twice.. My heart aches every moment I am away from u.. There's just this thing that captivates me.. Is this chemistry? Is this love? Will you be merman's mermaid? Time will tell.. :D Missing you already..

Just so as im typing this post.. This song is playing on my ipod..

Michael Buble- Quando, Quando, Quando

Tell me when will you be mine
Tell me quando quando quando
We can share a love divine
Please don't make me wait again

When will you say yes to me
Tell me quando quando quando
You mean happiness to me
Oh lover please tell me when

Every moment seems a day
Every day seems a lifetime
Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more
Tell me quando quando quando
Say its me that you adore
And then darling tell me when

Every moment seems a day
Everyday seems a lifetime
Let me show you the way
To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more
Tell me quando quando quando
Say its me that you adore
And then darling tell me when

Whoa lover tell me when
Oh darling tell me when
Oh come on tell me when
Yea tell me when

Oh wells.. Jonathan is tired..
Cya world!!! :D

2009-08-07T19:49:00.011+08:00

Hello World!!! :D

OMG.. Damn shagged recently.. I totally cant believe that i fell asleep at like 8.30 ytd and woke up at 5.30 am this morning.. LOL!! Actually this kinda lifestyle is not bad.. Waking up super early.. Can take things really easy.. Unlike when i used to practically rush to work.. Totally ZOMG~~~!! :X LOL!!

Wells the result of the 8.30 bedtime is a 4 km run in the morning and a breakfast which i could savor.. LOL!! :D:D:D

And the effects were amusing.. You could practically see the eyes of my mdm pop up.. and she was like.. Y are u so early today ( I admit I am late everyday.. Tsk... :X)?.. LOL!! And my colleagues practically jumped when they saw me.. its as though they saw a ghost.. LOL!! One of them even took sometime to register the fact that i was early.. He just stood there gaping.. :X LOL!! Totally comical! :P

Oh wells.. The bad side of the day was I FAILED MY SHOOTING AGAIN!!! ZZZZzzz.. I wanna smack someone! RAWR!!!~~!! Oh crap.. Next tues will be my third trip back to TRACOM for shooting this month.. I am sick of going back to TRACOM for no apparent reason! -.-" Totally crappy!!! I shld print a pic of the idiots in my office which i totally loathe... And stick them on the target board.. Then probably I would pass eh.. :X LOL!

AND I HAVEN GOTTEN MY MACBOOK PRO!!! RAWR!! I so totally feel like ringing up singtel and making a super big racket!!! PISSED!!~~~

*yawnzzz* Y do i get the feeling i will be slping super early again today?.. :X Probably not a bad thing then my running regime can be extended to include weekends as well rather than only weekdays!!! 4 KM~~~!!! Woohoo!! Its a stress reliever!! :D

Wells sending a msg (below) as i leave.. :D

All My Life by KCI and JoJo

I will never find another lover more sweeter than you ,sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother
Close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life I prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I finally found you
All my life I prayed for someone like you
And I pray you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinking of...Baby
Said I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending your love, I cherish every hug, I really love you

And all my life, baby baby, I prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way to
Yes, I pray that you love me

You're all that I've ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down
You're all that I've ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I've ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you love me too

All my life, I prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

2009-08-03T20:23:00.002+08:00

Hello world! LOL!! I am back! :D

So glad.. I have finally gotten my understudy today!!! LOL!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Totally rocks the socks of my feet.. That was random! LOL!! Nvm.. Hmmmmm... Hopefully i picked the right one.. :P

RAWR!! Will Singnet hurry up and gimme my Macbook Pro!!! ZZZzzz.. Stupid Singnet!! Cant wait.. Its so chic and pretty!! <33333 Totally hearts it! LOL!! I am gonna murder kiat when he comes back to work tomorrow for teasing me about it! ZZzzz..

And drats i feel damn fat.. I haven been running for a week causing of the darn flu bug that bit me.. And i tossed and turned on my bed last night till abt 5 am before falling aslp.. So i thought that i would not torture my body further as it had just recovered from that bout of flu.. But i am so gonna run tomorrow! LOL!!

As I was lying on my bed shutting my eyes and waiting for sleep to come and fetch me to a far away land.. Some how I was brought back to where it all began.. It shocked me that everything was still so vivid it was as though everything had happened only yesterday... It was as though it was a video playing on HDTV in my head.. A tape on playback in sepia.. Could we have been something more? Will we be something more? Who's to know wad the future holds? But till then I have choices to make and moments to savour..

The future is like a puzzle with its pieces scattered in a big garden.. You have to go on a scavenger hunt to find your pieces.. Even after you have begun to piece everything together along the way pieces can get lost again due to misfortune.. And after that piece by piece you have to put the puzzle together and the picture that it paints is not necessarily going to be pretty.. Yet again more often than not the journey would have brought new experiences and moulding and shaping..

They say love is a game.. But when you lose and its 'game over', how many credits have you got to spare?

Oh.. How many times do i have to laugh at myself cause fate has yet again played another prank on me.. But yeah.. Life goes on.. Sometimes you get second chances.. Sometimes you dun.. When the time comes.. I hope everyone out there cherishes it.. The way i will..

Well well.. Just caught up in my own thoughts.. Really taking one step at a time.. Trying not to make the mistakes that so many before me had made.. Trying not to go the same way that so many before me trod and got lost.. And most importantly trying not to hurt anyone in this journey.... :D

Well got that off my chest! Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved before! :D Above all that pessimism i remain an optimist! :D

2009-07-30T23:14:00.004+08:00

Hey dudes! LOL!!

Damn.. I really hate the flu bug!! Seriously.. Totally wore me out this week and cause of my sickness.. I haven been jogging.. I only played bball this week man! OMG!! Totally Oh.. My.. God.. I can totally star in free willy man..

Wells.. Another thing i have grown to really hate is fate.. If fate were a man.. he had beta carry his running shoes along with him wherever he goes.. I swear if i ever meet him.. He would suffer a fate (punt intended) worse than death!! RAWR!!!!

Okie.. Anyways.. I dunno.. Recently its been a hell of a emotional roller coaster ride for me.. And oh wells.. Okie.. Heck i'm not gonna kid myself anymore.. After being fickle minded for the past God-knows-how-long.. And im burning the bridge.. So much for the big woo-ha and all the crap.. But yeah.. Who am i kidding the truth its all in the heart.. And yeah.. it beats for tt one angel.. I learnt the hard way..

Yes.. Everything is thrown into disarray.. And only God knows wad she is thinking.. Buy I hereby declare im gonna wait on!! Jesus.. God knows y i took so God damn long to realise but better late than never!!

But yeah.. Im taking a step back giving sum space.. and totally.. hope for the best..

I do cherish you! Memories that never fade.. Memoirs of a warm friday evening dwelling so long in my mind.. Love is like grass.. You can cut it.. It will go longer and higher.. You can burn it.. and a new patch of grass will grow to take its place.. Even a wilthering flower.. Just a drop of water will perk it up by a large extend.. Yeah.. Love is like tt... Its willpower to survive is so strong it will never bow down to adversaties.. Yet it grows only in places where u let it grow.. Its like giving ur significant other half space.. Allowing them liberty to let love grow where they want it to.. :D

Life is too short.. Live it for wad u feel worth living for.. :D

98 Degrees- I do (Cherish you)
All I am, All I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me cause I

(Chorus):
I do Cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going'
Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart'
Till my dying day

If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
Oh, I do

2009-07-27T17:22:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps! I'm back! :D LOL!

Im on MC today.. God damned flu bug! Thank God though.. If not i woulda had to reach the office super early.. :X LOL!! Call me shameless! :X LOL!!

Wells.. Been doing sum thinking.. Had the luxury of sum alone time.. :X LOL!!

Well.. You can look at love in two ways.. Its either foolish or noble.. But as far as those go.. There's a certain limit that you can reach, however foolish or noble u may be.. Love haunts u.. Its like this video that was recorded in sepia that repeats over and over again.. Thinking about the times.. But there's a time when u know its over and there's no point holding on.. Cause blind love can only get u so far.. When all is clear, you know its time to let go and move on.. That's an all new level of wisdom.. Knowing to not sour things further.. Some things are just not within one's control..

People come and go.. Some change you for the better.. Some try to put you down.. But that's life ain't it.. And we grow.. Life's like this never ending rollercoaster.. It brings u up and down and sumtimes u want out of it.. As a famous quote says.. Happiness not about the absence of challenges but the mastery of challenges.. Fate brings people it and decide when is it for them to leave.. Its complicated yet so simple in some ways..

And I guess.. Foolish men may have scaled the highest mountain and swam the deepest ocean looking for the one that they truly love when their special one is staring at them in the face.. Oh how we all fall victims to fate..

It's time isn't it?..

2009-07-06T21:42:00.003+08:00

Hey world.. I'm back on my wasted space.. Sorry for the neglect.. Too much has happened in the past, close to, one month that I haven't blogged.. Emotions running high and low.. I'm not about to start on that..

Rather I am here to pour out some of my feelings..

A letter to the person I so dearly love:

As the saying goes.. Fools rush in where angels fear to tread.. Listening to The Fray's "Never say never".. A torrent of emotions filled me.. Scenes flooded my mind.. Wrenching my heart... Questions swirled in my mind that might never be answered..

I am really thankful that I had finally met an angel in the form of a human being.. From the moment my eyes were set on her.. I knew that she was truly divine.. A girl like no other.. Someone I wish I could call my own..

Who could ever be compared to her.. Flawless skin.. Nature as bright as the sun.. Her hair is a smooth silky black.. Smile as sweet as sugar.. Intellect worthy of solomon.. Such unparalleled beauty and brains.. What a perfect combination! How I wish that she was my queen.. But it had all come to naught..

Time and again I had successfully managed to convince my naive mind that it was all going smoothly.. Yet my fate was sealed in a twinkling of an eye.. It is true.. There is only a fine line that separates love and hate.. I'd probably hit the limit and am caught somewhere in between.. Heart in shreds.. Putting up a strong front as the world passed me by.. It was entirely a facade..

Has anyone experienced more grieve than me?.. How brutal!! To have let something so innocent blossom only to let it wither and die.. To have the mind dwell in anguish.. Experiencing pain beyond the human threshold.. Yet life goes on..

The past two months.. I have been through peaks and valleys.. A flurry of emotions.. I had finally found the perfect one.. But probably I was not perfect enough for her.. So the saying goes.. Better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all.. Losing is painful.. Experiencing more grieve than a man on his mother's deathbed.. Knowing that having done all you could.. Yet parting was inevitable.. The sorrow and hopelessness eats you up from inside..

Pulling apart and coming together again and again.. Falling in and out of love.. It has become a vicious rat race.. Was it me who had painted a picture too beautiful in my mind?.. Painting a future with a too fairy-tale like ending.. Painting a picture that is without heart breaks; without sorrow and grieve.. Have I been foolish all this while?.. Is this just part of falling in love?.. Or is this just evidence of wishful thinking?.. Reality bites!

Nonetheless that one golden moment keeps me going on.. Having come so far.. Knowing that between two stools you can only fall to the ground.. All I can do is pray that fortune favoring the courageous still stands true in this current generation..

All I can say now is that I cherish that warm friday evening.. I cherish that one meal we had together.. I cherish every moment I spent with you.. And most of all I cherish you.. Give me a chance to see you again.. Don't let me go.. Picture this.. You're the queen of everything.. As far as the eye can see.. Under your command I will be your guardian.. When all is crumbling I will hold steady your hand..

Despite all I remain optimistic and hope for the best.. God Bless!

Till I see you again,

Merman

2009-05-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyoyo.. Merman in the house man!!! Woohoo!!

Merman has been sleeping with a smile on his face for the past 3 days... LOL!!! Love can be so sweet.. :D LOL!!!

Wells.. Updates!!!

I had my 5th driving lesson ytd.. I was so tired I almost got into an accident twice.. LOL!!! I think the instructor must have pee-d in his pants.. LOL!! His face was totally what a stunner.. :X LOL!! Damn funny.. Cause I was turning out from a junction then this stunner of a vehicle was parked just next to the junction.. So I could not see the oncoming traffic.. So i just turned.. And the next thing you know.. The instructor hit the brakes.. LOL!! ZZzz.. And the car stalled.. LOL!!!!

Then there was one more.. I stalled my car at the traffic light cause I released the clutch too fast.. Then he was like move leh!!! Then in dialect.. Die already lah.. Car moving normally also can let you make until stall suddenly.. :X LOL!!! At this point in time.. I think my ribs would have cracked from stopping me laughing.. :X LOL!!!!!

So all in all driving lessons can be pretty comical.. :X LOL!!

Yeah.. And today... Had dinner with Austen and Woey Thee.. LOL!!! I got a bit cheeky today.. :X I was emailing this PPO from E Div.. Then he replied me saying that he din want to liaise with this other person from TP cause he's abit unfriendly.. LOL!!! So guess wad I did?.. LOL!!! I forwarded the email with the comment from the E Div guy to the TP guy.. And asked him to provide the info that I required.. LOL!! They ended up apologising to each other.. I think it is damn funny!!!! :X

Oh wells.. :X Won't be here for two days.. Let this space collect some dust before I blog when I come back on sat.. LOL!! :X

Cya peeps!! :D

2009-05-24T00:24:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyo!!! Merman in the house!! Woohoo!!!

OMG!!!! Merman slept with a smile on his face ytd.. LOL!!! Secrets shall not be divulged on this space!! LOL!!! But elated, intoxicated.. And at the same time in shock!! LOL!!! You could had run me over with a bus man.. LOL!!

Wells.. Today i had my 4th driving lesson.. And i think i'm getting pretty good at it!! LOL!! I din stall the car!!!! WOOHOO!!! LOL!!! But i coulda moved a little faster though.. And I learnt parallel parking today!! Parallel actually reminds me of this E maths teacher I had in sec sch.. She would always say parallelogram with a funny accent.. LOL!!! Then the entire class would wind up laughing their heads off.. LOL!! So cool right?.. I think about 6 more lessons and I am ready man!! LOL!!!! I'm a genius.. :X

On a more serious note.. I had deliverance service.. Began to think of stuff.. I dunno.. Hmm.. Kinda confuse.. Will need sometime to think things through.. :D A lot of stuff happened at one go.. Its too much for me to handle I guess.. But sumhow I will work through the wreckage.. :D

Okie lah.. I'm off.. Cya peeps!!

2009-05-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyo!! Merman's in the house man!! Cmon everybody!!! :X LOL!!!

Yes.. I know i'm a little high.. LOL!!

Wells.. updates!!!

Ytd.. I went to catch Angels and Demons for the second time.. And guess wad... I SLEPT FOR THE SECOND TIME!!!! OMG!!!! But okie lah.. Cause I sumhow managed to wake up and catch the part i missed the first time round.. LOL!!! God knows how tt happened.. LOL!! But Science Vs Religion.. A tale of the church putting to shame scientists that try to prove science superiority compared to God.. I think the movie is pretty good.. But far cry from the book.. :D My take on Science Vs Religion is that they definitely can co-exist.. :D

Today.. I decided to be a good boy and stay home.. :D Okie partially cause i was super tired.. I took 155 and it actually looped one round before I got off cause I was so tired I fell asleep on the bus.. ZZZ.. LOL!!!

I have hit the track for 2 days straight man.. 4 Km each day.. LOL!!! Let's see how my stamina picks up.. :D

Okie.. Nothing much to add.. Long day tomorrow man.. Shall update more tomorrow when I get home tomorrow.. :D

2009-05-20T22:58:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyyo.. Merman in the house man!! Woohoo!! LOL!!

Oh no!!! Haven updated in a week.. :(

It was so long ago I cant even recalled what happened man.. So once again only the significant events.. LOL!! I'm going senile.. ZZZzz.. Somebody save me!!!

Righteous.. So.. I had my second and third driving lesson.. The second was a flop.. LOL!!! I was super irritated with my instructor.. Basically I was driving out on the road.. Yes you got tt right.. It was the second lesson and they throwed me out on the road.. LOL!!! Cause i wasn't that good at driving YET.. So my car kept stalling.. You noe releasing my clutch too quickly.. then the engine dies.. LOL!! So on the way turning out of the carpark.. My car stalled.. Then he turned and shot me a dirty look like i murdered his entire family.. LOL!! Then its like at that point in time you dunno whether to laugh or to cry.. Then as the process keeps repeating itself.. You start to get very annoyed.. LOL!! I had half a mind to take out my warrant card and ask him to shut his gap.. Its like paying to listen to a radio that is broken down with a plug that cant be pulled.. LOL!!

Third lesson.. When I got there I was so so so super elated.. Cause I saw another instructor in the car.. So at first I tot that they change instructors every lesson. So I din get the "spoilt radio".. Then he got out of the car.. And he said what I least wanted to hear.. you wait for your instructor here okie.. The world came crashing down.. I was like OMG!!! RAWR!!! LOL!!! Thank God that the instructor had a pretty bad memory so he totally forgot he taught me before.. LOL!! So the lesson went pretty much smoothly.. Not considering that I think overtaking is the most freaky thing on Earth.. LOL!! And that my engine stalled at a traffic light.. And that I almost crashed into sumone else's car cause my car stalled on a hump.. Then it began to slip backwards.. LOL!!! I think that scene is super funny.. Cause you are like trying to salvage the situation.. With your instructor barking madly beside you.. But due to the fact that you are still a little inexperienced, you get a little lost.. Then he starts smacking his forehead.. That scene is ultra comical.. LOL!!! Yeah tt's abt it.. Next lesson is on sat.. LOL!!!

Then on Fri.. We celebrated KX's and Austen's bdae.. We went to Arab Street to sum turkish restaurant.. LOL!!! I was so annoyed that they cheated mi of 23 bucks.. OMG!!! So irritating.. Cause I saw this platter that looked pretty interesting.. But when it was served.. I was appalled.. LOL!!!! Wonderful choice of words eh?.. LOL!! The meat tasted awful and the meal was totally unsatisfying.. ZZZzz.. And I had to order another meal to satisfy my hunger.. ZZz.. Anyways.. Sorry dudes we couldn't celebrate on the actual day with you guys.. Hope you guys like your gifts.. :D And Felix too.. With his 4 by 4 Rubix cube.. LOL!!

And finally the main event of the week.. The one that everyone was talking about since last monday.. LOL!! HENG'S WEDDING!!! LOL!!! Woohoo!!! Got Laopo already must look after her properly hor!!! LOL!! Anyways.. I miraculously woke up at like 7 am.. Stunner man.. You noe you can neva wake me up to get to work on time.. Sumhow I managed to get up just with a morning call.. LOL!! But yeah.. I had to put on my size 40.. Yes. Its not an optical illusion or the light.. size 40.. LOL!!! It was my waist size before I entered NS okie.. And I had no other pants.. ZZz.. So just had to make do with it.. LOL!!

Yeah.. So it was a sunday morning that I could have been in bed.. But being nice as I always am.. Shameless boy eh.. :X LOL!! I took the train all the way to Sengkang to meet Woey Thee and Kaixiang.. LOL!! Then we set off on our journey to Heng's wife's place.. All stunningly well dressed.. LOL!! Aside of them I'd neva seen before honestly.. :X We went up and was made to wait at the door for an hour.. Thanks eh.. Bride sisters.. They were kinda pretty though.. One in particular.. :D:D ZZzz.. Then the sabo came.. -.-" Wasabi cookies okie!!! OMG!! In all my life I have neva eaten wasabi lah... OMG!!!! LOL!! Heng's ones had sambal in addition to the wasabi.. LOL!! Then we had raw egg with milk and cornflakes, the stunner was the salt at the bottom.. Whilst we were waiting for an hour outside they were stunningly concocting sum warped brew inside for us to drink.. ZZzz.. LOL!!! But as we always are.. Smart.. LOL!!! We managed to get rid of it without downing it.. Water the plants.. We hid the cookies.. LOL! Pretty please can I have a normal marriage at a church??!! *gives innocent look* Okie lah.. I might be saying this now.. But I think the sabo can be pretty fun.. Testify my love for my wife by eating wasabi biscuits, dancing in a dress, downing a cup of raw egg with corn flakes.. :D Merman the sadist.. LOL!! After we went in Heng had to read this contract to his wife.. LOL!! I think the scene was romantic and comical..

Wells.. Yeah.. Finally we made it in.. And after the tea ceremony.. We left for Heng's house.. LOL!!! Then after that me and Woey Thee decided to go and watch Angels and Demons at vivo.. I have to say its pretty good.. Yes.. I did fall asleep in the middle of the show cause I was so tired.. Merpeople are nocturnal man.. A 7 am alarm is not scheduled in my body clock.. :D But overall the plot and everything was pretty good.. :D

Then it was time to go for the dinner.. Yeah.. Everyone one got drunk.. Except me.. I think its damn funny to see wad people do when they are a little high.. LOL!!! We actually went for round two with the bride-sisters at a KTV pub.. Kinda cool.. LOL! :D But OMG Mark shameless boy made Shanrong drink so much that she puked.. I felt so bad lah.. ZZZZz.. But Yeah.. Its over so.. LOL!! Anyways.. I reached home at like 4... Thank God I took half-day leave the next day.. LOL!!

Okie... I'm off peeps.. Cya next time.. :D

2009-05-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyo.. Merman in the house man!!

Okie its been a week of a lot of ups and downs.. LOL!!

Well.. I cannot be bothered to recap everyday so I'll just go over the happier stuff that I went thru the pass week..

I passed my BTT!!! WoOhOo!!! LOL!! FTT is on 9th of June.. I need to mug again.. :( ZZzz..

Wells.. Today I had my first practical lesson man.. It was kinda cool.. I think I was kinda retarded cause I keep wanting to laugh cause I kept doing the stupid things.. Then I had to hold it in in case the instructor tot i was a retarded PO.. :X I kept doing things like brake suddenly, stalling the engine, floor the accelerator, on high beam instead of the left or right signal.. LOL!! But all in all it wasn't that bad considering by the end of the lesson i could drive one round the carpark without any major mistakes..

Oh yah.. There was one point where i decided to delay turning to the steering wheel to avoid hitting the kerb.. The instructor began to panic.. He started to "Eh.. Faster turn faster turn!!!" then proceeded to grab the steering wheel and steer on his own.. LOL!!!! I think its damn comical.. LOL!!

Yeah there you have it.. LOL!! My next lesson is on thursday.. LOL!! Gonna be interesting.. LOL!!

ZZzz.. Now I am thinking how to get a car after i pass my driving man.. Hmmm.. Maybe I will just take a loan.. See how lah..

Okie.. Peeps.. Cya!! I'm off..

2009-05-05T22:40:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyo.. Merman in the house man!!

OH MY GODD!!!! THANK GOD FOR THIS RANTING SPACE!! I SO NEED TO RANT NOW MAN!!!! RAWR!!!

Just typing that already makes me feel so much beta..

I slept only like 2 hours on sunday.. Cause i couldn't get to sleep.. ZZzz.. The result was a VERY VERY BLUE monday.. ZZZzz.. Yesterday was one hell of a sucky day for me.. Plus point.. We had another ORD lunch.. Im one step closer to getting out of that shit hole we all call the office..

Today.. I went for my E-trial for my BTT.. GAWK!! The questions were common sense.. I feel so insulted being surrounded by the anihc peeps and the naidnis... OMG lah.. The room was full of the accent and stench.. It was so bad that if i had a gun with me then, we would have a massacre on the spot.. ZZZZzz.. So anyways, i am expecting to pass my test on thursday.. Or i will just set a bomb and bomb off CDC.. It will help let off sum steam as well... :X

Recently a lot of people have been getting on my nerves.. And i have to put up with their rubbish everyday.. & I am getting v pissed cause they din promote me and my workload isn't getting any lesser.. I just failed my IPPT that's all.. And they refuse to promote me.. I am seriously considering to start giving the heck care attitude here man..

And for those people who have been getting on my nerves... Learn to STFU man... OH MY GOD!! if you just shuddup for a second, no one will think you are dumb.. And all you ever know how to do is slander people.. Sometimes i just feel like smacking you.. You insensitive wart!!! ZZZZzz.. This just shows your ignorance.. Putting people down to make yourself seem wiser is not gonna work man.. Imbecile!!! RAWR!!! With idiots like that at work, I seriously feel like taking trips to mexico and i will successfully get quarantined till i ORD.. ASSHOLE!!!

Okie.. Feel considerably much beta after ranting.. Anyways.. I'm off.. I so need a break man!! ZZz.. I need a getaway from insensitive warts!!

2009-05-03T01:54:00.003+08:00

Yoyoyoyoyo.. Merman in the house..

LOL!! I realised i haven been blogging for some time again.. LOL!!

Wells.. I'm here to redeem myself..

Last week on thursday.. We celebrated sze kiat's bdae.. Had dinner at Astons.. And they serve the best potato salad on earth man.. We got him an FCUK watch hope that he likes it man.. After that we chilled at TCC at Hotel Rendevous (Dunno how to spell).. LOL!!

Fri.. We went to play pool at TPY.. And went home early for once.. LOL!!!

Sat.. Had service.. John Avanzini.. As usual great message.. And took yeow received salvation.. And joined E432 for service again.

Sun.. played bball.. :D LOL!!! Sums up the day.. This sorta gives you a clue as to what time I actually woke up.. LOL!!

Mon & Tues... I forgot what happened man.. The curse of the STM.. ZZZzz.. I think I will get Alzhemier's in future man.. LOL!!!

Wednesday.. Dined with SK, Wayne and Austen man.. Fei Fei has the best wanton mee in town.. :D

Thurs.. Had In-service at Civil Defence Academy.. It was an eye opener.. I thank God for SPF now man.. If i had to go through Civil Defence Training.. I woulda died.. We had first hand experience with the CD's Red Rhino.. You know with the fire hose and all.. Dined at the canteen.. I have to say the food is pretty much edible compared to what I got in training man.. The chicken we got taste as though it was a few days old.. LOL!! But the climax of the entire trip was we got to go through their training simulator.. One of the scenes that we went to was supposed to be simulating a fire breakout in a karaoke lounge.. So first.. the fire broke out at the bar top and spread to the curtains.. And then it got super high when you suddenly see flames spreading across the ceiling as though it would burn you anytime.. The heat was unbearable and you just couldn't breathe.. They are trained to go thru that man.. Imagine if you had gone through that and your posting came out to be a Staff Assistant.. I would jump off the building man.. LOL!!

Yesterday.. THANK GOD FOR PUBLIC HOLIDAYS!!! LOL!!! I wanted to go to the esplanade library to relax and chill for a bit.. At the same time mug for my BTT which is next thursday.. But it was closed.. ZZZZzzz.. Wasted trip man.. In the end i went to grab subway.. And headed home.. Met Joyce to pass her her notes.. She really reminds me of Liang Jing Ru man!! LOL!! Then i ended up mugging at Aljunied Mcdonalds..

Today.. Went for Service.. And wad can I say about Stephen Munsey?.. Mind boggling and thrilling does not even do justice to the way he preach man.. :D Yeah then we ended up at Simei for dinner and went to Tampines to chill.. Man.. We shld stop going to Tampines and head to town instead man!! ZZzz.. Tampines is B-O-R-I-N-G!!! LOL!!!

I am recently desperately looking for tuition assignments.. So if you guys have any lobangs.. Kindly intro to me man!!! ZZZzz.. I need cash flow!! LOL!! And can you believe it.. I have 4 agents looking out for me and they are taking ages to get back to me man!! OMG!!! so irritating..

Okie.. This is about all.. Cya peeps.. :D

2009-04-21T00:05:00.003+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house..

LOL!! i realised i stopped blogging again.. :X

okie.. so shall update u all on wad has been happening.. :X

Tues and Wed.. totally forgot wad happened.. i only noe that i begin to slack off from work cause they refuse to promote me because i failed a stupid IPPT... ZZzz...

Thurs.. Went out with Austen, KX and WT.. LOL!! we went shopping around orchard.. and went to chill at spinelli where we saw wow wow wee wow!! LOL!!

Fri.. I hit laced up my running shoes and hit 8 km run again.. LOL!!!

Sat.. went to church.. the Svc was considered M18 to me.. :X LOL!!! funny though it was.. :X then after tt went to meet hope for dinner..

Sun.. My Sabbath!! LOL!! i slept till 6 PM.. call mi a pig.. -..-" LOL!!!

Which brings us to today.. Went out with Austen, KX and WT again.. :X and yes.. its orchard again.. but we chilled at a dessert shop at the basement of HMV this time.. LOL!!! :X

I am super irritated cause i finally found a tote bag that i like!!! and cotton on has to refuse to sell mi their display set.. and guess wad.. my taste is so good tt everywhere else it is sold out!!! RAWR!!!!! Oh my goodness.. I am going to bugis tomorrow to see if i can find sumthing that i want!! OMG!!!!!! so annoyed!!! And i updated my wants!! LOL!!!

Okies.. shall end here.. slping early.. later tomorrow cannot wake up for work again.. :X

2009-04-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoy.. merman in the house!! LOL!!!

wells wells.. been blogging like crazy the past few days.. well this is wad happens when got too much stuff in my head and i need sum space to let it out.. LOL!!! :D

wells.. this is wad happened today.. i miraculously slept at lk 3 last nite and still managed to wake up at 8 to play bball.. LOL!! surprisingly energetic as well.. :X u shlda seen mi the last time i held a bball.. pathetic.. :X it was like i had once attained Michael Jordan standard and before u noe it im plain old me again.. ZZZz.. wells.. today wasn't tt bad..

yeah.. then after that i decided to go to the esplanade to study for my BTT.. i am too used to travelling to a place before studying.. yes.. ur eyes are not fooling you.. im mugging again.. LOL!!! its for a stupid Basic Theory Test.. ZZZzz.. Then after tt i gonna start taking my practical lessons.. wells.. that aside.. DO NOT GO TO THE ESPLANADE LIBRARY ON SUNDAYS!!! its insanely crowded.. you would think that they had started handing out free hello kitty collectables down there.. LOL!!! i wanted a place to space out and i could just stone and read my book in peace and maybe with a couple of babes to watch but in the end i was chucked to one corner of the library in a sofa with a detachable seat.. so everytime i shifted a little it felt as though the seat was gonna come off.. LOL!! and i also just realised that there is this practise room in the esplanade.. you can actually go in and practise the piano.. and today there was this guy in there tt played all the JJ lin songs.. so it was lk at first i was listening to my ipod then slowly my headphones came off.. nothing like music from the piano.. :D i really like music made by the piano, the guitar and the saxophone.. :D KENNY G!! :D

okies.. after tt i did sumthing foolish.. i went SHOPPING.. LOL!! its abt the most stupid thing to do when u are feeling a little down.. scientists have proven tt when u are feeling down u tend to spend more.. :X LOL!!! and guess wad.. cotton on has a sale.. :X LOL!! the outcome.. i bought 3 polo tees.. LOL!!!!! :X and i had to stop myself from buying another shirt.. reminding myself tt i need $$ for my practical driving lessons.. :X LOL!! oh wells.. i like the polo tees though.. :X LOL!! damn i need more money!!!!

oh wells.. kinda sian.. so i decided to take leave tomorrow.. i think i will hit the gym tomorrow.. let off abit of steam.. i might take leave on tues too.. cause i really have no mood to work.. ZZZzz.. haix..

okies.. tt's all i have to say for now.. cya peeps..

One thing i ask..
that i may dwell in Your house forever..
i think i really am in love.. <3

2009-04-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo... merman in the house!! woohoo!!

okie.. wells.. updates..

thurs.. my grandma was cremated.. indeed parting is the most sorrowful!!! after all the years of raising up my dad and all my relatives.. Rest in peace.. :D actually i wasn't exactly close to my grandma.. but still its a lost of a kin..

today.. ITS GOOD FRIDAY!!!! YAY!!!! HALLELUJAH!!! wells i met Austen and Kaixiang at Orchard.. and i got my fox berms.. :D YAY!!! anyways.. i was late for svc today.. i stepped into hall 8 at lk 8.30.. :X LOL!! tt time the play had already started.. ZZzz.. but every year.. i watch the same scene.. Jesus being crucified on the cross.. it neva fails to bring tears to my eyes.. well.. He paid the price for our salvation.. So.. thank you Jesus!! :D

okie.. im off lah peeps.. :D cya..

2009-04-09T01:44:00.003+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! :D

okie.. decided to blog.. despite the lateness.. :X

updates!!!

Sun.. My grandma passed away.. i slept at lk 4 am onli to be waken at 6 am and rushed to the hospital.. Man.. i almost died..

Mon.. practically slogged at work.. and after work had to go down to attend the wake.

Tues.. enlistment.. kinda boring this time round.. no stuns happen.. just tt got two idiots come up to me and told me their PES status is no.. i am lk OMG!!! *bangs wall* LOL!!!! retarded as usual.. LOL!!! then in the afternoon i went to MRC to get my LD endorsed by the doctor.. i am feeling kinda annoyed actually.. I mean ZZZZZz.. u noe when u get sumthing done.. den pple keep changing their 'requirements'?.. ZZZzz.. i am supposed to be promoted.. but because this stupid officer keep making excuses and changing her requirements.. in the end i might notget promoted.. i am so annoyed.. esp being one of the most exploited in the office.. ZZZZZzz..

today.. on compassionate leave as we are having sum ceremony before my grandma is cremated tomorrow.. and i came from a buddhist family.. so as always.. my Christian believes clashed with theirs.. ZZZz.. And they just dun get it.. Christianity is abt serving a real God.. My mother sumhow has this misconception tt as long as i am not baptised i am not a Christian.. tt's so lame.. ZZZZzz... acceptance of Christ is a choice in your heart... not a ceremony.. :D I will neva have any gods before my God!!! I am Yours forever!!! Yours is the Kingdom forever!! AMEN!! :D

anyway despite the tears and grief.. there were the farny moments.. like my niece.. whilst the ceremony was gg on.. and the loud music playing and everything.. she turned and told her father she wanted to slp.. LOL!!! and my cousin.. he practically fell aslp.. after the ceremony ended.. we all stood up.. then he was still sitting on the floor.. we were all staring at him.. like wad in the world!! :X LOL!!!

one day to Good Friday!!! Thank you Jesus for wad You did on that cross 2000 years ago.. :D

anyways.. i dunno.. i think im in love all over again.. :D:D:D But we'll wait and see.. i dowanna rush things.. :D:D nature will take its own course.. :D

okie lah.. im off.. need to be up at 8 tomorrow!! when i am reunited with God.. I will have a Christian burial.. :D Cya peeps..

I'll stand by you!!

2009-04-05T00:37:00.001+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! man.. this week has been eventful.. LOL!!

wells.. updates..

Mon.. I forgot wad i did.. :X

But i had an MC on tues for rashes.. sum stupid fungal rash tt has been bothering me for two weeks.. ZZzzz.. if only it was real fungi.. pluck it rite off the skin.. :X LOL!! This is in bid for my promotion as well.. cause i cant pass my stupid IPPT.. ZZZz.. so frustrating!! so apparently if i get a exemption pass my effective date of promotion i will be promoted.. and guess wad.. the retarded department.. dun accept a GOVERNMENT (polyclinic) doctor's memo.. OH MAN!!! I AM SO IRRITATED LAH!!!! ZZZzzz.. i mean.. i work harder than more than half the people in the office and they refuse to promote me.. where's the logic in tt!!! ZZZzz...

oh yeah.. i finally booked my BTT!!! basic theory test that is!! LOL!!! i am finally embarking on my path to my driving license.. i hope to get it in like 6 mths.. then i can drive to work!!.. i am thinking of getting a kia picanto.. i shld be able to maintain it.. even thru uni.. :D

Wed.. I had enlistment meeting.. enlistment is next tues.. which means i have to be up at 5++ again!!! OH MY GOODNESS!!! RAWR!!!!! then the day was short.. cause of RT at 4.30.. :D

Thurs.. God knows how i sprained my back!!!.. I walk like liang po po lah!!! ZZZZzz.. and to make things worse.. stupid BOSS!!! this is one of the factors that will make me so pissed if i am not promoted.. He got his own assistant that does absolutely nothing.. and he has to come and monitor me.. I mean like wad in the world lah!!! ZZZZzz.. I spend a good one and the half hours in his office. going thru mundane stuff.. wad was even beta is that he was in his funny mood.. so he kept raising his voice.. as though everything was my fault.. goodness lah!!! ur assistant got nothing to do.. and is drawing a pay 1.5 times of mine!!! get ur assistant to do ur dirty work!!! ZZZzz.. PISSED PISSED PISSED!!!

Fri.. after my session with boss. the day before and my sprained back.. i went to take an MC.. cool eh.. 2 MCs in a week.. :X then i went to see the chinese physician.. apparently i overexerted on my back.. it wasn't exactly sprain it.. :X LOL!! wells. i rotted at home the entire day.. to add insult to injury.. i could not bath.. cause of the chinese medicine on my back.. ZZZz.. :(

Eventful week eh.. LOL!!!wells.. as for today.. i went to shop at parkway.. followed by gg for svc.. i think today's svc is marvellous!! :D LOL!! I missed service last week cause of my duty.. LOL!!! ZZZZzz.. damn!! i need more cash.. I WANNA GO SHOPPINGG!!!! my pathetic NS pay is making me feel shitty.. ZZzz.. I need my promotion!! its an extra 70 bucks a mth!! even if i have to take up an MP letter i will so get tt extra 70 bucks a mth!!

wells.. next week is Good fri.. and its the 3rd year i think.. since i first stepped into church.. thinking back.. i think i really have come a long way.. :D I thank God that He has neva forsaken me.. and He neva will i believe.. :D No longer i, but Christ in me.. :D Love for God is still going strong despite all that has happened.. :D

As i take a step back and think.. i think love is in the air.. :D

okie.. cya peeps.. im off.. :D

2009-03-29T18:30:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoo.. merman in the house.. Zzzz.. OMG.. I am gaining weight again!!! ZZz... Its time to hit the gym again.. i din run the entire week last week.. cause of the stupid flu.. ZZz.. damn.. i swear i am so gonna watch my diet and chiong gym and continue my run.. ZZzz..

anyways.. updates for the week..

mon and tues.. totally boring work.. slogged my butt off..

wed.. took my ippt.. and as usual i flunked..
sit ups.. 40..
SBJ 190cm..
shuttle run 11.1s..
chin ups.. let's not go there..
2.4 km.. 12mins and 50 s.. (i coulda passed this.. I gave up.. after getting the results above.. :X)

thurs.. HEAVEN!!!! both my mds are not around.. so we watched movie the entire day.. and LAN-ed.. LOL!!

Fri and sat was on duty.. LOL!! i gt extra hours for going there to slp.. :X

Okie.. i am abt to start my exercise regime again.. i have stopped going to the gym.. and concentrate on running.. but apparently both are needed.. ZZz.. :X LOL!!

Cya peeps.. :D

2009-03-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyoyoyo.. Merman in the house man!!!

I realised its been v long since i last blogged..I fell sick today.. took a MC.. having kinda a bad throat and runny nose.. so decided to not go to work today.. and i slept till like 11 before gg to the polyclinic.. Zzz.. So i spent the entire day at home slping and resting man..

here's the update on the entire week.. mon.. austen, woey thee, sze kiat, kaixiang and me went cycling.. it was super fun lah.. and i had BK breakfast in the morning.. It had been like such a super long time since i ate BK breakfast man!! in my opinion it beats mac by a mile.. well it was one entire day that i needn't step into the office.. at the end of the entire thing my thighs were like ultra sore and my butt was hurting man.. it was insane..

tues.. just ur normal working day.. too shagged to do anything cause of the cycling the day b4..

wed.. this was wad caused the sore throat.. the weather was kinda mental.. u could practically fry an egg in that kinda weather.. and i played bball for like over 4 hours.. after i was done.. in this kind of weather.. i was kinda surprised that my brain had not fried.. :X LOL!!

thurs.. austen, woey thee, sze kiat, kaixiang and me caught slumdog millionaire after work.. call me slow or wadeva lah.. LOL!! but i think it justified why it won so many oscars.. although the story was kinda far-fetched.. however, i tot it was kinda cool.. the ending was kinda funny when they all gathered and dance.. at first i couldn't stand the accent as well.. then after a while i got used to it.. LOL!!! to me the show made mi think abt alot of things.. story.. true or false.. to me it was a story of a man.. a man's quest for love.. not only the lovey dovey kinda love.. it potrayed meaning of true love.. between friends.. between brothers.. between lovers.. :D

there was this scene in the movie.. when the main character kissed his lover.. and they was this rewinding scene.. as though that one kiss had erased the bad memories that they had gone through.. if only people could do that.. the world would be a very wonderful place.. :D and i had a dream ytd.. very closely tied to the movie.. its so vivid its actually still playing in my mind.. :X i am actually hoping that it will turn into reality.. wells.. i dunno.. its been so long.. seems.. i cant let go.. LOL!!.. anyways.. if u dun understand this.. u dun need to care much... cause its just for mi to release..

okie okie.. anyways.. its time to go.. cya peeps.. :D

2009-03-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!!

nothing much to do now.. so i decided to blog.. :D

wells.. today was an ultra blue day.. work totally sucks.. ever get the feeling that ur work snowballs.. and u are so sick of it tt you dun wanna touch it.. it was tt exact feeling tt i felt the entire day lah!!!! ZZZzz.. i feel so irritated..

i was so slpy that i fell a slp on the bus.. LOL.. and guess wad i also slept on the uncle's shoulder who was next to me.. :X LOL!!

yeah.. then i gt home.. i decided to go run.. felt so fat lah.. it rained thruout the entire weekend.. that dampened my running spirit.. ZZZz.. i guess i did well improving my timing by lk 3 mins.. LOL.. for such a mentally draining daylike today i think i did well man!!! :X LOL.. i am forever praising myself lah.. :X LOL.. get used to it.. i think i am handsome i am hot!!! :D

okie lah peeps.. im off need to slp!! :X another day of challenges ahead..

2009-03-01T17:55:00.004+08:00

yoyoyoyoy.. merman in the house!!! woohoo!! hahaha..

this week is kinda cool.. :D

mon.. had ORD lunch!! happy ORD austen and kianyong!!! damn it.. i so feel lk AWOL-ing!!! i am a PO that dosen have the privilege to use my authority on duty.. ZZzz.. this sucks!!! we took half day off.. then after tt we caught pink panther two.. its a retarded show!!! LOL!! completely retarded lah.. but i am a sucker for retarded jokes.. so i kinda enjoyed it.. hahaha.. and then.. i hit the road again.. running lk 8 km..

tues.. went out for dinner with aust, szekiat and nicholas.. :D " Fei Fei Wanton noodles as good as ever!! :D

wed.. had this stupid career fair.. they cheated me of my weekly dosage of bball!! this sucks lah!! ZZzz... ended like ultra late.. ZZzz...

thurs.. we went to creamery.. :D:D:D:D I LUV MY DESERTS!!! i think its a pretty cool place to chill too.. :D:D:D:D

fri.. played bball after work.. then went home.. B-O-R-I-N-G!! ZZz..

ytd.. i met up with my pri sch classmates.. we went dine in breeks.. then went to sum pub.. i ended up going home at lk 3 am.. i think its kinda cool to look back and see how all of us have changed over the years.. and damn.. those who were shorter than me all became giants.. :X LOL!!

today.. was lk super boring.. i went to church in the morning.. then after tt i decided to gym den run.. but IT HAD TO RAIN!!!! RAHHHHHH!!!! so i was stuck in the gym.. so boring!!!!! ZZzzz..

okie.. tt's abt it for my week.. anyways.. i have been running alot recently.. trying to keep a steady 3 times of 8 km per week.. :D but the stupid rain is not helping!!! ZZzz...

*note to all: the people In church that i refer to in the following statements are a miniscule amount of people in church tt i noe.. Once again i emphasize that most are good.. :D*- anyways.. after being away from people in church for so long.. i realised people outside church and in church are the same.. just that people IN church lk to make enemies with those who are outta church.. recently a fren suddenly told me he is going back to church.. and i feel so happy for him.. not tt i said anything out to persuade him. more of influence him subconciously lah.. people IN church would have just gone in hard.. psycho u.. when they actually dun give a shit abt you.. its so disappointing.. i think the people IN church really need help.. sumhow... WAKE UP!! you are more of a f-ing hypocrite than the unchurched.. Dun F-ing act holy just cause you are a Christian.. i will be lk wth.. this entire thing is a facade.. ZZZz.. dun mind my ranting.. just need to get my frustration out once in a while.. its been 4 mths.. and i still feel tt its f-ed up.. :X hahaha.. i mean i still go svc every week and everything.. but the pple.. nah.. dun trust them anymore.. and i learnt it the hard way.. :D

okie lah.. im off.. tomorrow meeting sharon for SHOPPING!!!!! & I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!! i need my retail therapy.. :X LOL!! cya peeps!! :D

2009-02-22T00:44:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! woohoo!! LOL!!

i am here to revive a dead blog..

I am so lazy to update cause its been lk a ultra long while since i really blogged.. so i shall just update abt this week.. :D

Mon.. I went for an 8 km run and i got abrasions from it lah!!! so irritating.. i tot this onli happen in tracom.. and my pants keep dropping.. so every few steps i run i need to stop and pull it up.. ZZz....

Tues.. I met up with Sharon.. its been a super long while since i last met her lah.. but she's still looking as good as ever.. :D we met at sing post for a chat.. and listen up folks.. neva ever dine in the coffee bean there.. the mosquitoes come in swarms.. they are crazy.. poor sharon fed an entire family of mosquitoes lah!!!!

Wed.. i met up with shuzhen.. talked for abit at TM's mac.

Thurs.. i did sum stun again.. hahahaha.. guess wad.. i woke at 10.30.. i was late for lk 2 hours.. :X lk so dead lah.. in the end i took half day.. but that was after facing two v irate mdm and one v amused one that tot i went on AWOL.. :P

Ytd.. I played pool after work.. wad an eventful friday rite??!!! ZZZzz.. :X

Anyways.. im off.. :D cya peeps.. :D

2009-02-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. hahaha.. :X woohoo!!

haven been blogging.. :X i am lazy to update.. but anyways.. i am on facebook!!!! hahahaha.. add mi okie!!! hahaha.. i have been fiddling with it for the past few days.. :X writing none stop on pple's wall.. lol.. :X

i hear it calling mi.. :X i'm off peeps.. shall do justice to blogger tomorrow.. :D

cya peeps.. :D

2009-01-31T01:26:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoy.. merman in the house.. woohoo!! hahahaha.. :X

haven been updating..

CNY ROX seriously.. good haul this year.. though smaller compared to yester years.. :X

recently i am hooked up on this new game called left 4 dead.. i am not a gamer.. so when i say its good.. its really good.. hahahahah..

the best part of CNY is the new clothes.. :D to wear and parade around.. without feeling weird.. s'poreans are hopeless at dressing up.. when u go out with frenz.. they just dress normally.. lk going to market to buy veg.. :X

anyways.. sun - tues.. had a wonderful rest.. CNY!!!

wed.. went to work.. thank God for bball.. :P hahaha.. then after tt went island creamery again.. :X hahaha.. it was an entirely comical day.. thanks to austen.. hahahaha.. he and his 30 year old galfren!! :X hahahaha..

thurs.. utterly boring.. because my fun mdm wasn't there.. and the atmosphere was ultra solemn because my other retarded mdm was there.. it was so solemn that i fell a slp whilst watching movie.. :X after work went left 4 deading with kaixiang and austen.. :X FUN!!

today.. went left 4 deading with HS and Ben.. :X fun sia.. :X

i saw this off a 3sa's blog.. "if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. it's because they have tried to blend into the world before, but the people there continue to disappoint them." i kinda agree with the statement man.. the world is full of suckers.. bast****s and bit*****... had my share of them.. but who cares.. i am still mi.. :D

reminds mi of step up 2.. when they made this statement.. "always be urself.. cause life's too short to be sumbody else.." :D

wells.. tomorrow off to visit miss ong and shopping with guan jun in the morning.. so ciao pple.. :D
God <3
she will be loved..

2009-01-24T01:31:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!! hahaha.. :X

okie.. updates.. woohoo!!! its friday!!!! you guys dunno how long i waited for this week to end man.. ZZzz...

i onli gymmed once last week.. Zzzz... sucks lah..

Mon.. caught the transporter 3.. kinda cool.. i would give it lk 3 outta 5.. the front was boring.. it was so boring.. all of us fell aslp.. then when the action gt going we woke up.. hahahahaha.. :X

Tues.. din go back YJ.. cause jiaqi postponed the YJ visit to the week after CNY..

Wed.. so tired lah.. :X i played bball.. and rotted the entire day.. cause keep having crap to clear..

Thurs.. we went to ikea.. hahaha... in the end i din get my cushions.. craps!!!~~!! but we saw lots of cool stuff.. and had a wonderful time crapping.. and chating as usual.. :D without a couple of idiots from my dept.. ZZzz...

Today.. went out with guan jun and hong seng.. both shopping for new year clothes.. and i need to buy a belt.. ZZzz.. AND I STILL CANT FIND ONE THAT I LIKE!!!.. so irritating.. ZZzz..

anyways.. im off.. super tired.. bballing tomorrow morning in yishun summore.. hahaha.. ZZzz.. cya peeps.. :D
God <3
For You alone are Holy!

2009-01-18T00:34:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!! hahaha..

updates!!!

Fri.. i went out with austen, kaixiang and woey thee.. and my MDM!!! hahahaha.. v cool to have such a fun loving mdm.. if not i woulda died a long long time ago.. :X hahaha.. the bad thing is im gonna be stuck here for a long long while.. :X i guess my transfer request is squashed.. :D

anyways.. ate at newton circus.. we finally fulfilled our stingray desire.. we already said we wanted to eat stingray lk a few mths ago lah.. hahaha.. anyways.. after tt we went to island creamery.. its this really cool ice cream place.. :D hahaha.. man.. i luv the place.. :D ought to go there more often.. in addition to the great mud pies.. there were alotta eye candies as well.. woohoo!!!! the 4 of us were lk snipers lah.. "eh... check out that gal.. " hahaha.. ultra fun.. and super farny.. "GAWK.. she's so flat.. u could run an aeroplane off her.." :X hahaha.. after tt we went pooling.. :D then i chiong cab home.. oh man.. and i gt another week of programmes set up with them next week.. this is SOOOO fun!!! hahahaha..

today.. kinda sian.. onli i went svc.. msg was great.. nonetheless.. hahaha.. then i headed to orchard.. walk walk.. i love the hustle and bustle of town... :D makes u feel lk u're in the middle of everything.. super cool.. :D

tomorrow shld be gyming.. unless im lazy.. then i will just bball then rot at home.. :X

mon.. watching transporter 3.. with my gang of snipers..
tues.. going back YJ.. with jiaqi..
wed.. spring cleaning.. and i think shld be meeting shuzhen.. haven asked her though..
thurs.. IKEA!!! we are gonna get our cushions..
fri.. HOPEFULLY its a half day.. then we can go chiong again.
sat.. bballing with my dearest 201.. and then visiting my teacher..
sun.. CNY EVE!!!

boy.. i feel tt my life's so happening.. :D hahha...

okie.. i gotta run.. cya peeps..
God <3
But God saved the day..

2009-01-15T00:31:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! woohoo!! hahaha..

okie.. I have been shopping for two consecutive days.. YAY!!!! :D

anyways.. updates!!

sun.. i met up with arief.. and we went shopping at city hall.. din buy anything though.. :( but we had a good long chat.. and caught up a little bit..

mon.. i was supposed to meet shuzhen.. but her tummy is acting up again.. so.. in the end we din meet.. :D

ytd.. i went out with austen and kaixiang.. :D hahahaha.. we went to city hall and ate at thai express.. apparently their tom yam soup is not as hot as i expected.. or rather as hot as i am.. :X hahaha.. then i went to change my pedro shoes.. i bought a pair and regreted.. and then i decided to go change it to another pair.. :D then after tt we waffled.. gelare!!!!! half price.. hahahaha... :X cheapo us.. :X

today.. time passed pretty quickly.. i woke up at lk 8.30 lah.. ZZzz.. then i totally rushed to work.. reached at lk 8.50.. :X cab costed mi $11.60... WTS!!! ZZzzz.. then i met magesh.. lk an extra long time since i last saw him man.. apparently.. he's fitter.. lk mi.. :X hahaha.. then b4 i knew it.. it was time to bball.. then after tt we went vivo.. :D:D:D i got a new book!!!!! John Grisham.. The Testament.. :D hahaha.. so fun to go out with them.. we are lk a mad mad bunch of peeps.. we luv fun FuN FUN!!!! :D hahaha..

I realised.. that my thighs are aching.. cause i did squats ytd.. and i played bball today.. :D i realised that i am beginning to suck.. my old moves seem to be evaporating.. hahaha.. then i almost sprained my ankle playing bball.. :X lk ultra painful.. it is still kinda sore.. will go easy on it.. till sun.. when im bballing again.. :D

anyways.. lately.. i've been doing sum thinking.. and i realised the irony of everything.. NOTE TO ALL: THIS IS APPLICABLE ONLY TO A SMALL MINISCULE BUNCH OF CHURCH PEEPS.. MAJORITY ARE STILL V GOOD PPLE!! the church has always been a symbol of hope, second chances and acceptance.. however, the very people who claim to be so righteous are putting good pple in a second prison.. when u first come to church u feel accepted as who u are.. then along the way u tumble over.. and they dun pick u up instead they step all over u.. then they put down good people who had sacrificed so much for their cause.. destroying every single bit of hope left in them after having taken blow after blow.. they begin to see you in a different light.. sum spots that will neva come off.. just cause of one stupid misunderstanding.. it can result in ostracising a good man.. causing the good man to give up totally on them.. isn't this one big vicious cycle of pple coming and just leaving lk tt?.. and wad's worse is that his impression of the church would have changed.. wad was once so free and open would change to being so bitter and closed up.. Even Jesus on the cross.. He told the thief crucified beside Him that his sins were forgiven.. giving him a second chance, a beam of hope even as he breathed his last.. and who are the pple who caused it all.. its the very same pple who first asked u to come to a church svc.. WAD IRONY!!~~!!! the very pple who preached repentence and acceptance of pple whoever they are, are the very same pple that will crush ur life and put u down.. dissappointing..

Kindly note this.. just cause u are the majority it is not a fact tt u are always rite.. just cause u see things from a certain perspective dosen mean that it must always be lk tt.. things are sumtimes not what it seems.. yet sum people just cant see beyond their nose.. totally pathetic.. its time to wake up.. if this continues.. despite u guys being a small bunch.. it would still cause damage.. u guys preach love but breed bitterness.. you hold a bible in your hand and say u are righteous.. no one is perfect but God.. its with great regret when i say this but this is wad's happening in the society today..

cya peeps.. off to bed..
God <3
Love covers a mutitude of sins..

2009-01-10T00:24:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo.. merman in the house!! woohoo!! i went shopping today!!!

SHOPPING KING IS BACK!!! hahaha.. i spend lk 180 bucks on clothes today man..

CNY shopping lah.. cant blame.. i help to boost the economy too.. those who study econs shld noe the paradox of thrift in a sinking market.. :X hahaha..

anyways.. up till date.. i got..
2 new tops..
2 shorts..
1 pair of shoes..
1 vest..
1 jeans..

im basically set for chinese new year.. hahaha.. tomorrow is pay day again!! :D woohoo!!

anyways.. shall update more tomorrow.. kina lazy alr.. :D

cya peeps..

2009-01-08T21:08:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoy.. merman in the house!! woohoo!!! hahaha..

ArGh!!! FaT ALr... FaT aLr!!!

ZZzz... i gained 2 kg the past 4 days!!!!!! RAWR!!!! 3 straight days of deployment took up my gym time!!!! Tomorrow i will gym my butt off!!!

anyways.. today's deployment was entirely crappy.. i had to control the traffic of an entire carpark by myself.. they used the rest of the peeps as sign post.. wad a great way to use ur manpower rite?.. ZZZZz... well done man..

anyways.. after the entire thing i was entirely shack lah.. i realised how retarded drivers are.. got a friggin' big sign board in front of them.. they still go the wrong way.. lk super OMG!!~~!! it sorta justifies the use of so much manpower.. :X

super tired man.. i think its the 3rd consecutive day tt i slept on the bus on the way home.. i think it woulda looked super comical.. leaning against the glass sleeping.. but really ultra tired man...

i am going shopping tomorrow!!!!!!! anyone interested.. i just got pang-sehed by arief.. i actually sorta expected lah.. everything was gg too smoothly.. dosen shock me tt last min he cant go out with mi anymore.. i needa get my shorts and my shoes!!! anyone lk super free tomorrow?.. can just ring me man.. :D

okie lah.. cya peeps.. im off.. :D
God <3
For You are faithful.. :D

2009-01-07T20:44:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! woohoo!!

I HAVEN HIT THE GYM FOR 3 DAYS IN A ROW!! and its abt to become 4!!!! ZZZZZzz..

let mi update u all.. :D

Mon.. ultra blue day!! work was lk shit!!! ZZZz.. clearing piles of crap after crap... but my lovely mdm treated mi to lunch.. irony is i ate prata.. so the bdae pressie she gave mi was more fat to burn.. ZZzz.. hahaha.. austen gt mi a new skin for my ipod.. thanx austen!! :D

Tues... enlistment.. i was up at 5++ or rather 6 lah.. cause i was lazy.. and i lai chuang.. hahahaha.. so i cabbed down.. hahaha.. damn funny thing is.. there was this new trainee.. came in tell mi abt joining regular.. then i was lk yah yah yah.. and he keep calling mi sir.. :X hahaha.. lk super big shot sia.. :X hahaha..

today.. had.. briefing for tomorrow's deployment.. ZZZzz..

tomorrow.. deployment..

So all in all NO GYM FOR 4 DAYS!!!

ZZZzzz... RAWR!!!!!!!! super tired man.. this few days.. i wanna go shop.. also no energy.. meeting arief and eric on fri.. hopefully.. i need rest!!!!!!

okie lah.. time to go off.. cya peeps.. :D
God <3
follow Your heart always!! :D

2009-01-04T23:42:00.002+08:00

yooyoyoyoyo... merman in the house.. woohoo!!

hahaha.. the weekend flew by again.. drats the week tt is abt to start again.. ZZzz..

monday blues all over again.. ZZZZz...

okie.. let's bring to perception how tired i was ytd.. i slept at 1am.. all the way till 4 pm.. :X hahahahaha.. a full 15 hours of slp.. well done eh.. :X hahahah.. turning into a pig..

pay day is in a week.. exactly one week.. hahaha.. okie lah.. nth much to blog abt.. so im off.. cya peeps..
God <3
My whole world
Your design
You were always there before

2009-01-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!!

ZzzzZZz.. just feel ultra sian today.. ZZzzz..

anyways.. updates for the week..

thurs was new year also my bdae... i spent lk half of it slping.. and then woke at lk 12.. and rotted at home until i went out for dinner with my family.. the onli good thing abt the entire day.. was the monetary blessings i got bahz.. other than tt it sucked and was utterly boring.. i was v touched tt my sis put in alot of effort to do mi up a card though.. thanx sissy!!! :D

fri.. i had to get my ass outta bed and go to work.. really sucked.. good thing it was onli until 5.30.. i tot i mighta died.. i coulda cursed and sweared the whole day.. i woulda taken leave but my mdm say cannot take leave the first two weeks.. then suddenly she stunned every one.. she say tt week not considered... i almost banged wall man.. ZZzzz...

after work ended up at bugis with austen.. apparently he forgot to bring his house keys.. im lk ultra OMG... hahaha.. he is as sotong as mi man.. hahahah.. anyways.. i gt a fox shirt at half price.. dun gimme tt look k.. times are bad wad!!! be cheapo abit wun hurt.. :X hahahah.. and decided which pair of shoes to buy.. :P

today.. its been an ultra ultra long time since i woke up at 7 and worked out till afternoon.. hahaha.. not exactly work all the way lah.. but yeah.. u get the idea.. hahaha... i hit the swimming pool at 8.30 and swam for 1.5 hours.. and reached home at abt 10.30.. then i rotted for 1 hour.. then i hit the gym at 12.. all the way until 3.00.. then i cannot tahan.. i went to shop... I GOT MY SHORTS FINALLY!!!

let me tell u the story of how i gt my shorts.. ZZzz.. i gt it at 77th street btw.. :X hahaha.. Oops.. okie.. tt's retarded.. anyways.. i went into the stall.. then i took the shorts i lk i went to try.. then i realised the zipper abit troublesome.. so okie.. i brought it to the salesperson.. so she tried to wax the zipper.. dunno for wad.. then the zipping still wasn't smooth.. so she tried to twist and turn lah.. she say.. all the zippers liddat one.. so not so easy for ur zip to drop.. then she brought mi over to the other shorts.. then she showed mi the zippers.. and guess wad.. they were all very smooth.. so i was lk -.-".. well done.. then she abit stunned.. dunno how to twist alr.. i was thinking if i shld continue to bombard her.. :X v bad rite.. hahahaha.. so in the end i decided to be a kind soul and buy the shorts and change the zipper at the tailor if i have to.. hahahaha..

yeah.. then i went for svc... then ended up at PS for dinner.. thanx to lao pa for treating.. :D hahaha.. yeah.. and here i am blogging.. feeling ultra sian actually..

actually i am kinda sick of the same things happening over and over again.. i am thinking if its time to just leave.. walk away and not care.. call mi an escapist.. yes i am.. i have grown v v weary.. albert einstein once said tt insanity is doing the same thing over and over again but expecting a different result.. i sorta agree.. sumtimes i just feel lk screaming.. i am onli human!! Lord take this cup away from mi!! and there are times i feel lk job.. having lived his entire life for God.. yet.. persecuted.. though his ending was blessed.. but the ordeal he went thru, who can bear?..

yet He says.. no matter wad.. dun leave.. Gal 6:9 And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart.. i also rmb this quote from bolt the movie.. the hamster says this.. "if there is sumthing i learnt from bolt.. it is to neva a leave a fren when he or she is in need.."

maybe this tots are running in my head cause i am really tired today.. iya.. wadeva the case.. tomorrow will be a better day.. :D

Moreover the light of the moon will be as the light of the sun, And the light of the sun will be sevenfold, As the light of seven days, In the day that the LORD binds up the bruise of His people And heals the stroke of their wound. Isaiah 30: 26

okie.. let's forget the unhappy past.. and look to the bright future.. :D
God <3
Lord
Your will be done!!

2008-12-31T23:15:00.007+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house..

RAWR!!! I CANT BELIEVE THIS!!! i am stranded at home on new year's eve.. pple took pigeon airline and flew off.. so here i am stuck.. typing this blog post!!! ZZZzz... RAWR!!! sobz.. no one jio mi out this year.. then when i go jio pple.. got pang seh-ed.. ArGh... this sucks lah..

cool rite.. sing auld lang syne alone.. ZZzz... i might as well get deployed lah.. just now at orchard saw my fellow brothers patrolling in blue.. and i tot i was so fortunate to not get deployed.. but lk super sian lah now.. ZZZzz...

iya.. wadeva lah.. ZZz... here's wad happened today.. got up to go to work.. then chiong home and went out with my dearest yeow hwee.. my husband.. :X hahaha.. we watched bolt in 3D then went to shop.. yeah.. then he left.. and i found out that i will be singing auld lang syne alone.. ZZZz...

stayed over at ken's house again on mon and tues.. overnite MJ.. shengda chui the earliest again.. LoUsY!!! :X hahaha..

well bolt was good.. kinda meaningful too.. :D go watch.. its really not bad..

anyways.. as promised pics from sunday's sentosa trip..

sentosa!!!

han teck.. weiling.. hong seng.. mi the handsome one.. yeow hwee my hubby.. bingqiang.. guan jun.. iggy.. pic looks good rite?.. cause my jie jie not in it.. :X hahha..
retarded jie jie making a retarded face.. suits her better yah.. :X

201 cheerleaders!!! woohoo!!

the 201 pyramid.. we will neva fall!!

weird looking sea creature.. my mermaid!!!

bunch of retards that have neva seen trees in their entire life..

mi and my jie jie... shuyu!! lose fish.. :X hahha..

tt's mi hugging my papa.. :X hahaha..

hungry!!! we want FOOD!!

oh crap.. retarded person..

our soup!!!

papa.. acting cute...

two deperate peeps.. dummies also want.. :X

they resemble a certain race.. :X

my ice cream!!!

shhh!!! dun tell my lao gong..

act cute again!!!!

us b4 we split up.. dun miss mi.. :X
sobz.. they dowanna care abt mi..

kelian de mi..
jie jie still the best.. :X
act cool.. the one at the far end most shuai.. :X
dun even noe how to press the bell.. *bangs wall*

yeah.. this is my dearest 201~~~!!!!!! woohoo!!! best peeps tt i have ever known in my stay in YJ!!.. thank you darlings.. i wanted to post the pic of my bdae pressie but i realised my WC is in it.. so cant.. just wish that all my frenz are lk you lot.. :D

anyways... after tt i ended up shopping with guan jun and my papa.. zheng zhong.. hahaha..

okie.. guess wad i am doing now.. i am talking to denise.. hahaha.. been a while.. she is a real stress reliever.. and perks pple up real good.. her reactions are really priceless.. hahahaha.. laughs my head off man!!! nice to be around pple lk tt.. i think we are really cute.. her destiny's is to become a waitress u noe.. cause she mastered the art of pouring water without spilling it.. :X hahahaha..

i think it would be a good time to reflect on 2008..

i guess last year.. (its past 12.. i took close to 2 hours to blog... blame it on the pics.. )

i gained alot and loss alot as well.. and im not just talking abt my weight..

definitely opened my eyes to alot of different things.. im even more open now..
i learnt this well.. keep your frenz close but your enemies even closer..

i also learnt tt even the closest of frenz.. may turn their back on u one day..

i learnt who really appreciates mi.. and who dosen..

i have made many good frenz.. and lost many who are not tt true..

all in all a good year.. and the best year has yet to come.. :D

okie.. cya peeps.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! & HAPPY BDAE TO MI!!!!

God <3

For God so loved the world..

2008-12-31T00:29:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyo... merman in the house.. woohoo!! hahahah..

RAWR!!! dunno y.. i feel super duper tired now..

just to thank my v v v dearest 201 for celebrating my bdae on sun.. wad a pleasant surprise.. really v v blessed to have shld a dear bunch of you guys in YJC... they gt mi a braun buffell wallet lah... oh my goodness.. they still really do understand mi.. :D

i will post the pic tomorrow bahz.. i am just too lazy today..

pple im still free tomorrow!!! kindly do jio mi if u all are gonna get high tomorrow nite.. actually heard tt my department peeps are going to chiong tomorrow.. hopefully they dun pang seh.. if not i will be singing *lonely* and singing auld lang syne alone.. ZZZzz...

okie lah.. cya peeps.. :D hahaha..
God <3
Should all acquaintance be forgot?

2008-12-26T01:53:00.004+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! :X

actually wanted to update on tues cause wed going to ken's house to stay over.. but din find the time to come online.. :X

hahaha.. yup so.. this is wad happened this week..

mon.. we had an appreciation dinner for my entire department.. and just wad was my role.. i was kacap puteh man.. well done.. thanx to my mdm.. and for the lucky draw.. i got a 10 dollars NTUC voucher.. i almost jumped off the building man.. there was an ipod, a DVD player.. and i had to get a 10 dollar NTUC voucher.. OMG lah!!!!~~~!!! can bangwall die..

tues.. the entire dept went out for christmas lunch.. and guess wad.. there was a gift exchange... hahahaha.. and i conveniently tot tt the gift exchange was on the day.. i tot its on wed.. so im lk ZZZz.. guess who my gift was for.. it was for my boss.. well done rite?.. hahaha.. totally paiseh lah.. ZZzzzz.. hahaha.. he was lk.. who is giving mi present ar.. then i was lk.. ZZZZzzz.. sorry lah boss. wah the entire dept was staring at mi lah... super paiseh.. ZZzz...

wed.. i was late for work by half an hour... but who cares.. christmas eve for christ sake.. and i was so tempted to throw an MC cause it was raining... the moment i reached the office.. my mdms all went for breakfast.. and they went for lk 2 hours lah.. we were lk.. wad the heck can they do in the canteen for 2 hours!!! so we ended up watching movies.. until 12.30.. then go home.. hahahhaahahha.. holiday mood can!!!

yeah.. then chiong christmas shopping.. this year's shopping v exciting one lor.. hahaha.. recently got this insurance agent keep calling mi.. we used to be colleagues lah.. then now he change job.. become insurance agent.. and he keep trying to ask mi out.. so i keep siam-ing.. sms i dun reply.. call i dun pick up.. in the end.. tues nite i went shopping at orchard.. then i saw him at a store.. wah.. i was lk.. WTS.. then i ran outta the store.. damn high lor.. hahaha..

but wah.. on tues when i went to orchard.. could feel the xmas spirit man.. so high.. hahaha..

anyway.. wed.. went to svc.. the xmas production this year abit sian.. nonetheless still good.. :D then after tt we went to meet up with yanran's frenz and makan.. and then headed for ken's house.. and we MJ.. hahaha.. super high sia.. hahaha.. not bad lor i still can tahan till 6.. :X

after tt we concussed.. we slept till lk 4.. hahaha..then went jurong point makan.. then we went shopping and ended up at starbucks..

and now here i am.. :D

anyways... hope that lao pa and tt da mei nu lk the pressies i got them.. :D xmas shopping this year was disasterous though.. next year i will start earlier..

tomorrow.. going shopping!!!!!!!!!!!~~~!!~~ woohoo!!! YAY!!!

okie.. let mi post sum pics.. :D

candles v pretty rite!!! candle light svc on 20th dec..

Me and my Lao pa.. notice that a zh...*ahem*.. Da mei nu is missing.. hahaha..

this is wad happened.. i attended to a case of family dispute this morning.. a father was fighting with his daughter.. here are sum pics..

father down after being beaten up...

father tries to retaliate..

BUT...

in the end.. he still gets beaten up.. hahahahahahhahaha...

okie lah.. tt's all folks.. cya peeps... :D

2008-12-21T01:08:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!!!

okie.. updates... :D

tues and wed was slogging my butt off.. esp wed.. but still managed to play bball.. hahahaha.. woohoo!!

thurs.. met up with ken, yanran, sd and miaoru for dinner.. then after tt ended up shopping.. :D shopped at plaza sing then went over to bugis.. hahaha...

ytd.. went to ECP with ken, yanran and shengda!!!!!!!! woohoo!! i realised i still can cycle.. hahahaha.. just tt i go zig zag onli.. :X hahahaha.. shengda's first time on blades.. hahaha..it was totally comical.. then yanran super bad.. keep trying to make him fall.. lao pa the most high de.. cannot break.. in the end fall down.. :X hahhaa.. then ended up makaning at hong kong cafe.. hahaha..

after that.. i went to do sum christmas shopping.. still got a couple of peeps on the list.. not settled.. i shld be settling tomorrow.. :X and i finally got my havanas ( wadeva lah.. dunno how to spell..)

today.. went for svc.. that da mei nu really zhu lehz.. hahaha.. i tot i woke up at 2 already v zhu alr.. she broke my record.. ZZzzz.. hahaha.. wah.. 13 hours of slp.. lk u concuss sia.. hahaha.. so mi and laopa guo le er ren shi jie.. hahahah.. we caught yes man.. go watch.. its super retarded.. super hilarious.. and worth ur money.. go watch man.. hahaha..

wells svc today was lk super pretty lah.. :D hahaha.. luv candle light svcs.. :D

RAWR!!!
i realised i haven been gyming for 3 days..
i realised i have alot of xmas shopping to do..
i realised i have CNY clothes to buy..

people jio me if u guys are going shopping!!! i wanna tag along...

and NG YEOW HWEE!!! nah.. make u famous le.. pple.. introducing.. my lao gong.. hahahaha.. he say he wanna be famous on my blog.. so here u have it..born in 1989.. going to triple E in NTU.. pple too late he's taken by mi.. hahahahahaha.. :X

okie lah.. im off.. cya peeps.. :D
God <3
Faliz navidad!!

2008-12-15T23:36:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. :D

DRATS!!! i hate mondays!!!! ZZzz... the blues always gets me!!! ZZZZZzz!!..

Today.. work work work and work.. i was so tired.. that when i decided to hit the gym after work.. i spend an hour.. oh my goodness!!!! one hour ONLY!!!!!!!! i think i set a new record.. ZZZzz...

been doing alot of thinking lately.. feeling quite emo too.. wad other than trust require years to build up yet can be destroyed in a split second..

i dun really wanna say much.. though i really have quite alot on my mind.. wad has happened has happened.. no point crying over spilt milk.. its just us.. holding each other up now.. and i believe we have all we need.. :D

No distrust.. No backbiting.. Just plain us.. A group of fun loving.. God loving.. LaMe people..

Life is a path filled with choices.. our choices affect others and other people's choices affect us.. and we have no choice but to accept wad is thrown at us..

but at the end of the day i know we will be lk paul.. "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith." 2 Tim 4:7

let's continue to fight the fight of faith.. :D Romans 1:17 For in it the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith; as it is written, “The just shall live by faith.”

Lao Pa Jiayou!!! Da Mei Nu Jiayou!!! Merman Jiayou!!! "Two are better than one, Because they have a good reward for their labor." Ecc 4:9 :D In this case 3 are better than one.. :D

But i really admire Lao Pa.. having done so much.. and gone through so much.. he walks on.. :D Jiayou man!!

hao bahz.. tt's abt it for today lah.. :D
God <3
O Lord,
Keep us and neva let us falter! :D

2008-12-14T03:42:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!!

okie.. just gt back from jurong point.. my goodness it is super far.. hahaha.. :X

anyways.. ken, yanran and i went to watch " the day the earth stood still".. kinda cool.. hahaha.. but the ending was kinda abrupt.. :X go watch if u wanna hear keanu reeves speak chinese.. GAWK!! ITS FARNY MAN!!! hahahaha...

anyways.. updates!!!!

thurs i was on half day and fri on full day.. basically spend both days at the gym and on fri.. i went to jurong west church for this emerge event.. before the event i met cerise aka yansin aka hope.. iya dunno how many million names she have lah.. damn farny.. :X hahaha.. lk super duper long neva see her le since she moved to jurong west svc instead of expo.. she was lk.. oh my God!!! you changed alot!!!!! i am lk got mehz?.. hahahaha.. v farny lor.. she lk super ji dong.. :X

yeah.. then the emerge was filled with too much talent.. seriously.. ZZZzz.. head keeps spinning.. :X hahaha.. justina a 13 year old who performed in front of president sr nathan before.. the drummer.. really he lk octopus.. inhuman.. :X hahaha...then the dancers.. yeah and the beatboxers.. totally outta the world.. :D

then today.. yeah.. i wanted to head to the gym.. but obviously i woke with all my muscles aching especially the triceps. and my bed felt so much more comfortable.. so i decided to lie in.. hahaha.. :X so i skipped the gym session.. :X

and i tot pastor Tan preached a v v vv v WOW word today.. and i mean super WOW!!~~~ hahaha.. super cool.. :D yeah.. fellowshipped at paya lebar KFC.. then shot to jurong point for midnite show.. :D

and here i am half dead.. i hear mi bed calling mi.. cya peeps.. :D
God <3
For greater things have yet to come..

2008-12-10T23:56:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. hahaha... :D

OMG!!! ytd was the longest day of my life lah!!!!! wah.. i really almost died.. i woke at lk 5.30 am.. super blur.. had to chiong cab down to old PA just cause i woke up late by half an hour.. ZZZzzzZZZzz.. really sucks lah.. it was enlistment day..

den was damn farny.. cause i was in charge of the interviewing section.. so they had this pink form to fill up to declare stuff lah.. then the very first guy that came up to mi.. HE WAS HOMO!!!! he passed mi the pink form tt time i was lk glancing down.. then i saw.. homosexual tendencies.. in my head i was lk.. WAD THE SHIT!! then i was lk.. *ignore..* carry on with the interview.. hahahahaha...

then got one more ex-secret society member.. interesting..

then.. had lunch then went back to the office.. it was really crap lor.. i almost died.. ZZzz.. good thing my two mdms went out for a meeting.. so i lk spent two hours slping.. hahahaha.. whilst they were having meeting..

then after work going home.. i concuss on the bus.. damn paiseh.. i think my head swung swung swung.. and landed on an old lady's shoulder.. so she was lk pushing me away.. then i woke with a start.. hahahahha..

today.. wasn't tt bad.. i managed to survive.. because of ytd.. i gt slp deficit.. so this morning i had difficulty waking up again.. :X so i ended up being late for work by 15 mins.. :X hahaha.. i was surprised i was nt murdered.. :X

finally played bball after a super duper long while today.. :P hahahaha...

i got a fresh revelation.. :D ever wondered y when we pray we keep using 'in Jesus name i pray...' It is sorta lk a letter.. when u sign off.. its lk.. yours sincerely or yours faithfully.. XYZ or merman or sumthing.. its lk when u pray u are signing off as Jesus.. as Christians we are to transform to be more and more lk Jesus everyday.. so think of your prayer as a vocal letter to God.. :D pray the prayers tt Jesus would pray.. :D ALRIGHT MAN!!!

okie peeps.. half day tomorrow!!! hitting the gym.. and hopefully meeting the LaMeRs!! :D
God <3
In Your hands i commit myself.. :D

2008-12-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!! hahaha..

i saw this on the net today.. hahahaa.. swearing does relieve stress... read the article man..
http://health.msn.com/health-topics/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100228142&GT1=31036

hahahaa.. so the next time u are stress go like.. Whisky Tango Foxtrot... etc.. hahahhahahha...

updates... on sat... went for the dinner.. hahahaha.. yeah.. my auntie was lk.. eh.. u perm ur hair ar?.. then i was lk.. y would i perm my hair.. hahahaha.. it was cos of my latest hairdo that they haven seen yet.. hahaha.. so they tot my hair curly.. ZZzz..

on sun.. woah man.. it was classic.. i woke at ten for svc.. and i was late alr.. but i realised my toilet gt pple using.. so.. i lied down again.. then CONCUSS!! hahaha.. by the time i woke up it was 11.. hahahaha.. i reached in time for offering.. hahahaha.. ZZZzzzZZzz... then i hit the gym.. i really realised how much protein helps when u are gyming.. hahaha..

yeah.. then today.. was supposed to meet up with my dearest LaMeRs.. but.. all not free.. so.. i met up with my dearest OGLs instead.. :D:D:D:D:D we ate at the hong kong cafe at raffles city where i ate just last thurs.. super ZZzzZZzzZZZzz.. awwww wells.. but the chit chatting was fun.. hahaha.. I WANT MY PICS!!! we ended up at the esplanade after dinner.. then we wrote on those balls that are in the river during countdown tt light up u noe.. damn cool!!!!!!!~~!!~~!!~~!! yeah.. then jiaqi gt high.. sugar rush maybe.. hahaha.. her banana yoghurt pao pao cha.. hahahahaha.. damn aunty lah!!!! hahahaha.. hanging out with them is really super fun sia.. :X

RAWR!!! tomorrow enlistment again.. means i have to report to work at 6.30 am again!!!!! ZZZzz... this is stupid.. ZZZzz.... the faster i get out of that place the beta..

anyways... cya peeps.. im off.. :D
God <3
Lord, i surrender all!

2008-12-06T00:49:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo... merman in the house... hahahaha..

wells.. updates... last sunday.. i went out bballing with ken, sd, gengting, ivan.. hahahaha.. kinda cool.. then ended up watching body of lies with ken and sd.. :D i realised i lk kiddy movies.. that's y i recently downloaded 'beauty and the beast', 'little mermaid' and 'casper'.. hahahaha.. its not childish okie!!!! i am 18 onli after all.. hahahahahaha.. not lk my lao pa.. 25.. :X hahahahaha..

mon.. totally blue man.. ZZzzzzZZZzzzzZZZzz... i hate mondays..

tues.. i left early.. PTL!!!!! (PRAISE THE LORD).. all my mdms not around i so happy lah... :X so i zhao at 5.30.. hahahahahaha... i earned half an hour lor.. :X

wed.. i totally killed myself.. the entire day was spend on murdering pple.. throwing bombs here and there.. then i hit the gym..

ytd.. had in svc.. its this outing thingy we have every month... we went to sum stupid water works thingy.. then i hit the gym.. then i met my beloved lamers!!!!!! :D when we get together and just flow and everything.. so FUNNNNNN!!!! :X

today.. went PS with ken and yanran.. super fun de lor.. hahaha.. :D next time i wanna shop is find u all le.. :X hahahaha..

tomorrow.. im having sum dinner thingy with my family.. and im hitting the gym.. :D:D:D

i realised how much i lk fairy tale endings.. :D:D:D i watched beauty and the beast.. and i tot it was really cool!!!! :D i told my colleaugues and they were laughing away... ZZzzz.. but its super nice lor!!!!!! bleh!! hahahaha..

I realised how much more i have to prove to the world.. but i am gonna make it!! :D pple tt say tt just be satisfied with wad u have.. along tt line.. that's loser's mentality!! its just another way of saying i cant be bothered.. Lazy ass mentality..

ZZzz.. also.. there are others tt do not pratise wad they preach.. hypocrites.. makes me sick... oh goodness gracious me.. how much longer have i gotta put up with such rubbish!!!

okie lah.. im watching casper now.. :X old but nice lor.. :X hahaha... cya peeps..
God <3
Sum pple just never learn!!

2008-11-29T03:12:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! woohoo!! hahaha..

ALRIGHT MAN!!! hahahaha..

today.. woke at 10.. then i looked at the alarm clock and shouted "HAHA!! I'M ON LEAVE!!!!".. then i went back to sleep.. and by the time i jumped outta bed it was 2.. ZZZZZzzz.. so much for wanting to hit the gym early.. hahahaha... :X

after hitting the gym i rushed down to meet shengda and ken for pool.. no it wasn't swimming.. :X hahahaha.. now i noe this super duper cool place in chinatown.. :D yeah... ooohhh.. wells... :D

then we met yanran and shiyi for dinner.. :D yeah... LAMERS UNITE!! shi chao ai ni men de.. :D hahaha..

then got this event at riverwalk that the super duper talented miaoru was singing in.. :D woohoo!!!! ALRIGHT MAN!!! guys u're too late.. she's taken.. :X hahaha..

okie.. yeah.. then after tt they went for supper.. (i decided to control my diet.. after my weight began to remain stagnant..) *shhhhh!! its a secret!!..* :X hahaha.. and we continued our pool game.. :D i just reached home.. :D:D:D we should do this more often.. life will be more meaningful!!! :D:D

okie lah.. i need to hit the gym early tomorrow.. :D cya peeps.. :D
God <3
when u no longer noe which is rite and wrong..
u follow ur heart..

2008-11-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! woohoo!!!

wells.. here's my update for the week.. :D

mon.. nth much.. okie.. wells... MONDAY BLUES!!! RED!!! GREEN!!! ALL AT ONCE!!! ZZZzz... i hate work!!! ZZZzz... met up with eric.. carmen and yongjie for supper.. hahaha.. v cool to meet up once in a while and preserve this 8 years of frenship!! this are the kinda frenz that are super rare.. :D

tues.. had this lunch thingy.. hahaha.. thank God for it though.. i think it gave mi diahorrea.. hahahahahahaha... :P then i hit the gym.. :D

wed.. MC!!! cause i got diahorrea.. now i noe y there was so much farting whilst i was in the gym on tues.. hahahahaha... so happy.. get to stay home and be a pig for the entire day..

today.. half day leave.. woohoo!! so i hit the gym.. and after tt met ken and shengda for dinner.. :D:D:D:D:D VIVO!!!!!!!!!~~~!!!~~!!!

i'm on leave again tomorrow.. :D so its gym gym gym.. then meeting cog for pool!!! :D

this interesting thingy caught my eye on msn.. going to chuch live longer?.. http://health.msn.com/health-topics/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100227277&gt1=31036

hahaha.. hey hey.. the world finally sees sumthing!! :X yet at the same time sum are still acting lk imbeciles..

Thru the evilness of the world onli will the real goodness in pple be shown.. :D if there were no evil.. there would be no good.. chim ar.. :X im just so philosophical.. :X

So... this is love... and love always prevails.. :D

okie lah.. im off peeps.. :D cya!!!!
God <3
Who am i..
That You call my name!!

2008-11-23T23:27:00.003+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! woohoo!!!

okie.. its been a week since i updated.. :X hahahaha...

Anyways.. the entire last week was ASIA CONFERENCE.. :D cool lah ar.. having lk a svc every nite in a row for 5 days.. i went for 4.. not bad le bahz.. :X hahaha... then fri spent the nite at shengda's house with the lamers.. (merman luvs u all!!!) :X hahahaha.. V V V FUN!!!!! woohoo!!! encore!!!~~~ encore!!!~~~ :P the electives were cool too!!! social entrepreneurship.. effective counselling.. choosing the right partner in life.. but regretful i din manage to go for the starting a new business elective..

anyways... I GOT A NEW BIBLE!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D woohoo!!!! i luv tecman!!! :X

ZZZZzz.. this entire past week i have been battling with that pimple on my nose!!!!! ZZzzz.. i look lk rudolph can!!! damn irritating.. i wanna go do facial le lah!!!! ZZzz.. just lack the $$$$!!

and anyways.. i hit an all time low on my weight!! woohoo!! :X hahahaha.. the person tt invented the gym shld be given a nobel prize.. :X hahaha..

next week is gonna be interesting.. shld be meeting up with my OGLs again!!! :D yeah.. they say i dress super metrosexually.. hahahaha.. then in my office my mdm keep asking if im gay or notz.. super funny lah.. i think i got more female hormones than male hormones despite being male.. :X shhhhhh!! secret!! :P

also.. gonna meet up with my dearest seletar 5 clique!! :D and its half day off on thurs and full day off on fri again for mi!! so i am now adopting a 3.5 day week approach.. too much leave lah.. :X hahaha...

my goal of the week is to get rid of the ugly looking pimple on my face.. ZZZZzzz

okie.. cya peeps.. :D
God <3
This is my cry...
My one desire...

2008-11-16T00:31:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo... merman in the house... woohoo!!

updates!!!!

Fri.. went for this stupid walk with my department.. ZZzz.. i still think they are really retarded to make us come to work the next day after a stupid event that ended at 11 pm.. and wad's more i need to go for a stupid walk... ZZZzz.. God damn.. the organisers graduated straight outta Retarded Institution... ZZzz..

the onli good thing tt happen on fri is tt I FINALLY FOUND MY AUDIO TECHNIA HEADSET!!!! i was waiting for my nov pay.. then after i got it.. they totally cleaned out the stock on the white headset.. the one i want.. So i was lk damn irritated... ZZZzzz.. then finally i found it at best denki in plaza sing...

Today.. woke at lk 12.. :X hahaha... then headed straight to the gym.. this sorta lifestyle can kill man.. im hitting the gym 6 days a week now.. v farny.. on fri.. after work i told mark i going to the gym again.. then he was lk.. in hokkien.. cik kor tou nao sot tio... wah... damn farny.. :X hahaha...

after tt went for svc.. then fellowship at clarence's house.. ohh damned.. i sinned again today.. dinner is supposed to be low carbs and heavy on the veg.. and i had high carbs, no veg and FRIED FOOD!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!! fried food is lk the killer of every bodybuilder.. cause of the God damned oil content.. ZZzz... i am gonna have to work doubly hard at the gym tomorrow.. and in addition salad for dinner everyday next week.. :X

was intending to go club at lunar after svc.. but got pang seh... Alvis is sick.. so it got called off.. ZZzz.... oh crap.. ZZzzz....

Also good lah.. cause suddenly i got a phone call from my "business partner".. well we have the same dream lah.. retire young retire rich.. :D hahaha... i will be going down tomorrow to see the business that he is currently running.. kinda cool.. see if i can get into a partnership.. :D

Also, going to start learning hip hop in o school with max.. so its gonna start to be interesting.. hahaha... :D

okie lah.. cya peeps.. im off..
God <3
Does paradise really exist?

2008-11-13T00:06:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo merman in the house!! woohoo!!

yup yup.. i noe i haven been updating.. here i am to repent k.. :X basically last week passed as boring as can be.. other then the mid week stunner that max did.. and thurs was mdm Samirah's bdae!!! wooohoo!!! HAPPY HAPPY BDAE!!! old lady.. :X v bad.. hahahahahah... i am the youngest in the office at 18 k.. and im proud to say tt.. hahahaha...

thurs was on half day leave.. which i spent at kbox.. we were rotting and emo-ing.. pathetic NS life tt we are living now.. ZZzz..

then on sat i met up my dearest dearest OGLS.. stupid ruiping ORD alr.. ZZzz.. i think i will murder the next person tt says ORD.. ZZzz.. 1 year and 4 mths more lehz.. then i can go and be super high profile in uni again.. not tt i want it okie.. its my charisma.. :X okie okie.. i noe u guys wanna vomit.. :X

hahahaha.. ytd me and max headed down to clark quay.. ZZzz.. i wanna go chiong alr lah.. most prob on sat.. :D:D:D:D ALRIGHT MAN!!!

merman is now anti-carbohydrate and is turning into a herbivore.. :X hahahaha.. yes.. im officially qualified to be called a gym maniac.. hahaha.. as long as i dun turn in that big mean green thing called the hulk i shld be okie.. hahahahaha...

and really damn irritating.. my headphone is spoilt and i have decided to buy the audio technia headset... but its onli in yellow, turquoise and green!!!! WHERE'S MY WHITE!!!!! RAWR!!! this is so damn irritating.. ZZz..... i ran from suntec to orchard to somerset today and it is outta stock!!!!!!!!!! OMG!! RAWR!!! the world is against me!!!

ZZZz.... anyways.. this caught my eye.. "Man accused of stealing communion wafers".. here's the link.. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/27667151/?GT1=43001

hahahaha.. fancy trying to steal svc offering.. im so lk OMG.. idiot lah... ZZZz...

okie lah.. tt's it for today.. tomorrow have to be up early for sum stupid event... ZZZz.. cya peeps...
God <3
Take me to a place away from the troubles of the world..
A place where there is no tears but joy and laughter..
I'm still searching...

2008-11-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!!

alright.. hahaha.. wells.. i met up with a couple of 201 peeps ytd.. hopefully another one will come soon.. with more peeps.. we're going back to YJ!!! must wear sch uni go back.. :X hahaha.. i wanna kajiao teachers!!!! :D

today.. i hit the gym at 1.50.. and left at lk 5.. :X hahahaha... yes call me mad or wadeva u lk.. :X hahahaha.. but yeah.. was with max.. as we were doing leg raises.. this irritating idiot keep saying lame jokes.. trying to make us laugh.. ZZzz.. in the end my stomach cramp!!! ZZzz.. hahahahaha... the next time i hit the gym with him.. i am gonna do leg raises first b4 i meet him.. ZZZzz...

yeah.. tt abt sums up my sunday... i think i will vomit at the next balance sheet i see.. i have been reading into everything i can find on the net abt this tip off on Cosco corp.. it looks good.. but.. shall monitor.. before i jump in and invest.. :D

and yeah.. shall leave u this song by my idol!!!!! :D hahahahaha.. MARRY MI VANESSA!!! this songs is lk damn nice.. and it sorta says sum stuff abt mi too.. :D

Vanessa Anne Hudgens- All or Nothing

They can say let's pretend
Make em like them my best friend
tellin their lies
And they can scheme behind my back
Make fiction not a fact
try to re-write my life

but they aint got a clue
if i were in their shoes
i would shut right up

Take me as I am
Or not at all
I ain't ever gonna change myself for no one
No compromise
'Cause it's my life
It's all or nothing.

They can laugh all they like
got no need to justify

I am who i am
and they can do their worst if they dare
If it makes them happy we don't care
It's out of their hands

'Cause they aint got a clue
If we were in their shoes
We would just shut right up

Take us as we are
Or not at all
We ain't ever gonna change ourselves for no one
No comprosmise 'cause it's our life
It's all or nothing.

Take me as I am
Or not at all
I aint ever gonna change myself for no one
No compromise 'cause it's my life
It's all or nothing

hahaha.. yeah!!! luv her voice!!! :D okie.. im off.. still have to work tomorrow.. ZZZzz... Good luck S5 peeps taking GP tomorrow!!! you guys can do it!!! 18 years of education boils down to this!! :D

cya peeps.. :D
God <3
Deep in tot...................

2008-10-31T00:40:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!!

I TOOK LEAVE TOMORROW!!!!! YAY!!! i am so going out to pamper myself tomorrow man..

I am so darn well tired tt today i reached home at lk 3.. and i slept.. i really slept all the way from 3 to 11.. ZZzz.. and i onli hit the gym for lk 30 mins today.. OMG!!!! ZZzz.. that is how tired i am man..

everyone in my department is falling sick.. ZZzz.. stupid Alvis lah.. Yesterday had ORD lunch at sum indian restaurant.. super spicy lah.. then today.. sore throat.. flu.. cough.. fever all come already.. hahaha.. damn farny.. we will thinking of rebelling.. all throw MC.. let the mdms die.. hahaha..

yeah... wells tomorrow i ill hit the gym first thing in the morning hopefully from 9 - 12.. darn.. idiots tt always fight with me for my machines!! ZZzzz...

This is a super duper nice song..

High School Musical 3 - Right Here Right Now

Both: Right Here, Right Now!
Troy: Oh, Right Now!
Gabriella: Lookin' At You, And My Heart Loves The View, Cause You Mean Everything!
Troy: Everything..
Both: Right Here, I Promise You Some how
Troy: That Tomorrow Can Wait,
Gabriella: Some Other Day To Be
Troy: To Be But Right Now
Both: There's You And Me.

Gabriella: Oh, We Know It's Comin'
Troy: Comin'
Gabriella: That It's Comin' Passed.
Both: But There's Always You and Me..
Gabriella: Oh yeah...
Troy: So, Lets Make This Second Last..
Both: Make It Last!

Troy: Right Here.. Right Now.. Yeah, Im Lookin' At You..
Gabriella: And My Heart Loves The View..
Both: Cause You Mean Everything! Right Here, I Promise You Somehow.
Troy: That Tomorrow Can Wait,
Gabriella: Some Other Day To Be
Troy: To Be! But Right Now
Both: There's You And Me.

Gabriella: Oh, We Know It's Comin'
Troy: Comin'
Gabriella: That It's Comin' Passed.
Both: But There's Always You and Me..
Gabriella: Oh yeah...
Troy: So, Lets Make This Second Last..
Both: Make It Last!

Its been 4 days.. and im still in luv with high school musical 3.. i shld be watching with max a second time.. oh man!!!!! VANESSA HUDGENS!!!! MARRY MI!! :X hahahahahahaha.. :D

anyways.. just talking to a fren from super long time ago (pri sch days).. i have finally found sumone with the same dream as mi.. to get financially ahead fast.. and to retire young.. not wanting to work all our lives.. the amount of pple ard us with the E quadrant mindset is scary.. :X wells.. i see alot of business opportunities coming up.. investing to do.. and decisions to be made.. its time to get my life on track..

okies.. im off.. cya peeps.. :D
God <3
disatisfied with everything!!

2008-10-28T01:10:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!! hahaha..

DEEPAVALI!!!! hahaha.. YAY!!!

anyways.. hit the gym again.. woohoo!!! met max there.. he was supposed to be there at 11.45 lah.. when i reach at 12.30.. he haven even reach!!! ZZzz.. sum pple still live at tampines hor.. :X:X:X hahahaha..

wells.. i finally went to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!! and it is AWESOME!! FABULOUS!!! and every other good compliment u can think of.. mi and max actually tot of deserting after the show.. oh man.. our pathetic lives!!!!!! ZZzz...

I think im in love with vanessa hudgens.. :X:X:X:X hahaha.. turned fan after 3 shows.. hahahahaha... her voice is v nice can.. :X hahahaha..

haix... is the grass really greener on the other side?.. damn.. i have to live in such a pathetic world.. actually i am kinda tempted to migrate and leave everything behind once i have my business up and running and everything.. call me an escapist or wadeva u want.. i just want out!! :D

ZZzz.. okie.. im off.. cya peeps.. :D
God <3
HELP!!!! RAWR!!! Human Pest!!!! ZZzz..

2008-10-27T00:23:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!!

Yeah.. i noe.. haven been updating.. okie.. so wells..

Thank God for deepavali.. i need rest man.. :D

wells.. the deployment was lk totally unglam!!!! wad's authority when u cant use it!!!! ZZzzz... damn i gt stuck in the guard house for lk 12 hours.. with a gun by my side... eh... boring lah!!!! i had to get the most ulu-ated places of all 3 deployment spots!! ZZzz.. RAWR!!! unfair lah...

but at least it was more glam than last week.. all out sai kang... ZZzz.. and i slept onli for lk 2 hours last week.. best part is tt it is off in-lieu and not hours.. wah.. pek chek.. i wanted to take my gun and aim it at the head of manpower sia...

yeah.. then nothing much happened thruout the week.. i met huijun on tues though... her office shifted to aljunied.. woohoo!! find one day we go makan.. :D hahaha.. i remember the encouragement she gave mi since the first time i stepped into church.. :D thanx man huijun jie!!! :D

yeah.. anyways.. today.. hit the gym.. wooohoo!!.. tampines gym is glam!!! :D i think i really slaughtered myself today.. hahaha.. tomorrow going back there again.. tomorrow i will wakey with my joints and muscles screaming.. esp lower body.. :X

wells.. just been talking to my fren.. just to realise one of his bud kicked the bucket due to an accident.. damn sad man.. and he had just touched down that every morning.. haiz... sad... its always after stuff liddat happen when u learn to cherish those around u even more.. esp those u luv.. so yeah.. haix.. kinda sad..

this week will be a meet up week for mi again... hahaha.. chionging to meet peeps all over the place.. hhaha.. yeah.. so looking forward to it.. :D

okie lah. tata.. im off.. :D
God<3
Hmmmmmmmmmmm...

2008-10-21T20:50:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo. merman in the house.. woohoo!!

RAWR!!! ZZzz.. i am so darn tired!!!! second week of gym-ing.. and every muscle in my body is screaming man.. This fri and sat deployment again.. YAY!!

anyways.. i am damn lazy to blog.. i am putting up this short post just to show tt i am not dead yet.. :X hahaha..

okie lah.. im off.. :D cya peeps!!
God <3
One thing i ask..

2008-10-18T13:49:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! woohoo!! hahaha..

i bought my espirit bag!!! fine i noe it was going cheap.. but for an NSF who has such a pathetic paycheck.. its a luxury okie.. :X hahaha..

thurs.. i attended my mother's cousin wedding dinner.. wooohoo!!.. its okie lah.. just kinda off.. my wedding will be twice as glam.. :X hahaha.. wad could u do with a million dollars.. :X hahahaha..

anyways.. staying over at changi exhibition hall tonite.. stupid race.. if not for the time off i will be getting.. i wouldn't be doing it.. ZZzz.. tomorrow gt free food!! hahaha.. :X yah i noe im a cheapo.. live with it.. bleh!!! :X hahaha...

over on the market side.. the STI is STILL dropping.. gawk... who says the market is recovering... wait a while more before i enter.. :D hahahaha..

oh yah.. cause i am such a gym maniac now.. so i've been doing sum reading.. so.. quoted from.. nutritionpark.com.. just by starving urself its not gonna work.. your body will just adapt and start to slow down ur metabolism and thus causing you to lose less caloris and fat.. to lose excess fat.. u shld have more meals but smaller portion.. so u cut down your carbo in take.. increase ur fibre intake.. and this keeps ur metabolism rate high cause ur body thinks tt u are eating all the time.. when in fact u are munching on veg.. :X hahaha.. kinda cool ar..

okie lah.. im off.. cya peeps.. :D
God <3
:D

2008-10-14T21:54:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! woohoo!!

hahaha.. okie.. alright man.. been hitting the gym for two afternoons in a row.. and i am glad to say i am back at my original weight again.. hahaha.. :X but the motivation is there to carry on man.. woohoo!! hahaha.. waking up the next day with aches all over is becoming a norm.. :X

okie.. wells.. ytd.. i had dinner with eric and ariefin... after a discussion.. i decided to do abit more research on the market.. and i got a little too little to invest.. ZZZzzzz... so wells.. back to reading balance sheets.. i am going for IPOs now.. risky but returns are high.. :D so buy watch and sell.. i need a little more cash to buy stocks tt throw off decent dividends for cash flow..

today.. met up with minzhen, sheldon and jieying.. woohoo!! press on guys!! u've been working hard.. u guys can definitely do it! :D anything can always ask mi to help out.. :D looking forward to the next time we meet.. :D

hahaha.. so cool.. everyone studying then i can just sit there and rot.. :X hahaha.. cool thing k.. :D

oh wells.. tt's abt it for today.. im off.. i now need my daily dose of protein or my muscles will start screaming their heads off.. cya peeps!!
God <3
My love for you is blind..

2008-10-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo merman in the house.. hahaha...

Pastor kong is under fire again.. read the sunday times page 28.. ZZzz.. retarded... i quote.. "the churchgoers seem to worship their pastors as role models... i live by the thou shalt nots".. I mean wad's this abt??!!!??!!??!!!??!! So we dun obey the ten commandments just cause our church is big.. ZZzz.. where's the logic in that man!!! not even a member of the church.. so u are in no position to criticise!!! ZZzz.. watching to see wad happens.. no one has gotten away with cursing the man of God yet.. :X

okie.. wells.. today.. made quite a lot of decisions again.. i beginning to watch my waistline again as its growing again.. RAWR!! after losing 20 kg.. its not enuff.. it has to go down more.. :D I hereby swear to hit the gym everyday at lunch whether rain or shine.. and i a putting away the snacks!! my snacks will now be rabbit food!! celery and carrots... i will start going"wad's up doc?''.. :X hahaha....

and have to thank eric lim.. my first step to financial freedom.. i am abt to start investing with him.. watch the market now.. its abt to crash.. i read the stats of a great depression hitting every 75 years.. i think today really info overload.. been doing super lot of research.. :P once it crashes..its the perfect timing to go in... companies are abt to start downsizing.. so investors are abt to get ready to throw cash in the market.. once it crashes.. investors will star firing and in abt 3 years.. they could already become ultra rich.. its either u are lazy and diversify.. or u are more hardworking.. put all ur eggs in one basket and watch tt basket closely.. personally i prefer the second one.. high returns but high risk.. so manage ur risk.. its time to take a look at balance sheets.. :D

my first goal is to hopefully pay for uni myself.. i re-emphasize hopefully.. :D i still gt abt 1 year and 8 mths?.. i hope its achievable.. :D

everytime i meet ariefin.. we have a life changing talk.. :D its great man!! thankful to have such wonderful people around you tt share the same dream and vision.. :D

on a lighter note.. I WANT THAT ESPIRIT BAG!!!!! RAWR!!! hahaha.. :D

and CRAP!!! i was so hopeful when hammy got pole position for the japan grand prix.. and alonso had to screw it up for the second time in a row.. ZZZZZzz... hammy ended up at 12th.. RAH!!! how in the world could massa have ended up 8th??!!! he shldn't be awarded any points!!! ZZzz.. RAH!!! arrrrghhhhh.. forget it.. ZZzz..

okie lah.. im off.. cya peeps.. :D
God <3
God will make a way when there seems to be no way!!

2008-10-12T00:48:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo merman in the house.. woohoo!!

hahaha.. okie.. Today's msg is great.. I agree with pastor kong. He tried to change the mindset of the people.. let's hope he got to some if not all.. :X

The world is always so competitive, they see a world of one pie. if u get one piece there's one piece less for mi. there's always a lose-win situation and neva a win-win situation.. we actually live in a world of abundance.. alot of time we fail to realise this.. i read this in a book.. the world's best negotiators are the ones that try to make it a win-win situation.. this was of course before i started fighting for my change in vocation... :X win-win situation for my mdm and mi.. hahaha..

millionaires are being made every 52 secs... in every 52 secs a new man becomes a millionaire.. and forbes measures millionaire onli if u make a million dollars a year and that's after tax deductions.. not just cause u gt one million dollars in ur bank account..

I am so gonna attain tt status man... damn it..we leave in a world of too much cash.. since its there y dun u take it.. start investing today!! I NEED A STOCKBROKER BADLY!! anyone got lobang please intro.. :D i have began hearing stories of uni under-grads... investing and dropping out.. cause they see no point in getting a cert anymore.. they are self made millionaires over a few months.. and i am not saying education is not important here.. but to get wealthy it requires more than that..

anyways!! its pay day today!!! :D hahaha.. shld i get my hands on tt espirit bag?.. RAWR!!! hmm... hahahaha.. living with my pathetic 460 dollar pay.. zzz... shld begin to mutiply it... :D

okie.. im off.. :D cya peeps..
God <3
God reigns!!

2008-10-09T00:52:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. hahahaha..

today.. kinda cool cause both my mdms not around.. so half the time i am sleeping in the office.. hahaha.. damn. i want out of there!!!! wasting my time man.. when i could be doing stuff more productive.. hahaha.. Jan faster come.. even if i have to drill a hole.. i swear to God.. i am going to get my ass outta that office..

i ended up shopping for a pressie at orchard today.. and my goodness 20 bucks for a pressie is way too low!!! ZZzzz.. i ended up buying a book for myself instead.. hahaha. wells i updated my want list again.. hahaha.. and its still growing.. i decied to clear this list first before i add stuff lk.. fred perry polo tees.. new desktop.. yeah.. stuff liddat.. :X hahaha..

anyways.. i coincidentally met shuzhen there.. haha.. kinda cool.. the world is so small.. :X

wells.. as i was reading the book i bought.. everything came back to me.. the finer things in life.. its book called retire young retire rich by robert t. kiyosak.. author of new york best seller rich dad poor dad..

perfect book for me seeing tt i am aiming to be financially free by 40.. :X hahaha.. i guess this comes as a surprise to alot of u tt i am actually literate.. hahaha..

wells.. it brought me back to the fundamentals of getting rich again.. delayed gratification. :D big word rite.. but it basically means dun sell for capital growth rather invest for cashflow.. haha.. i guess half the peeps dunno wad i am talking abt.. but wells.. interested to noe more just ask me!! :D hahaha..

i am so not gonna work my entire life away.. zzzzz... hahaha... waste of my youth.. :X

okie.. im off.. kinda tired.. cya peeps..
God <3
It is all entirely a facade

2008-10-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoy.. merman in the house...

sorry.. been away again.. ZZzzz.. super busy.. super tired.. okie..

Fri.. i finally told my mdm tt i want a change of vocation.. hahaha.. her reaction was super farny.... she was HUH??!! hahaha.. super shocked.. hahaha.. but wells yeah..i will be on the ground on Jan!! WOOHOO!! alright man!!

Sat.. woke up super late.. :X met up with chess peeps.. and watched eagle eye.. haha.. seriously its not bad.. its another tech vs human movie.. wad happens when wad u build to protect.. turn against the very people it was made to protect.. yeah.. the kinda when technology dominates kinda thing.. :D then after tt had supper with yong jie, lewis and eric.. kinda cool.. to meet up once in a while for supper.. :D

Sun.. sleeping day.. i really am up to my eyeballs in sleep debt..

ytd.. MONDAY BLUES!!!!!!! RAH!!! seriously.. half the time i was rotting.. see..if i dun change vocation this is wad's gonna happen.. anyway.. capricorns get wad they want!!! :X hahah..

today.. enlistment again.. my understudy will be from this intake.. and damn farny.. i interviewed this new enlistee... then he told me he gt traffic offence.. so i was lk.. wad traffic offence.. then he was lk hmm.. summon.. then i was lk.. okie.. kindly write summon and fully paid.. and sign. then he wrote.. S-U-M-M-A-N-D.. wah. i laugh until i peng.. hahahah...

damn irritating man.. everybody is changing blogskin.. tempt mi to change onli.. ZZzzz.. all so free..i still gt my sleep to catch up with..

okie lah.. im off.. cya peeps..
God <3
For Your grace is enuff.. :D

2008-10-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!! haha..

haven blogged for two days.. okie.. so here's wad happened..

Mon.. celebrated Arief's bdae!! HAPPY BELATED AGAIN DUDE!!! hope he enjoyed it.. thanx to my cg peeps who came to celebrate with him.. :D hahaha..

Tues.. after work ended up at orchard with my police peeps.. yeah.. we ended up DJ maxing half the time at starbucks.. hahaha.. and then junwei fully utilised his 50 cents on metal slug.. :X hahaha.. anyways.. point is i haven gotten a new pair of slippers!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWR!!!!! and i need a new pair of jeans as well.. mine are still slipping off mi!!!

Today.. i weighted myself.. and i am APPALLED!!! :X i haven ran for 1 mth.. because of my fever.. BUT i am still maintaining my weight.. Praise the Lord.. :X hahaha.. anyways.. cutting down on snacks.. MERMAN will not SIN anymore!!! snacks are sinful!!! :X hahahaha.. anyways.. i wanted to hit the gym today.. but it was closed!!! damn it.. it closed at 5.. and i reached at 5... crap lah.. so i ended up hitting the track.. :X hahaha.. my stamina dropped ALOT.. ZZzzz.. last time i hit 16 rounds no prob.. still going strong.. now i hit 6 rounds.. and i am panting lk a mad dog.. ZZzzZZzz.. its time to get back my stamina..

anyways.. coincidentally met binny today whilst i was at the toilet changing.. his hair is SHORT.. :X hahahahahaha. :P

oh yeah.. and i timed myself for the rubix cube just so i now how long i take.. :X i am darn slow.. averaging 3min 30 secs.. personal best of 2 mins 30 sec... oh man i suck.. my aim is to bat my shi fu now.. his averaging 1 min 50 secs,, God.. his inhuman.. basically his hands are a blur when he turn tt darn thing..

okie.. im off.. cya dudes.. :D
God <3
You are love!
Those who abide in You abide in luv.. :D

2008-09-28T22:22:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house!! haahahahaha.. :X

ALRIGHT MAN!!! HAMMY!!!! YOU ROCK!!!! hahahaha.. F1 was super eventful.. :D massa running away with the hose and sending a person flying.. and kimi crashing.. so ferrari has NO points!!! hahahahahaha.. so hammy got 6 points... 7 points clear of massa.. massa sucks!!! :X hahaha.. anyways alonso sucks!!! he won the entire grand prix..

i think s;poreans are abit sadistic.. hahaha.. piquet crashed.. everyone stood up and took pictures.. the scene was just super farny.. :X

i wana watch next year man.. watching at home the roaring of the engine is really alot softer.. oh man.. i walked past the track on fri.. and the roaring of the engine was SuPeRB!!! hahaha. oh wells.. its over.. looking forward to next year already..

okie.. im off.. cya peeps.. F1 ROX!! :D
God<3
Respect is not given, it is earned..

2008-09-28T01:13:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!! hahaha..

ALRIGHT MAN!!! hahahahaha.. hammy is second on the starting grid.. he had beta whip massa's ass.. GO HAMILTON!!! two stupid ferraris on the grid.. hope kimi and massa crash.. :X i think alot of ferrari fans will hate mi now.. :X hahaha..

i am expecting a good race.. 48 turns.. 24 right.. 24 left.. i expect it to be thrilling.. hope it rains.. man.. it will be fun den.. cause they use the tunnel.. so they can accelerate faster..

just finished watching the matrix.. i noe super old.. sorry lah.. but i haven watched reloaded and revolution.. so i wanna watch the entire thing over again..

YAY!!! tomorrow bballing with kw and sd.. ALRIGHT MAN!!! :D

okie.. im off.. cya peeps..
God <3
You're the God of this city!!

2008-09-27T00:49:00.004+08:00

yoyoyoyo.. merman in the house.. woohoo!! hahaha..

okie.. im here to redeem myself.. hahaha... haven been blogging for the entire week.. i been reaching home at 12+++ everyday.. so yeah.. understand y okie.. :X hahaha..

wells.. mon.. met up with pri sch peeps.. will be uploading the pics later.. so that marilyn will have a super big pic of her on my blog.. :X kinda cool.. rachel changed quite alot.. the rest are the same.. lewis gt hair finally.. hahaha..

tues.. went to queensway.. i got a new pair of shoe!! at the same time shopped for my fren's pressie as he is abt to ORD.. crap.. my is 1 year and 5 mths to go.. anyway.. things shld be getting beta starting from mon.. im gonna tender my request to get outta tt BORING place.. RAWR!!! hahaha..

wed.. met up with pri sch peeps and mrs ng.. she's pregnant!! hahaha.. her baby is called timonthy... i hope i got the spelling rite.. :X hahaha.. kinda cool.. then ended up at sempang bedok to slack and rot.. :X

thurs.. went to settlers with cell peeps.. fun FuN FUN!!!! hahahah.. :D

today.. i went to eat at boon tong kee.. pls start boycotting the stupid stall.. it now totally taste lk crap.. man.. its not specialising in chicken anymore!!! zZ..but on the upside i gt balestia's tau sa pia.. its wonderful man!!! :X

i also went to raffles city.. the moment i reached city hall i heard the SWEET sound of the engine of the F1 cars.. damn high lor!!!!!! i shlda bought tix man.. regret now.. RAWR!!!next year if i get a change of vocation.. i am gonna make sure tt i get deployed next year.. so i get to watch live.. :X hahaha..

the boring thing abt s'pore circuit is tt the topspeed they can reach is 190 km/h.. i mean this is the speed u can travel in malaysia lah.. omg.. but the turns are thrilling.. i am so not going out on sun.. hamilton had beta win the grand prix.. dun let mi down!!!!!!! i wanna go watch!!!!!!!! RAH!!!!!!!!! the roaring of the engine is in my head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways!! NOV is gonna be FUN!!! Uthnited challenge.. so cool.. lots of stuff i wanna join man.. i wanna play ball!!!!! rubik cube.. join for fun.. cause i am still slow.. and chess.. sch team in sec 4.. let's hope im not rusty.. :X

ZZZzzzz.. anyways.. here are the pics..

opps.. is sumone missing.. :X

marilyn.. hahahahahaha.. :X purposely de..

these are the bros!!! ben, Jon the shuai, lewis (he's got hair).. :X

this are the gals.. who are not as good looking as the guys.. namely jon the shuai.. :X

this is us again!!! 6 DI/07 ROX!!!!

okie.. im off peeps.. cya..
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Jesus neva let mi go!